JAKE'S EHPRA 2.0

[Jake2015]

Day 5 of no E2

I had a dream, a dream of my first girlfriend.

I can't recall the dream completely except that I was really missing her, really wanting to be with her even though all this time had past and well it wasnt happening.

I don't think this dream is the result of the E2 bloom, because while listening to E2 the nightmares I had in 1 night which I thought was E2 I think occurred because of lack of sleep and exhaustion from a heavy week and this seems to the the case here as well, as I had less sleep to do the various projects for this final week of uni.

What do you all think that are following my thread?

That being said I woke at 12pm cos mom/mum called me, and then now at 1.45pm my time, I'm typing this out.

The plan today is to go to a printers with a friend to print out notes in colour (expensive but worth it) then he said lets go to the city's zoo which he's been to but I havent so he I and another friend will do this and perhaps a 4th friend too.

After this we may go for a meal then back to pick up our printing and then probably nothing else.

My 2nd year has officially finished, and now all I have are 4 exams to do, seems minor except I have ALOT of work to do, and rather than face it and start I'm avoiding it like the plague.

I will be starting IYGSH in 2 days time, once the 7 days or 6 days are done, basically on Monday I will start.

I know its a 4G technology, but so far all I've tried were MLS 5.5G, no gain from that of course, then I tried E2 twice, and the first time maybe my technology that I relied on wasnt able to play US such as my macbook pro etc however this time I took no chances by playing at night every night no matter what, and then playing the day whenever I could with my phone (which shannon said would work but slower as it gives a 45% overall power output in relation to better tech). So even if the first time I played E2 for over 70 days did nothing, then I had hoped E2 this time after 47 days would but nothing....


So I'm now really hoping that this 4G sub works and quickly but I know some of you have said that 4G work slower so I'm basically still at square 1 and at the mercy of these subs and here seeking help.

I know 1 day and soon MLS 5.5G will be released.

You have, many of you have said that MLS should be used immediately as soon as it is released, but I'm adamant that my biggest biggest issues isn't so much memorising (though making that quicker would be amazing!!!).... no .....

....my biggest issues as is clear to me now from this week, is the procrastination and fear of studying itself as well as the boredom or the loss of time that I feel by studying and the loss perhaps from life and living life I feel I will have from studying too.

All of this consciously I know is absurd but subconsciously that inner child within is not letting me do as I need until i fear the deadlines and then I jump into action all the time.

IF you all believe that MLS once it is released and the scope of that program is revealed to some extent by shannon believe that it is better then I will buy no matter the cost and use it religiously until my grades and study habits improve, whether that takes me a year or 2 years or 3 years. Only after that will I jump onto another sub unless a better is realised.

BUT if MLS is only going to work on memory then I am better staying on a sub such as IYGSH that will help me in class right?

I havent asked shannon if after IYGSH I should jump onto MLS 5.5G as its too early to ask that, however I know shannon has said that there will be some scripting in MLS that will deal with procrastination, motivation and IYGSH....the question is how much???

Will it be enough???

Is MLS 5.5G going to be the most powerful and effective sub ever released by Shannon so far or will it be simply a minor upgrade from MLS 5G ?

feel free to answer if you have any thoughts on this please or anything I have written.

My thread here will come to a close on sunday evening and a new thread on IYGSH will be opened with a reminder and links to my previous threads for those that want to read and to give answers and hope to those that need it besides me.

thanks for reading