Update: Night -> Day #1
So I've listened for 3 nights so far - twice with my not so good usb mp3 walkman and last night finally with my S4 (as explained above) so this will be counted as Night to Day #1.
I couldnt sleep at all for 4hours, i don't understand why and it had nothing to do with the subs.
When I did sleep I slept for 10hours and did want to walk, it could be due to the sleep supplements I'm taking to correct my sleep cycle, such as magnesium and melatonin etc.
When I woke what I do remember is that I was dreaming about 1 of my ex girlfriends.
The dream I had was showing me that she wasnt good for me due to the way she wouldnt perhaps be warm to my mother - family and my mother mean the most to me of course.
I don't know if this is the sub or just that I happen to wake up from a dream at that time.
What I know is that I spent the next hour thinking about her.
Im unsure if its the subconscious so wondering if any of you have any thoughts on this?
She was an ex that I did miss and love after we broke up and years later too.
Ive had a few broken relationships, and in them all they end up cutting it due to 1 reason or another.
Being the one rejected in this way is always the one that gets hurt the most and so perhaps this is something within me that needs closure?
what do you all think, and will E2 help if this is indeed a broken thread in my heart?
thanks
So I've listened for 3 nights so far - twice with my not so good usb mp3 walkman and last night finally with my S4 (as explained above) so this will be counted as Night to Day #1.
I couldnt sleep at all for 4hours, i don't understand why and it had nothing to do with the subs.
When I did sleep I slept for 10hours and did want to walk, it could be due to the sleep supplements I'm taking to correct my sleep cycle, such as magnesium and melatonin etc.
When I woke what I do remember is that I was dreaming about 1 of my ex girlfriends.
The dream I had was showing me that she wasnt good for me due to the way she wouldnt perhaps be warm to my mother - family and my mother mean the most to me of course.
I don't know if this is the sub or just that I happen to wake up from a dream at that time.
What I know is that I spent the next hour thinking about her.
Im unsure if its the subconscious so wondering if any of you have any thoughts on this?
She was an ex that I did miss and love after we broke up and years later too.
Ive had a few broken relationships, and in them all they end up cutting it due to 1 reason or another.
Being the one rejected in this way is always the one that gets hurt the most and so perhaps this is something within me that needs closure?
what do you all think, and will E2 help if this is indeed a broken thread in my heart?
thanks
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
