05-02-2017, 03:58 AM
Day 29days - Update
Got a test today a mid-term some may call it.
Couldnt get down to study at first yesterday. Managed by listening to some alpha study music on Tube video site and sat down, did slow deep breathing and listened for 5mins then felt ready and studied for 25mins with 5min break and got through around 4 hours of reading and understanding and learning.
Today realised I remember NOTHING lol
felt okay though a little nervous but ok.
Now was revising/reviewing for the test and then needed a break and went onto Facebook and saw a nasty video of a poor girl getting beaten up which apparently made news in the US.
it shook me up!! I felt intense anxiety inside and scary nervousness.
That feeling hasnt shifted at all and its been around 1hour. Im still feeling jittery inside.
So I wonder if this is something that shows E2 has a long way to go for me?
Got a test today a mid-term some may call it.
Couldnt get down to study at first yesterday. Managed by listening to some alpha study music on Tube video site and sat down, did slow deep breathing and listened for 5mins then felt ready and studied for 25mins with 5min break and got through around 4 hours of reading and understanding and learning.
Today realised I remember NOTHING lol
felt okay though a little nervous but ok.
Now was revising/reviewing for the test and then needed a break and went onto Facebook and saw a nasty video of a poor girl getting beaten up which apparently made news in the US.
it shook me up!! I felt intense anxiety inside and scary nervousness.
That feeling hasnt shifted at all and its been around 1hour. Im still feeling jittery inside.
So I wonder if this is something that shows E2 has a long way to go for me?
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
