JAKE'S EHPRA 2.0

[Jake2015]

Day 40 - Saturday 16th July 2016

Today Will be the 40th day that I have been listening.

My daily hours have varied from 5-8hours, 99.99% from laptop speakers.

I have managed only 1-2hours with headphones here and there and not daily.

2 Nights ago I did listen for 6hours at night.

I have been delayed to listening at night due to renovations the landlord is doing to my apartment which has meant its best to not use my speakers at night to keep them safe. I am tomorrow (Sunday 17th July) hopefully seeing the last of the renovations team and then I can play the subliminal all night long as was the intention.

That being said, I have been getting hours in daily, as you all know and you all also know my thoughts on getting less than 8hours with this subliminal and how I believe daily consistency is still good whether 1 hour or 8hours.

So what you all really want to know is what has been going on?

I will explain it this way.

This morning I woke during an amazing dream!!!!

It was the best dream ever.

Im going to share it all with you.

I dont recall much of the start, but it is my time during the latter years of junior school (maybe age 10-11)

Yet if I'm honest I felt that during the dream I was a teenage, of around 16-18.

Why, because of the people in this dream.

The dream was of me amongst those I recognised from my junior school, but yet I felt mature.

What made this dream spectacular and amazing was that there was 1 person in this dream whom I seemed to know and recognise in the dream.

This was my ideal woman!

She was gorgeous, amazing and obviously in love with me and in the dream she asked me to go out with her in a way that was more of an idea, something we should do rather than actually asking me out directly and I played it smooth and say sure....her reaction and our mutual reaction was priceless!!!

It was amazing.

I suddenly woke up and was so sleepy yet amazed!

I wanted to know who this girl was, because in the dream I knew her but as I woke and my sense came back I realised I had no idea who this was girl.

Was she someone I had met in my past?

Was she someone that I knew?

I felt like I did but I couldn't remember at all.

I just knew that she was the one that got away and I had to find her.

I sat up still sleepy and grabbed my phone and started going through Facebook trying to find the others in my dream, well 1 or 2 in particular.

I soon realised that she wasn't someone from my school and she therefore was someone I couldn't know from that place.

As I became a little sad I was grateful to E2, for working on me and giving me such a dream and showing me that it must be working, that playing all night long must be working.

I was more sad though, not sad sad but you know sad in the sense of that feeling that I will never know who this beauty was and if I knew her, how I knew her or if she as even real.

But I was pleased with E2 atleast.

I finally got up and went to the bathroom.

I was in the bathroom, when I realised I left my mp3 still playing the silent track in the bedroom. As you know from my journal, battery power conservation is a must with this player.

So once I was done, I went to my room and was shocked.....


My MP3 Player was NOT plugged in to the speaker, there was nothing attached to the end of the cable....it was connected to nothing, except the air in my room.

I was surprised, I felt as if I had connected it so why isn't it there.

The only place logically it could have been was the living room table, where I usually place it after charging it up so there I went and there it was, sat on the table.

I then realised that:

1) I didn't plug it in the night before

2) That E2 therefore didn't give me the dreams and wasn't the cause of the dreams..... I felt so let down

I then wondered were all the dreams that I was getting simply natural and not E2 at work

Was it all just my desire for it to work, also known as HOPE?

I felt gutted!!!

That hasnt stopped me from continuing to listen, because i want to still give E2 3months - 6months to give it a chance. If E2 at 5.5G does work, only then will I know that the other 6G subs will work on me....but if it doesn't work ill be devasted.

So this is where I am unto as of now.

Any words of advice, support &/or encouragement from anyone will really be appreciated

Thank you for reading