Subliminal Talk

Well I really dont feel like making a journal but I am still gonna make one.

Well I m gonna sum-up my experience for past 2 weeks.

Positive Changes:

Insomnia gone and Sleep timing fixed.

Much Less Depressed than before.

Motivation Increased

Eating Healthy (Home-Made Meals,fruits and vegetable ) and avoid Junk food. Just looking at junk food makes me sick to my stomach).Never miss my Meals

Not giving a Fuck about most of the problem.

Decreased Anxiety.

Trying to be independent and doing stuff on my own instead of asking help (cause of laziness).

Neutral:


Still haven't noticed an increase in my cognitive abilities.
Motivation has increased but not much due to depression ,but I hope to see results.

Negatives:

Sleep twice a Day. One loop can kick ass. Two would Kill it xD

Increase in fap frequency. Trying to control it

Fapping makes me tired.Affects my productivity and my cognitive drive/functions

Somewhat antisocial. Feels waste of time. Avoid going outside unless really imp.(Its a good thing i guess lol)


I am not doing DMSI to get girls. But everything else beside that. Still doesnt mean I am gonna avoid girls. Tbh I dont really care(IDGAF MODE)

I just don't get the 'i'm not doing DMSI to get girls". I don't think it makes much sense doing it if not.

I guess the self esteem, healing, confidence and such. But in the end it's directly most of your focus on the getting sex thing.

I've had times where i've felt like I didn't give a fuck about girls, but a few of those times figured out it was more apathy. Sometimes it's hard to tell the difference.

(03-24-2018, 08:18 PM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]Well I really dont feel like making a journal but I am still gonna make one.

Well I m gonna sum-up my experience for past 2 weeks.

Positive Changes:

Insomnia gone and Sleep timing fixed.

Much Less Depressed than before.

Motivation Increased

Eating Healthy (Home-Made Meals,fruits and vegetable ) and avoid Junk food. Just looking at junk food makes me sick to my stomach).Never miss my Meals

Not giving a **** about most of the problem.

Decreased Anxiety.

Trying to be independent and doing stuff on my own instead of asking help (cause of laziness).

Neutral:


Still haven't noticed an increase in my cognitive abilities.
Motivation has increased but not much due to depression ,but I hope to see results.

Negatives:

Sleep twice a Day. One loop can kick ass. Two would Kill it xD

Increase in fap frequency. Trying to control it

Fapping makes me tired.Affects my productivity and my cognitive drive/functions

Somewhat antisocial. Feels waste of time. Avoid going outside unless really imp.(Its a good thing i guess lol)


I am not doing DMSI to get girls. But everything else beside that. Still doesnt mean I am gonna avoid girls. Tbh I dont really care(IDGAF MODE)

fapping to ejaculation? or no ejaculation

Wouldn't it better to wait till version A is released ?. Sounds like you need A for the clearing.

(03-24-2018, 10:21 PM)thor2014 Wrote: [ -> ]Wouldn't it better to wait till version A is released ?. Sounds like you need A for the clearing.

Well I guess I do,but "B" will trigger healing when needed. Optimus Engine Does that..

Also, I do remember that we dont need any kind of break to start with "A".

Now I didnt know that B triggers healing when required. I assumed it was only A that did that.

Had dream today.. Where some hot girl invited me to have sex with her. I clearly remember that when I was kissing her and getting intimate.. Man my heart beat was off the roof.. I woke up with a wood yet my heart was beating so fast.

Man that was some fantastic dream. I can't remember the her face or where we were but she was sexy.

Has anyone notice something about their Hair while being in DMSI? Mine feel soft

(03-28-2018, 10:02 AM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]Has anyone notice something about their Hair while being in DMSI? Mine feel soft

I havent no

(03-28-2018, 10:02 AM)Zane Wrote: [ -> ]Has anyone notice something about their Hair while being in DMSI? Mine feel soft

Yes, mines gone curlier

I remember when I came to IML I was in serious depressed (MDD) was diagnosed with Severe Anxiety and was impulsive and have OCD.

Alot have changed since 2017. But alot still remains to heal.

I remember going to bed and wishing that I would die in my sleep and never woke up again. I dint even used to dream. I hardly dreamt. I just closed my eyes and then woke up. There nothing in between.

But for past 1 year things have changed.

When I got to bed then I dream stuff even though I don't remember it or maybe some fragments. But going to sleep is now like an adventure and I look forward. Every night a new adventure. No matter what is it., Horror, fantasy or comedy... It's my own Hollywood.

My brain is healing I can feel it. I feel some cool and relaxing aura around my body. Like I am comfortable in my skin.
DMSI 3.2 B is amazing

A girl I didnt talk to for like 7 months texted me in morning saying that she misses me and wants all my pics and told me all her friends saw my pic and they all love me...lol...I said I love them too ,all of them xD

This is weird and amazing.

But this girls needs attention. Not sure If I can give her that much attention. Shes 18. Not that much hot but thats a start.

Haha nice man!

Man, right now I feeling so tired Right now for past 2 days that all I wanna do is sleep.

I dreamt yesterday that I was 30 days in nofap. Something that has never ever happened in real life.

Also desire for porn, fapping is reduced, somewhat in control and not always on my mind. I think I went 4 days without busting a nut. But today I Binged 3 times.

Lost interest with chat girl.. All she talk is drama.. . Wants me to say "Hi" and "Bye" every morning..

It's 1 PM and I am going for a nap. So sleepy. Even though I slept for 10 hours.