Stage 1 day 3
Lots and lots of tension arising now as i re-establish the business mind.
I see where i want to go and there's this huge moat of bull crap that I'll have to deal with over the next few years which are really going to suck.
There's going to be a lot of positive growth during this period, don't get me wrong. It's not all bad. But in order to fully open myself to abundance it's going to pretty much suck / hurt at times where i *again* have to bend and twist and push myself near the breaking point in order to reach each new successive level I'm aiming for.
I'm guessing the current sticking points regarding what I currently feel tense about will subside and 'resolve themselves' over the coming month. I'm also hoping it's only mostly stage 1 that basically makes me feel like reality is crunching around me. This means that intense growth is coming soon, but there's always light at the end of the tunnel.
Overall i'm not too worried. Due to some recent changes there's a lot of question on whether or not my traffic biz will be viable going into the remainder of the year. Profit isn't nearly as good as a few months ago, and it's clear that a lot of my friends and associates and shifting to other industries as fast as they can. I'm just really really thankful i have the copy biz to focus on and new industries to explore in that direction.
I must also note that tension i feel during this run so far doesn't feel the same as when i first ran BASE. I'm pretty sure E2 is taking a lot of the edge off now that I'm more healed than in my first run. That is very curious and something for other up coming BASE users to consider prior to starting their BASE journeys (using E2 first!).
Lots and lots of tension arising now as i re-establish the business mind.
I see where i want to go and there's this huge moat of bull crap that I'll have to deal with over the next few years which are really going to suck.
There's going to be a lot of positive growth during this period, don't get me wrong. It's not all bad. But in order to fully open myself to abundance it's going to pretty much suck / hurt at times where i *again* have to bend and twist and push myself near the breaking point in order to reach each new successive level I'm aiming for.
I'm guessing the current sticking points regarding what I currently feel tense about will subside and 'resolve themselves' over the coming month. I'm also hoping it's only mostly stage 1 that basically makes me feel like reality is crunching around me. This means that intense growth is coming soon, but there's always light at the end of the tunnel.
Overall i'm not too worried. Due to some recent changes there's a lot of question on whether or not my traffic biz will be viable going into the remainder of the year. Profit isn't nearly as good as a few months ago, and it's clear that a lot of my friends and associates and shifting to other industries as fast as they can. I'm just really really thankful i have the copy biz to focus on and new industries to explore in that direction.
I must also note that tension i feel during this run so far doesn't feel the same as when i first ran BASE. I'm pretty sure E2 is taking a lot of the edge off now that I'm more healed than in my first run. That is very curious and something for other up coming BASE users to consider prior to starting their BASE journeys (using E2 first!).
