11-11-2016, 08:53 PM
Stage 3 day 71
On the evening that i made my last post I opted for another major healing session from lighthealing.com (again, thanks to ncbeareatingman for the recommendation) and holy shit, what a difference that has made.
I targeted the session to very specific goals related to my business and relationships, and even had a slight but noticeable urge to switch to DMSI immediately.
I wouldn't even consider this resistance with BASE, because I've been feeling resistance off and on every 3 weeks regardless, so I interpret this as a way to build confidence. I have been contemplating different ways for others to perceive me an more of an authority in my industry, because though BASE has been pretty good, I don't exude that aura of authority and control that i know some in my industry do.
I'm guessing that DMSI would help my confidence and allow me to feel more at ease around clients and indirectly enable them to see me as more calm and in control rather than slightly tense and anxious to make a good impression.
So who the hell knows what the coming months will hold. I had no intention of seriously using DMSI or switching away from BASE, but maybe there's some meaning in the madness of switching. I thought for sure my biz would suffer if i switched over, but nothing really prevents me from doing DMSI for a month or so, then switching back to BASE.
Oh my....so many things to contemplate. Never mind that I've already shifted my traffic biz and that's been draining my energy!
I expect more effects to unravel over the next few months as the healing hits more of my deeper issues. But seriously, the damn thing works.
There was this deep sense of reflection as i woke up the following morning about where I'm at in my business and where i want to be. And i felt a slight shift as if I had given myself permission to succeed, which was very odd because that's sort of implied by my aggressive and relentless efforts to increase my wealth and income.
Something tells me the next 6 months or so will be very significant regarding my various business and personal goals.
On the evening that i made my last post I opted for another major healing session from lighthealing.com (again, thanks to ncbeareatingman for the recommendation) and holy shit, what a difference that has made.
I targeted the session to very specific goals related to my business and relationships, and even had a slight but noticeable urge to switch to DMSI immediately.
I wouldn't even consider this resistance with BASE, because I've been feeling resistance off and on every 3 weeks regardless, so I interpret this as a way to build confidence. I have been contemplating different ways for others to perceive me an more of an authority in my industry, because though BASE has been pretty good, I don't exude that aura of authority and control that i know some in my industry do.
I'm guessing that DMSI would help my confidence and allow me to feel more at ease around clients and indirectly enable them to see me as more calm and in control rather than slightly tense and anxious to make a good impression.
So who the hell knows what the coming months will hold. I had no intention of seriously using DMSI or switching away from BASE, but maybe there's some meaning in the madness of switching. I thought for sure my biz would suffer if i switched over, but nothing really prevents me from doing DMSI for a month or so, then switching back to BASE.
Oh my....so many things to contemplate. Never mind that I've already shifted my traffic biz and that's been draining my energy!
I expect more effects to unravel over the next few months as the healing hits more of my deeper issues. But seriously, the damn thing works.
There was this deep sense of reflection as i woke up the following morning about where I'm at in my business and where i want to be. And i felt a slight shift as if I had given myself permission to succeed, which was very odd because that's sort of implied by my aggressive and relentless efforts to increase my wealth and income.
Something tells me the next 6 months or so will be very significant regarding my various business and personal goals.
