Tao's Journal (Multiple Subs)

[LionKing]

I've also experimented with this recently, though I didn't actually run it alone, and only ran for about 10 days, then another <15 days a bit later but only for 1-2 hours per day and combined with another program.

It might just be my favourite sub when I have the effects, but unfortunately those moments are usually nowhere to be seen. Among these good effects is that I'll often just be looking around in a store, and then there will be a woman that I lock eyes with and I'll just feel solid and then I'll find the woman looking towards me multiple times, initiating the connection again, or making a joke if she's a cashier or something.

But it consistently triggers harsh resistance, and I think to the extent that I mostly resist and stonewall it. With my current stress levels at work and living with the gf, I found I'm in an agitated, cornered mood all the time and I can't relax and enjoy anything. Could be tolerated better if one had more me time to unwind.

Looking forward to the next version of this, definitely! Right now, I'd need to pair this with something like ARA, but I have too many doubts about that working, so I'll just stay on LTU for now.

Good luck with this! I'm gonna envy you if you stick with it and make it work - it's definitely an inspiring program.

[Tao374]

I've also experimented with this recently, though I didn't actually run it alone, and only ran for about 10 days, then another <15 days a bit later but only for 1-2 hours per day and combined with another program.

It might just be my favourite sub when I have the effects, but unfortunately those moments are usually nowhere to be seen. Among these good effects is that I'll often just be looking around in a store, and then there will be a woman that I lock eyes with and I'll just feel solid and then I'll find the woman looking towards me multiple times, initiating the connection again, or making a joke if she's a cashier or something.

But it consistently triggers harsh resistance, and I think to the extent that I mostly resist and stonewall it. With my current stress levels at work and living with the gf, I found I'm in an agitated, cornered mood all the time and I can't relax and enjoy anything. Could be tolerated better if one had more me time to unwind.

Looking forward to the next version of this, definitely! Right now, I'd need to pair this with something like ARA, but I have too many doubts about that working, so I'll just stay on LTU for now.

Good luck with this! I'm gonna envy you if you stick with it and make it work - it's definitely an inspiring program.

LionKing,

I know the experiences you are talking about.  Last time I ran this sub I worked in the customer service field and it was a night and day difference to how people were reacting to me.  Some girls would just stop and zone out while they were mind fucking me.  This never really happens to me on this level using any other sub, if at all.  However, I also had resistance and these experiences weren't happening everyday, more like every few days.  I started using EPRHA.  Now over 5 years later I'm making the full circle back around.

Also, I'm not sure if it is a good idea to mix subs.
Not sure how your brain will handle that.

On a side note I kind of miss the old 5G tech after running this more today.
Back to Bootcamp!
I remember when I started subs during the 5G era there were certain forum members that were like screw this I like the old more in your face 4G tech.

[Kol]

Asc was my first sub which introduced me to IML. fond memories of the sub. When it kicks in things get interesting. Also gonna follow these updates, my short asc run after other subs ( ran it once for a short period of time ) was way different then asc introductionairy run.

[Tao374]

Asc was my first sub which introduced me to IML. fond memories of the sub. When it kicks in things get interesting. Also gonna follow these updates, my short asc run after other subs ( ran it once for a short period of time ) was way different then asc introductionairy run.

Kol,

Yes I have fond memories of it too.  I think I get what you're saying.  I feel like subs are most noticeable when you need them the most.  I seemed to have the most progress early on when I had the most stuff to fix.  Now it seems more like the late game grind in a video game.  The levels are harder and the rewards are less often.


However, that being said I have had very noticeable results from ASC.  My mind set is changing and I'm getting more attention from females.  I had a girl I've never met walk up and start talking to me in the line to get a sub.  This usually doesn't happen.  I reached out to a blast from my past and have a date this Saturday.  People just seem to be more cooperative in general particularly females and people in positions of power.  I'm excited to see what happens.  I believe I only ran this sub for about 32 days the first time as resistance hit hard and it wasn't something I had ever experience at the time.  Forum members recommend that I switch to EPRHA.  I may go longer this run.  I currently feel minor resistance that I associate with 5G tech.  It's like a tension in the body and the chest.  I remember I used to have to use different methods to get rid of this when using AM.  Also, I forgot how turned on this sub made me feel all the time.  I'm kind of hoping this balances out at some point because it is a little much.  I might make poor decisions.

[Tao374]

So my ASC run didn't last all of the long. Upon switching to ASC from LTU V5 I had a lot of emotions come to the surface that I think LTU was helping me to deal with. I believe my breakup at the end of last year was effecting me more that I realized. However, using ASC for a bit aloud LTU to get out of my system. I've dusted of AM V6 refresher after 3.5 years of not using. So far this has been a great idea. I'm building back up my confidence while still clearing out emotions. I'm having floods of memories come back from the year of exposure that I previous had with with AM. This sub just changes you and I think it is perfect for me wanting to get back into the dating world. I seem to be getting more respect from everyone. A pretty girl at my local supermarket went out of her way to talk to me two days ago and had a complete starstruck look in her eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time. My cat seems to be listening to me when I tell her not to do stuff, my parents dog came and hid behind me when he got hurt instead of my dad. I'm laser focused at work getting stuff done like the last time I ran this sub and people are noticing. I was laying in bed the other night by myself and my whole body felt like it remembered what it was like to lay next to my ex the last time I ran AM and things were good. LTU is a great sub but I felt like it made me way to passive and maybe as a side effect needy. AM is killing this right now. I probably wouldn't be feeling the way I am or be having such quick results after only a week if I hadn't done the original 6 stages plus at least 6 months of the refresher in the past. Regardless I'm really excited to see what happens. I remember during my initial run I used to think to my self that I would benefit and grow a lot more from this sub if I was single. Now I have the opportunity. I just hope this keeps up because if seems like all eyes are on me right now everywhere I go.

