05-23-2018, 05:48 AM
Feeling good so far. Not overly all-smiling happy. Simply good.
Listening to the masked track washes away everything that happened in the day. At times I feel like I deserve more than I do right now. I talk to friends and it seems they are walking along in their daily routines and have forgotten to dream about a brighter future. As if they lost that sparkle somewhere along the way. Sometimes it seems to me that I am childishly immature to daydream about adventures and a fullfilled life while they are grounded (or stuck?) in reality and society. And sometimes I think it is immensely important to have that longing to rise and soar. To me it seems that I have a "haven't even explored a fraction of life" mindset while they run on "want to have stability and stay put" tracks.
Odd to see that clearly.
Listening to the masked track washes away everything that happened in the day. At times I feel like I deserve more than I do right now. I talk to friends and it seems they are walking along in their daily routines and have forgotten to dream about a brighter future. As if they lost that sparkle somewhere along the way. Sometimes it seems to me that I am childishly immature to daydream about adventures and a fullfilled life while they are grounded (or stuck?) in reality and society. And sometimes I think it is immensely important to have that longing to rise and soar. To me it seems that I have a "haven't even explored a fraction of life" mindset while they run on "want to have stability and stay put" tracks.
Odd to see that clearly.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _
