04-25-2017, 03:39 AM
(04-25-2017, 02:07 AM)Zane Wrote: First thing I am gonna tell you that u have a lot of Fears.. After doing E2 I recommend you to do OF-5G for a month. Cause it's totally focused on removing fears. I am not saying that E2 won't remove fears. But Using OF after E2 will make sure that nothing is left behind. I can see ur certain situations are similar to mine.
Your fear creates doubt that if E2 is working or not. Since u are using E2 it is affecting u so u can hardly notice if u are changing or not but when u journal here we know what's going on.. This is how Shannon is able to upgrade his Subliminal technology..
I told you recently that E2 will solve ur issues...ur 3 year old past came in front of you and now it suddenly vanishes again and then again u came in contact with some other girl.. I think E2 or ur subconscious is telling you that u don't have to fear anything and that there are millions of girls available.. So no fear..
"You feeling that E2 is not working is a definite proof that it's working... Remember this thought that Healing isn't always pleasant experience it's mostly boring or negative when u first start
When u are in a hospital with a broken leg then u have no choice but to lie on bed for whole month... Which so boring.. But after u have healed you can kick anyone's ass...
U r healing that's why it feels boring once u r healed ur life will become awesome again..
Currently I am on MHS and man I feel so bored it's like it's not working but When I see the results then I know it's working..
I listen to MHS on a really old Tablet which is like 10 feet away from me..and it still works..
If u keep thinking that u some Alien from Planet Mars who can't hear Ultrasonic sound or immune to them then... U will always find faults..Dont try to convince yourself that E2 is not working... It's not u but ur Stupid fear who is speaking...
Thank you so much Zane, its great to have support and from someone in exactly the same or has been in the same position as me
Ive no idea how long I'm going to do E2 for, though as you know I'm eager to do MLS but rather clear all this garbage in my head first so E2 may be 3months, 6months or longer as long as it works of course lol but then will only 1 month of OF-5G be enough?
If I'm honest 1 way that I know E2 has worked on me will be if it removes fears around procrastination or whatever makes my motivation go super high and low but also fears such as fears of bees and wasps, insects, spiders, heights etc thats when I feel that yeah this is getting deep into me and then I really hope that I can remove all fears that come from even deeper than that...what do you think?
ahh i see well I'm trying to journal and make it useful to you, others, Shannon and myself. So that brilliant cos I didn't actually realise that this was how the journalling helps Shannon lol makes sense now.
Did you ever read my journal from the start? not needed but if it helps you or helps you to help me further id appreciate it.
I realise that the women that I have attracted to me in the past few say years have been women with some form of issues, where they run away from whatever love I give them....no idea how or why that is as I thought I was pretty cool and well rounded as a guy to be honest :/
Well if its E2 doing all this, bringing girls to me etc then fantastic lol as in I mean helping me to understand, even though right now consciously I don't really understand whats the purpose etc.
Ahhh i see i see so ok so I understand it not working means that it is working great
hahah the hospital to kick ass analogy worked perfect!!! well said!!! I get it now!
I can't wait for life to be awesome again but I've no idea what that would be since I'm unsure how many fears I have and for how long they have ruled my life lol
Youre on MHS but why, after E2, why did you do OF then MHS? - wasnt E2 enough?
Do you listen to masked or US on the tablet, and for 8hours a day?
Yeh thats right, it is my fear speaking youre right, I'm always concerned if I'm listening at the right volume etc, if its working etc, if I'm not doing something right etc - I get all this yeah for sure!
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days