[Omni3]

Nice. I love that your parent's dog felt closer to and more trusting of you.

[tolgaocal80]

hi, best wishes with run.
did you started a full run or just refresher, I didn't get it

[Kol]

Good luck Tao. Yeah that sounds like AM6. Looking forward to your updates as Ive been thinking about the refresher myself. Also, your post reflects how I envision what would be the experience would I run the refresher.

[Tao374]

Nice. I love that your parent's dog felt closer to and more trusting of you.

Omni3, I though this was interesting too however, it may be because my dad is getting older.

hi, best wishes with run.
did you started a full run or just refresher, I didn't get it

Tolgaocal80, sorry if my post wasn't clear.  Most of the time when I journal my thoughts just kind of flow out.  I'm currently doing the refresher.  However, a part of me is considering a complete re-run at some point but I don't want to commit to it yet.

Good luck Tao. Yeah that sounds like AM6. Looking forward to your updates as Ive been thinking about the refresher myself. Also, your post reflects how I envision what would be the experience would I run the refresher.

Kol, Yea it is pretty intense and I would recommend it.  It seems to have a big effect both on female attention and my work life.  The two areas that are important to me right now.  I'll post updates for everyone as I continue to grow from this run.  


I'm excited to just be feeling less needy at this point.  I dated a girl many years ago that was a stripper and had every guys attention all the time.  She used to say I was needy and I would be like your only not needy because you have 50 guys trying to talk to you right now and she said "yea, don't you get it".  It kind of has a snowball effect.  You become less needy and you get more attention.  Then by getting more attention you become even less needy.

[Omni3]

Nice. I love that your parent's dog felt closer to and more trusting of you.

Omni3, I though this was interesting too however, it may be because my dad is getting older.

Yeah, and you're now the Alpha in the pack/family

[Tao374]

The AM refresher is intense. 4 weeks in I’m still having crazy, exciting and adventurous dreams. This doesn’t usually last this long into a new sub run. On a more serious note this is the most I’ve been excited about my life in a long time. I can’t wait to see how much this sub impacts my life over the remainder of my planed three month run. I’ve had to significantly increase my food intake to be able to handle this sub. I’m getting good results only listening to around 3-4 repetitions per day. I jump up out of the bed in the mornings ready to take on the day. A very attractive neighbor of mine came over this weekend and she seemed to respond to me way different than normal. I talked to her for a decent amount of time. She seemed interested in me. Even though she was a lot hotter than most girls that normally talk to me, internally I felt like whatever. I feel like there is the potential of a lot of beautiful companions that could come into my life right now or in the near future. While at the same time not really being worried about whether they do or not, I just want to focus on getting better at everything I can every day. As I previously mentioned this is the first exposure to AM that I have every had while being single, not sure I realized how powerful this was when I ran it during a relationship.

[Tao374]

I should have known that the girl I previously mentioned was too good to true. I just got friend zoned but I’m kind of proud of myself. Instead of getting mad and auguring with her or sayings something stupid like your loss, I calmly replied “Okay thanks for your honesty”. Then proceeded to put on my headphones turn on AM and move on. Either she isn’t attracted to me or she wants to play games, either of these are a no go for me. Just going to keep working and training harder everyday this can be good motivation. I would normally be devastated right now, after an hour of listening to AM I could care less.

[Tao374]

I'm half way through my planed run but I felt like I hit a plateau recently. I've increased my usage. Now I'm doing 4-5 repetition of the refresher per day, probably going to be aim for 6 by the end, I want to finish strong then take a short break to let things settle. Right now I'm focused, the maximum rate of growth, healing and change scripting in this sub is legit. Of all the subs I've done it seems like this one works the fastest and most obviously. Still having weird dreams. One of the recurring ones lately is of me having sex with an ex of mine that was a stripper. This relationship screwed me up really bad but the sex was good. Not sure what my subconscious is trying to work out here but it seems important.

[Tao374]

Hum, I just reviewed Shannon's post on the 20 types of resistance. It makes me wonder if switching back to running AM 5G was a mistake. Also, It makes me very excited about 6G technology. Subs have done a lot for me over the last 5 years and 10 months. Subs were really exiting to use in the beginning probably because I was so screwed up and a lot of things started to get fixed fast. Now I feel like I'm at the point that that there is really only extremely deep level stuff to fix that I can't seem to get past. I believe I used the analogy of it being like a video game earlier on in my journal. You get to the end of the game and levels are extremely difficult and often become a grind to achieve very small advancements. I'm not going to impulsively quite the AM refresher however, I'm strongly considering stopping at 64 days instead of 96. Then taking about a week break from subs (something that is not easy for me to do, I'm always trying to push forward and fix myself and don't like the idea of wasting valuable time). After some time off for things to settle hopefully I can find my base line and move forward using a 5.5G or 5.75G sub. I've been saying I want to run DMSI when not being in a relationship since I purchased it 2 or 3 years ago but I've been scared due to how I reacted to some of the earlier versions. It is supposed to be better now with the fear removal module. LTU 5.5G also sound appetizing. I feel that I was working on something huge emotionally and sabotaged myself by switching to AM due to outside pressure that I was feeling. Also, E3 is more advanced and would be a new experience that maybe would push me forward as well. I'm going to do a lot of reflecting over the next week or so and try to determine the best path for me to move forward.