07-30-2016, 06:21 AM
(07-30-2016, 05:43 AM)bliss Wrote:(07-30-2016, 05:26 AM)Jake2015 Wrote:(07-30-2016, 05:07 AM)bliss Wrote: No change at all in 50 days? I find that hard to believe. Have you felt old buried emotions come up?
hey bliss thanks for replying. Unfortunately no, I haven't really felt anything. If i was to feel these emotions, what would I feel or notice, can you give me any idea or clues then maybe I can be more spefic
In my experience, when I start a sub, I will usually feel great for the first few days then really depressed for a while, as the old fears and negativity is being cleared. Then I'll come out of that phase feeling better. Rinse and repeat.
These subs kick my ass man hahah. Have you been feeling more fearful or angrier than usual?
Wow ok to be honest I really cant tell. I get sometimes a fearful feeling then sometimes I emotional. Angry no I don't think so but I can't say I've noticed anything. Please have a read of my journal maybe you will find something that I'm doing that is just plain wrong. I really need the help as I really wanna clean my internal shit out asap.
So please help and thanks again for replying.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
