Have you no shame? - OGSF 5G | EPRHA 2.0

[LionKing]

It sounds like she both needs to use this program, and could really benefit from having you buy her a copy of it.

Yeah. I'll need to consider that one. I've thought of it, but then I'd probably have to delete or clean up my journals, because my online identity would become pretty clear to her. The line of online privacy is of course something to consider anyway when posting. But atm, subs are not something I share with her. First of all the forum: if you were talking with your buddies about women, you probably wouldn't want that recorded word for word and then shown to your girl every time, even if there's nothing in there you're really hiding. Second, a big part of the subs is manliness, sexiness, attraction, dealing with women, etc. I guess it comes down to the big shame men have about not showing weakness, but my take is that I don't care to be explaining everything I do to anyone. I wouldn't expect my girl to give me any trouble, but let's say we had a falling out someday and she might talk trash about me, same as anyone. I'd say a lot of people could benefit from subliminals, but until they show they're open to such things, I feel I have little to gain by raising their weird-o-meters with any such techniques. Maybe when 6G comes out it'll be provable within a short time span that they're absolutely effective, but maybe then I'll feel there's no reason to give up my competitive advantage :P In the order of perceived weirdness I might bring up meditation to people who seem open, then releasing I've only discussed with my girl, and subs with no one so far.

Though what you said is true, so I'll consider it.


Day 31

I had one of those dreams myself last night. I haven't done tapping in a while, but in the dream, for some reason, I was saying to myself "subconscious, let go of this... (something)". Then I was outside and it was peaceful, there's was this old man on a farm - on older version of myself. Its like several years had passed and he (I) had been encouraging my subconscious to release something for years. He was still saying, gently, something like "You know I'll always be here to help you/guide you/remind you of releasing these things". Then suddenly the atmosphere changed; it became dark and stormy and I had this feeling I need to get away from something. I quickly dashed inside a house and I had this feeling I need to find some new way out and get out of here fast. Sort of like in a game when you go to a place and then a fire breaks out and you're given a timer and need to run and just find a way out. Then I woke up, got up, and avoided going back to sleep for some time. Makes me think the old man was the sub, and I was feeling trapped like my subconscious.

Had this gloomy feeling all morning like I'd been fooled and nothing's ever going to work out in the end - it'll always just be the same. As I stayed with that I got over it a bit and then had some anger and resentment toward everything surface. I'm more or less normal now, though not too excited.

ION: My arm has been getting, so I've been lifting weights a little at home. Feels good. Its not well-enough to go to the gym yet, though.