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(10-18-2016, 01:32 PM)Sickologist Wrote: [ -> ]Finally we're speaking my language here, at least some of it.
You said "I want to be a God amongst men". Ever since I was a little kid, I felt like that. I wanted it my whole life, to be the best. I'm gonna be the most attractive motherf*cker to women who ever existed. I will be a force in the industry one day. I re-made myself from the ashes, a new brand of being that people can't quite put their finger on. Not even I can do that. It's just all the stuff that resonates with me gets soaked up, consumed and then I show the world. That's what it means to be an artist. I may not be a fan of particular artists, take Kanye for example, he had some good songs, "Can't Tell Me Nothing" is great, but I still don't rate him that much, he's okay. I'm not a hater. Justin Bieber? A really good looking kid who can sing pretty well, they market his stuff everywhere, of course teen girls are gonna fall for that. Same with Backstreet Boys, I hate their music, but I respect their producers, they used social proof etc in their videos, mass brainwashing. Smart ***** people. BUT....somehow I think I'm smarter. Time will tell.
The whole getting laid thing isn't that hard. You need a ruthless streak, but it's not even about that. It's about expecting to get it. When I approach a hottie, I expect her to want me. I talk to her as if she's already mine. I challenge those girls who doubt me, who can they get who is better than me? If they show me one, I have to step up my game. It's on me to be this huge ass enigma of power that people really respond to. You can't be yourself. Like Chaos said, you're nothing, that's until you know what you want, who you want to be and when you're ready to learn what it will take to get there. Everything else is *****. Sartre told me so, I beleive him. It's been working for me, I can be whoever I want to be at any second and I encourage girls to do the same. If you have good looks, cool style and a larger than life attitude, meaning you take shit from no one, you always know what's best for you, can't be fooled or dominated by anyone you will get everything. Most guys will never get it, hence why I take my haters as secret admirers. Now that's an arrogant thing to say, society told you so. I would indulge you. Then you'd smash into a wall somewhere, and it's time to get back into the lab again.
So that's mindset. I'm not a hater, I really don't give a **** what anybody else is doing. I'm just saying my shit is better. That's because it's me. I have to believe in me more than anybodyanything else, otherwise I wouldn't be authentic, aka a real ***** person.
@ the apollo, to say that the industry has no value makes no sense to me. They had songs and plays back through the ages, every civilazation had them. Story telling is going nowhere, it will be more powerful as we move along. I get what you mean, some shitty techno song gets 100 million views on youtube, but who cares? Not really related, but it's kinda like saying gold has no value. At some point, people just decided and agreed upon that it was freaking valuable and it's been like that ever since. It's always a buyers market, but art is a bit different. You have paintings going for millions. How do you get your rep up to that level?
It's all in the hustle.
Imma let you finish but, when you're talking about the greatest, it's probably me.
I was at IHOP last night. GF just discovered that her father died. I was too tired to cook, and she was emotionally destroyed. We get there and there's a table of four girls, and I didn't care and they didn't care. Then the other half of the group comes in, four guys. They sit at the table adjoining through a partition.
One of the hottest women I have ever seen gets up and starts hugging her sister who just arrived, and they're both deeply flushed red in the face. Must have been 18 to 20, this girl. Then she comes over and sits at the guys' table next to the guy who looked surprisingly like her and tells her sister they're getting married. Congratulations ensue.
Then something happened, it was like a switch went from "off" to "on" in her head and she started responding to me. We were sitting facing each other on opposite sides of the same aisle.
Started staring, giving me ridiculous crotch displays in short shorts (no undies!), standing up to bend over and display her ass, etc. He starts getting protective, his friend starts shooting me looks of death. She's doing CFM tricks, and all the while I'm just sitting here trying to console my GF... it was crazy.
After thinking about it, I have never seen such a physically perfect female body in that IHOP. I suspect that she was a manifestation, and if she was, something tells me she will be back and trying to bang me at some point.
Just thought you might find the correlation interesting.
Ask yourself if you haven't just pulled out all the stops to get yourself to stop using DMSI. Why were you willing to in the past, but not now, with the most focused, powerful version yet by far?
If you choose to stop, no skin off my nose. But I think you may dealing with massive resistance in a different way than before. The most effective attack is one you don't think is an attack. Read your Sun Tzu. The best strategy is the win without war. How is that accomplished? The attacker must be percieves as being the bearer of wisdom and/or gifts. Get the attacked to agree that the new ideology and way of doing things is the right way. No resistance, no war, instant win.
Is your subconscious trying to bypass your conscious resistance to stopping?
Food for thought. But in the end only you can decide what you believe is really happening. I'm just playing devil's advocate to show you something you may not have considered
(10-18-2016, 04:58 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]TL;DR. Stopped at "LOL, this tickled me." Not interested in dealing with AMOGs. Welcome to the ignore list.
I found your response to be super entertaining, don't take it personally.
By the way, Chaos, age of consent in the Carolinas is 16. So unless you're in a "position of power," like the girl's coach or teacher, you can safely bang away any 16-year-old and older that you want. No jail. You might have to box out her dad someday, however, lol...
(10-18-2016, 05:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]By the way, Chaos, age of consent in the Carolinas is 16. So unless you're in a "position of power," like the girl's coach or teacher, you can safely bang away any 16-year-old and older that you want. No jail. You might have to box out her dad someday, however, lol...
I suggest you actually read the specific laws of the state, and then read the federal laws concerning age of consent.
State laws usually make 16 legal as long as you are under 20 or 24.
