07-17-2016, 08:46 AM
Seems normal to me. E2 doesn't really give you a lot of obvious "everything is different now after I noticed this" results, but rather gradual changes.
Like Nox said, you are trying too hard to see results. This anxious and intense focus can work against you and what the program is doing. I know this is hard to do but just let the sub play and forget about it. This is a healing process and takes a while. E2 is unlike DMSI, it varies a LOT from user to user simply because everyone has different issues.
Maybe your intense NEED to keep looking for change with a magnifier is a symptom of a deeper issue that E2 is currently working on.
I am pretty much writing the same things that Nox already wrote. I think it is great that you chose E2 and decided to heal yourself. But as I understand it, you expected massive and unreal change over the course of the summer so you can be a completely changed person by the fall. E2 is not the program for that, E2 takes time. Permanent deep change takes time.
Everything worth having comes with a price. Being emotionally healthy has been made pretty easy by Shannon, but it still takes time and some level of pain. The pain however is insignificant compared to what it would be if you tried to work these things out on your own.
There is no magic bullet. Although Shannon is working on it.
Like Nox said, you are trying too hard to see results. This anxious and intense focus can work against you and what the program is doing. I know this is hard to do but just let the sub play and forget about it. This is a healing process and takes a while. E2 is unlike DMSI, it varies a LOT from user to user simply because everyone has different issues.
Maybe your intense NEED to keep looking for change with a magnifier is a symptom of a deeper issue that E2 is currently working on.
I am pretty much writing the same things that Nox already wrote. I think it is great that you chose E2 and decided to heal yourself. But as I understand it, you expected massive and unreal change over the course of the summer so you can be a completely changed person by the fall. E2 is not the program for that, E2 takes time. Permanent deep change takes time.
Everything worth having comes with a price. Being emotionally healthy has been made pretty easy by Shannon, but it still takes time and some level of pain. The pain however is insignificant compared to what it would be if you tried to work these things out on your own.
There is no magic bullet. Although Shannon is working on it.
