Subliminal Talk

Yeah I've moved my journal mainly offline and almost deleted my previous journals initially.

Urge to not journal is there too for me. Nothing exceptional happened so why bother I'm thinking.
I dont want to read others journal also.

(10-14-2016, 11:45 PM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ]Urge to not journal is there too for me. Nothing exceptional happened so why bother I'm thinking.
I dont want to read others journal also.

Yup, had that for most of 2.4 as well.

I deleted my old ones also -_-

(10-14-2016, 08:34 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-14-2016, 08:20 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Anyone else getting the urge not to journal?

yes. i had this feeling during the break from 2.4

for me, it feels like journaling about the experiences became dicksizing, and i didn't contribute anything worthwhile for shannon.

whatever i experienced so far with 2.5 isn't novel and others have reported similar already so i haven't bothered to update yet

B===D RTB
8=============D Eternity's Child

oh yeah, by admission

8=====================D Alpha360

Damn. (and why do my balls look weird!? I think the right one's a bit bigger than the left...)

On a serious note, I'm not as detailed with the journaling, either. I almost feel like reporting anything other than "This chick came up to me and said, 'LET'S FUCK!'" doesn't mean much. Though, E2 caused me to quit the forums completely. I couldn't even log in for long stretches of time. This is nothing in comparison.

I'm also getting this feeling that v2.5 is incredibly boring compared to v2.3 and v2.4. 2.5's effects are really... subtle, yet powerful? It's too early to tell if this newfound confidence is the result of v2.5, or the 2.4 programming being in "execution mode."

Either way, with the inclusion of P4 and the enhanced sniper, I was expecting much more. v2.3 had an awesome internal feeling. v2.4 was just balls to the wall awesome -- outside of the resistance. This... feels... I dunno. Kinda boring?

(10-15-2016, 05:51 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]I'm also getting this feeling that v2.5 is incredibly boring compared to v2.3 and v2.4. 2.5's effects are really... subtle, yet powerful? It's too early to tell if this newfound confidence is the result of v2.5, or the 2.4 programming being in "execution mode."

Either way, with the inclusion of P4 and the enhanced sniper, I was expecting much more. v2.3 had an awesome internal feeling. v2.4 was just balls to the wall awesome -- outside of the resistance. This... feels... I dunno. Kinda boring?

I dunno. I feel like my subconscious is just responding like, " :-O " and it may take a week to shake off the hok:

I'm hoping it's the more subtle, powerful. This feels a little more like V2.1 - which I think I recall you saying you didn't run - and with that it'd be like nothing was happening with some, and with others it was just insane sex flushes and obvious reactions.

(10-15-2016, 05:51 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]I'm also getting this feeling that v2.5 is incredibly boring compared to v2.3 and v2.4. 2.5's effects are really... subtle, yet powerful? It's too early to tell if this newfound confidence is the result of v2.5, or the 2.4 programming being in "execution mode."

Either way, with the inclusion of P4 and the enhanced sniper, I was expecting much more. v2.3 had an awesome internal feeling. v2.4 was just balls to the wall awesome -- outside of the resistance. This... feels... I dunno. Kinda boring?

lol, it's only been 3 days!! I think that's the goal Shannon is trying to achieve. Get us to change without feeling it.
Goal #4: To get you past any and all resistance to fully accepting, acting on, acting out and experiencing the goals of this program. This program uses a number of very advanced methods to achieve this goal, but there is no guarantee that you can not still resist it if you have enough fear stopping you. However, the program is designed to overcome fear based resistance over time and transform it into acceptance and success achieving the goals of the program. If you resist out of fear, observe your progress every month for 3 months before deciding whether or not you believe this program is getting past any resistance you may have.
As of V2.5, made even more effective against most types of resistance.
Hopefully, boring means less headaches!!

(10-15-2016, 05:51 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]I'm also getting this feeling that v2.5 is incredibly boring compared to v2.3 and v2.4. 2.5's effects are really... subtle, yet powerful? It's too early to tell if this newfound confidence is the result of v2.5, or the 2.4 programming being in "execution mode."

Either way, with the inclusion of P4 and the enhanced sniper, I was expecting much more. v2.3 had an awesome internal feeling. v2.4 was just balls to the wall awesome -- outside of the resistance. This... feels... I dunno. Kinda boring?

I'm starting to think boring = a good thing. :/

Most of my approaches that went the best with girls were when I had some boring convo with them and was bored.

(10-15-2016, 05:45 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-14-2016, 08:34 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-14-2016, 08:20 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Anyone else getting the urge not to journal?

yes. i had this feeling during the break from 2.4

for me, it feels like journaling about the experiences became dicksizing, and i didn't contribute anything worthwhile for shannon.

whatever i experienced so far with 2.5 isn't novel and others have reported similar already so i haven't bothered to update yet

B===D RTB
8=============D Eternity's Child

oh yeah, by admission

8=====================D Alpha360

Damn. (and why do my balls look weird!? I think the right one's a bit bigger than the left...)

On a serious note, I'm not as detailed with the journaling, either. I almost feel like reporting anything other than "This chick came up to me and said, 'LET'S ****!'" doesn't mean much. Though, E2 caused me to quit the forums completely. I couldn't even log in for long stretches of time. This is nothing in comparison.

Inconceivablezen:

8D

And they still love me!

(10-15-2016, 06:01 AM)SargeMaximus Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-15-2016, 05:51 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]I'm also getting this feeling that v2.5 is incredibly boring compared to v2.3 and v2.4. 2.5's effects are really... subtle, yet powerful? It's too early to tell if this newfound confidence is the result of v2.5, or the 2.4 programming being in "execution mode."

Either way, with the inclusion of P4 and the enhanced sniper, I was expecting much more. v2.3 had an awesome internal feeling. v2.4 was just balls to the wall awesome -- outside of the resistance. This... feels... I dunno. Kinda boring?

I'm starting to think boring = a good thing. :/

Most of my approaches that went the best with girls were when I had some boring convo with them and was bored.

Yeah I think we're all too fucked up to realize it. Than boring gets better after a while

Getting the strong urge to quit DMSI and run BASE + UM. Doesn't feel like depressive resistance though. Subconscious is trying to get me to consciously justify it with, "well, it'll get your life in order, then you can run DMSI v3!"

In life, if you wait for everything to be right you will wait forever. Stick with DMSI.

(10-15-2016, 09:19 AM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Getting the strong urge to quit DMSI and run BASE + UM. Doesn't feel like depressive resistance though. Subconscious is trying to get me to consciously justify it with, "well, it'll get your life in order, then you can run DMSI v3!"

Also urge to quit DMSI for long time.