02-27-2016, 12:17 AM
(02-26-2016, 02:02 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(02-26-2016, 01:18 PM)LionKing Wrote: Down.. not sure. They'll look away, but sure I've noticed which way. On the street I'd say its down, but maybe e.g. in queue for food it could be to the side. I bet DAOS brings about many of the same effects than OGSF, because horniness beats fear. Might be running the 5G version or SM this summer.
Cool, yeah DAOS is a good one.
I'd like to see you on SM. Didn't you run it already? And what about AM?
Yes, I was think I was a month behind you on SM. Got results enough to know that it worked, but its was still very intermittent. And yes, it'd be "time" to get back on AM again. I'm just not sure if its having a good effect, or any effect, on me. Insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results and so on. Don't want to "pay" with the whole summer again just to feel even more isolated and passive. But I suspect I've been overdoing the hours and I'm a little more aware of how resistance feels inside me now than a few months ago.
Maybe its the name "Alpha Male" that atm makes me think "ugh, I don't even care about that stuff anymore, I wish I could just let it go". Like THIS. Ironically, this is something that I think has been brought on by AM: its like I don't see why the hell I should be putting so much effort into the useless things that I have to do when I don't even care that much about them anymore, but still, I should strive for something or what's the point of anything anymore?
I guess I've realized I don't want to do a lot of things I was doing before, but I'm still too immersed in GSF to break free from them and start doing something else. I'm in limbo. So I guess that's why ASC felt so good, and OGSF too. So I guess the way forward, after OGSF, could be AM, ASC or US 5G. Though SM is motivating too, and DAOS must be empowering. A high sex drive gives a man a lot of strength for everything, its not just for women.
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