04-25-2016, 10:30 AM
Day 51
A challenge has presented itself. One that'd require a major upheaval in my life, but that also has a clear ring of success to it - compared to this dull staleness I've been feeling for a couple of years now. Feeling genuinely excited, scared, and aggressive. And sad. Let's see how it plays out in the following weeks. At the very least, I should be able to get a little clearer perspective to some things.
Two times now I've encountered the feelings of fear I normally never feel. Both times I've felt more alive than in a long time. Its something akin to passion. I want more.
A challenge has presented itself. One that'd require a major upheaval in my life, but that also has a clear ring of success to it - compared to this dull staleness I've been feeling for a couple of years now. Feeling genuinely excited, scared, and aggressive. And sad. Let's see how it plays out in the following weeks. At the very least, I should be able to get a little clearer perspective to some things.
Two times now I've encountered the feelings of fear I normally never feel. Both times I've felt more alive than in a long time. Its something akin to passion. I want more.
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
