Day 7 of No E2 has finally arrived.
So today, I woke at 12pm and didn't really get out of bed until 2hours later at 2pm.
This seems to be my current trend, staying in bed for 2hours. Not sure why, hope it not depression and just how my body is after waking up in the morning.
I then came on the computer straight away and surfed the net/facebook and now here.
I will get up, eat, shower, and get moving on tasks for today.
Im clearly avoiding studying, I'm afraid there is that there and why am I afraid I've no idea, but logic would say its probably a fear of failure, what do you all think?
I also start IYGSH tonight, and this thread will come to a close.
thank you
I forgot to mention a dream I had. Its not fully clear to me but in this dream I seem to be seducing an older woman, a milf probably, sexy attractive but submissive and afraid of going against her faith or morality, not sure which.
Either way I don't recall much more than getting a kiss and thats all I remember and I woke, but there was not more than that I'm sure.
Odd, it doesn't seem related to anything so perhaps not of significance at all.
So today, I woke at 12pm and didn't really get out of bed until 2hours later at 2pm.
This seems to be my current trend, staying in bed for 2hours. Not sure why, hope it not depression and just how my body is after waking up in the morning.
I then came on the computer straight away and surfed the net/facebook and now here.
I will get up, eat, shower, and get moving on tasks for today.
Im clearly avoiding studying, I'm afraid there is that there and why am I afraid I've no idea, but logic would say its probably a fear of failure, what do you all think?
I also start IYGSH tonight, and this thread will come to a close.
thank you
I forgot to mention a dream I had. Its not fully clear to me but in this dream I seem to be seducing an older woman, a milf probably, sexy attractive but submissive and afraid of going against her faith or morality, not sure which.
Either way I don't recall much more than getting a kiss and thats all I remember and I woke, but there was not more than that I'm sure.
Odd, it doesn't seem related to anything so perhaps not of significance at all.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
