Aventus's prelude to greatness (OGSF)

[dissonance]

Day 31
I swear i think i have some negitive programming that inhibits me from making close bonds with people in my school. This lone wolf mentality is starting to bother me.

Personally, I never had social anxiety that should trouble me with making close bonds in my school, but hell yes, I do have this lone wolf mentality, always had, that lead me to sabotage others and keep them at a good distance until they lose interest altogether.

I bet it boils down to fear. Fear of abandonment. Anyway, I wanted to co-sign this post. You are not alone.

Yeah I agree with Leo, it definately has its roots in fear of abandonment. I definately have this fear and its driven me to hide and protect myself too much

As well as fear of rejection, fear of being judged, fear of being disliked, etc