Day 48
It seems I'm getting more and more interest from women that I'm dealing with on a weekly basis (not instant, on-the-street attraction). Attraction and them asking me if I'm going to this or this event, complimenting me and saying that I should teach them something, saying "we" should/could/can do smt, bringing back casual conversations that were cut short weeks ago, etc. It just often surprises me and I'm like "Hey.. what, I didn't ask for this, what's happening here?", because I wasn't "in the mood for it" at all, i.e. I wasn't trying. Its different from that explicit IDGAF, "I'm sexy and I know it", "Ha, I'm too hot to care about that hottie" attitude. I understand that attitude well, and its way better than the beta mindset, but I've been a little repelled by it when I've seen it lately. Feels pride-centric and ego-centric, "I'm better than you" centric. Some form of weakness.
Just saw this, that's it:
Thinking about what the different approaches taken by AM6 and EPRHA2, and it is or is not clear than AM is the end goal and not EPRHA2. If E2 can make one happy, open, productive, even attractive in some way, then, in contrast, is AM an attempt to seek out that independence and success as a way to get to where E2 is aimed directly? In other words, with and after E2, is there something I'm supposed to be lacking so that I'd need to do AM in order to get it? And also, if I'm happy and open after E2, then would AM build on that and add that sharper edge of confidence and keep me very happy and fullfilled? I hope so.
It seems I'm getting more and more interest from women that I'm dealing with on a weekly basis (not instant, on-the-street attraction). Attraction and them asking me if I'm going to this or this event, complimenting me and saying that I should teach them something, saying "we" should/could/can do smt, bringing back casual conversations that were cut short weeks ago, etc. It just often surprises me and I'm like "Hey.. what, I didn't ask for this, what's happening here?", because I wasn't "in the mood for it" at all, i.e. I wasn't trying. Its different from that explicit IDGAF, "I'm sexy and I know it", "Ha, I'm too hot to care about that hottie" attitude. I understand that attitude well, and its way better than the beta mindset, but I've been a little repelled by it when I've seen it lately. Feels pride-centric and ego-centric, "I'm better than you" centric. Some form of weakness.
Just saw this, that's it:
(04-21-2016, 05:12 PM)Shannon Wrote: The responses you're getting from women are due to you being self providing, self fulfilling, needless and filled with unconditional love. Women are almost invariably attracted by unconditional love.
Thinking about what the different approaches taken by AM6 and EPRHA2, and it is or is not clear than AM is the end goal and not EPRHA2. If E2 can make one happy, open, productive, even attractive in some way, then, in contrast, is AM an attempt to seek out that independence and success as a way to get to where E2 is aimed directly? In other words, with and after E2, is there something I'm supposed to be lacking so that I'd need to do AM in order to get it? And also, if I'm happy and open after E2, then would AM build on that and add that sharper edge of confidence and keep me very happy and fullfilled? I hope so.
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
