03-08-2016, 06:30 AM
So I've decided to get in as many hours possible with EHPRA 2.0. The reason I cut back on the hours with 1.0 is I think I was bringing up too much at once. But with this new program I feel like it's being managed a lot better. We'll see how it goes.
Anyway, had my first real big success with this subliminal. I was out running some errands and feeling pretty run down. Normally I head straight back home, but since I need a job I figured I could stop by one of my grocery stores and see if they were hiring. About halfway through finishing up my errands I decided I wouldn't go and I'd do it tomorrow. But when I got in my car I headed for the direction of the grocery store lol. Went and asked, said they weren't hiring at the moment. As a side note, I feel like most major retail stores don't do in person applications anymore. It's all online. The job application process nowadays doesn't really work with that oldschool foot in the door method as well.
So I'm pretty amazed at how well I was able to turn my decision around and just go for it. In the past the fear definitely would have won out or if I went I'd have a pounding heart as I sat in the parking lot debating whether or not I should go in. I still had a bit of anxiety, but the major difference was there was something else there that helped me push past it that I never really felt before.
2 days in now and I can actually feel myself not giving into the fear as much. And it's not fighting the fear or overpowering it, but an actual restructuring of how I respond to fear which is pretty great.
I know that achievement doesn't seem like a big deal here. But I have to emphasize that I've NEVER in my entire life got past fear without a ton of mental strain and stress on my part. Just being able to do something as routine as this without feeling like I'm in a life or death struggle is so relieving. It's made me realize all this guilt and shame for not being able to overcome this stuff was unnecessary. Mostly because now I realize if I'm given the right tools I can overcome stuff. But in the past when I was younger I was never given any of that and the blame fell solely on myself instead of seeing that I had a problem with limited solutions being offered to me.
So Shannon if you happen to read this, you've really outdone yourself with this subliminal. It's going to take me a few days to really wrap my head around the fact that it's this powerful. There's a strong feeling of disbelief that it's helping me this much. Probably because I've never encountered something that actually works this well on me. But so far results look very promising.
Anyway, had my first real big success with this subliminal. I was out running some errands and feeling pretty run down. Normally I head straight back home, but since I need a job I figured I could stop by one of my grocery stores and see if they were hiring. About halfway through finishing up my errands I decided I wouldn't go and I'd do it tomorrow. But when I got in my car I headed for the direction of the grocery store lol. Went and asked, said they weren't hiring at the moment. As a side note, I feel like most major retail stores don't do in person applications anymore. It's all online. The job application process nowadays doesn't really work with that oldschool foot in the door method as well.
So I'm pretty amazed at how well I was able to turn my decision around and just go for it. In the past the fear definitely would have won out or if I went I'd have a pounding heart as I sat in the parking lot debating whether or not I should go in. I still had a bit of anxiety, but the major difference was there was something else there that helped me push past it that I never really felt before.
2 days in now and I can actually feel myself not giving into the fear as much. And it's not fighting the fear or overpowering it, but an actual restructuring of how I respond to fear which is pretty great.
I know that achievement doesn't seem like a big deal here. But I have to emphasize that I've NEVER in my entire life got past fear without a ton of mental strain and stress on my part. Just being able to do something as routine as this without feeling like I'm in a life or death struggle is so relieving. It's made me realize all this guilt and shame for not being able to overcome this stuff was unnecessary. Mostly because now I realize if I'm given the right tools I can overcome stuff. But in the past when I was younger I was never given any of that and the blame fell solely on myself instead of seeing that I had a problem with limited solutions being offered to me.
So Shannon if you happen to read this, you've really outdone yourself with this subliminal. It's going to take me a few days to really wrap my head around the fact that it's this powerful. There's a strong feeling of disbelief that it's helping me this much. Probably because I've never encountered something that actually works this well on me. But so far results look very promising.