The "land of the free" has it at 18 for all 50 states by federal statute and you as an American are legally obliged to observe that 18 age of consent regardless of what country you happen to be in...
They aways have an angle to charge you on if she's under 18.
So don't fall for that.
(10-18-2016, 06:10 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ] (10-18-2016, 05:59 PM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]By the way, Chaos, age of consent in the Carolinas is 16. So unless you're in a "position of power," like the girl's coach or teacher, you can safely bang away any 16-year-old and older that you want. No jail. You might have to box out her dad someday, however, lol...
I suggest you actually read the specific laws of the state, and then read the federal laws concerning age of consent.
State laws usually make 16 legal as long as you are under 20 or 24.
The "land of the free" has it at 18 for all 50 states by federal statute and you as an American are legally obliged to observe that 18 age of consent regardless of what country you happen to be in...
They aways have an angle to charge you on if she's under 18.
So don't fall for that.
That's more of an issue if you're crossing state lines specifically for a sexual encounter, or leaving the country to do the same.
Otherwise, if it's in the state you reside in, jurisdiction will fall to the state. If you want to 100% cover you A-S-S, though, yeah, better not mess with anything under 18.
Trust me -- I'm definitely aware that this is most likely resistance, hence one of the reasons that I'm giving it AT LEAST seven days before I make a decision. I'm thinking I'm really close to achieving the target goal, and that's why the women were acting the way they were today. Wonder what'll happen the next time I get out on a date.
That being said, this Latina chick drives me crazy. If she were older, it'd be a done deal. Aesthetically, she's EXACTLY what I'm attracted to. But... I ain't risking being arrested right now. Definitely ain't worth it.
So, I've figured out the secret to my success on DMSI. I've been playing it too loud. I've been running the masked track REALLY low -- almost to the point where I thought it wouldn't work -- and the exact opposite happened. Last night, I had the most LUCID DREAM ever. I was a marketing executive again, pitching a commercial to a gorgeous female executive at some company. She seemed really attracted and kept shit testing me. Saying crap like, "since I pay your paycheck, you're my little bitch." I can't exactly remember what I did in the dream, I just remember sensing her attraction growing as I teased her back and pitched the product.
Today's results?
Was sniping bitches left and right at the state fair today. Actually, I don't know if it were the sniper, because I didn't feel that "pull" like I did with the blonde at the marketing event. One thing's for sure: v2.5 is affecting WAAYYYY more people (both men and women) than any other version of DMSI. I'd even put it against AOSI v1.
All day long, I kept having women finding reasons to approach me and make some comment. One chick walked up to me and just started flirting out the clear blue, asking me if I was going to get one of those fried monstrosities that they sell at the fair. Was something like fried cheesecake, Oreos and bacon or some shit. The entire time, she was twirling her hair and touching my shoudler. A complete stranger.
At one point, this blonde woman (who really wasn't my type but I was still oddly attracted to her) was following me around, her kid in tow. At first, I thought it was coincidence that she kept popping up at the same rides, since we were both in the "kid section (5 years and younger)" of the fair. So, I started walking around at random. And sure enough, she'd pop up beside me. This is the wacky thing -- I felt the urge to approach, and I was going to do it for the sake of science. Had to be autopilot. Even though she was a LITTLE too thick for me, she had a really cute face and had that look of sexual repression on he face. Just as I was about to approach, her fucking husband walked up with another son and a newborn infant. If I didn't know any better, DMSI is getting strong enough to convince women to go against logic and common sense. That's a good thing for us. Seriously, how the hell did she think that would end? we'd switch numbers really fast before her husband came back?
I don't pay for expensive-ass fair food, so I stopped at Wendy's to grab something to eat. The clerk (3.5/10 -- would NOT bang) was so enamored with me that she totally fucked up my order. Multiple times. Too busy giggling and blushing that she just couldn't get it right. Another odd thing -- my energy levels have increased, but my hunger has bottomed out. I've been tracking my calories: I want to stay below 2000 calories a day. It's an aggressive cut, but I want to be 190 within the next 2 months. Make myself more competitive in the gym. Anyway, I've been hitting way beneath that. Like, 1750 calories and shit. And I'm not tired or lethargic. I think Shannon's getting closer to nailing the energy sourcing. Not quite sure where I'm getting energy from, but I will say this: the aura has been projecting all day, AND HARD. I was burning up in the car because I could feel the waves of heat emanating from me.
So... I'm going to push on for a bit more. BASE is still on the table. It's just that, now that i'm not in the dark night of the soul depressive resistance, I can get more work done.
Interesting that lower volume worked better, could you take a DB reading with frequensee to see what volume you used?
What % out of 100 would you say you were playing it at?
It'll be hard to measure. I use sport style earbuds and I play the sub from my phone at night. I'll try to put Frequensee on my Kindle and use that to measure the level.
I'm using a MOTO G (third generation) running Android Marshmellow. I played the masked track at 6 clicks out of 15.
EDIT: I normally play it at like 13/15.
I think last time, I used 10-11 out of 15 for masked. And 3 out of 15 for US.
I'll experiment with 6 of 15 and 1-2 of 15 respectively.
(10-19-2016, 01:57 PM)chaosvrgn Wrote: [ -> ]Another odd thing -- my energy levels have increased, but my hunger has bottomed out. I've been tracking my calories: I want to stay below 2000 calories a day. It's an aggressive cut, but I want to be 190 within the next 2 months. Make myself more competitive in the gym. Anyway, I've been hitting way beneath that. Like, 1750 calories and shit. And I'm not tired or lethargic.
I'm please to read that you have a loss of appetite. I was beginning to wonder if I was the only one.
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