Have you no shame? - OGSF 5G | EPRHA 2.0

[SargeMaximus]

Yep. Actually it seems many people want me to put my needs before theirs in my decisions, if the situation is recognized at least.

This is a good sign. I've had the same thing recently where I think that I'll actually be reprimanded (but don't care) by saying something about myself and then I'm surprised to see people be accepting of it.

Then after I'm like "who are other people to reprimand me anyhow? I'm not a kid!" definitely some early trauma carrying over there.

And yes, if I realize they don't then my caring stops there and I'll do whatever the hell I want. Its something about my (bad) expectations. Guess I'm traumatized that way. But I'm having some positive experiences to balance that right now.

Yeah, cool, good to hear.

Appreciate your thinking again, because that what you say is just healthy and not really trying for anything grandiose besides that.

Exactly.

Glad I could help a little.