09-18-2016, 12:47 AM
i didn't think i'd start a journal, but here i am.
for the record, i couldn't continue on with BASE anymore for many reasons, which i don't care to expound on here.
Testing Validity
Unknown? I started using v2.4 approximately 20 hours after my latest listening of stage 4 BASE.
I'm most likely valid tester but BASE has polymorphic aura so that might disqualify me.
sub background
AM6 -> SM3 ->OF -> E2
DMSI goal experience
moderate novice, but not inexperienced. Been with total of 3 partners in the past, the latest of which was a manifestation of SM3.
Target testing range
Houston, Texas USA.
preface
I would like to contribute scientific data for Shannon to use, but i recognize my communication style is speculative and vague, so I hope he can use my contributions despite that.
******
I'm currently in india, and I figured I start DMSI 2.4 to get the healing out of the way while I'm here. I return back to houston on the 30th, and I plan to hit all my old friends with the aura. 3 of my most attractive friends plan on picking me up from the airport, so they will receive the impact of the aura first.
When I first ran DMSI 2.4, I was at the airport and I was very angered and upset with the airlines for their operating procedures, which resulted in me having to pay an extra 3000 rupees for a flight for the next day, which was 11 hours away. SO i figured what better place to test this sub than the airport, where beautiful women are always flying? I set up my 5 loops on my kindle fire, set up my headphones, and waited in the lobby with a watchful eye
I didn't notice any physical sensations at all. But I did notice that my rage and anger (levels of which is EXTREMELY RARE for me to experience) had subsided to an eery calm, as if i had no reason to be angry at all. Weird.
At around the 10 minute mark, I saw an early 30's light skinned indian woman with big boobs, covering them with class. I immediately noticed my breath got heavier, my heart started beating faster, my chest got tighter, and space and time seemed to distort. My sexual energy surged. This lasted a few seconds, until I changed the focus of my mind because this lady was obviously married, and was with her husband. She was 30+ feet away, and apparently didn't recognize any aura (which wasn't even in full effect, due to only being 10 min into the first loop).
I didn't seem to get any attention at all from women I wanted to get attention from (early 20's female airline staff) while I was in the lobby. But one cleaning lady asked me to please move from my cozy spot on the floor next to the power outlet so she could clean. and so she cleaned just that one spot, and gave me the most obvious butt display I've ever seen in my life, which grossed me out because she was much older and fat. Then she proceeds to walk away and conveniently not clean the rest of the floor, which was still dirty.
I got good respect hits from the male staff when I was checking in my bag.
I also made a blunder that i will never repeat, and URGE everyone else to be aware of as well, if it's something that didn't take place solely in my head:
As I was going through the metal detector scan, obviously I couldn't wear my headphones and my tablet had to go through the scan. So I unplugged my headphones but left the speakers on (to get uninterrupted ASRB, as best I could). But that means at least 5 other people were exposed to the sub for about 60 seconds. As it got closer to the 60 second mark, I felt like I was about to have a panic attack, and that multiple parallel universes were about to collide with each other. I picked up my tablet, put my headphones back in, and the feeling subsided within a few seconds. If that was a real experience and not all in my head, then it's a real thing to not expose any other person to this sub, even if just for a few seconds!
When I got to the next room, I got into one of the lounging chairs so I could go to sleep until my flight in the early AM. As I looked around, I saw multiple stars from multiple women, which felt outright CREEPY. Why does it feel creepy, when I'm USED to being stared down by all sorts of people in this country? These weren't the stares I am used to in India. This was like a "I see into your soul" stare. Anyway I knew the sub was working, but felt way too awkward due to the circumstance. The stares were coming from married women and their daughters. The dad/husband would look at me like WTF is this guy. Girls from up to 30 feet away would look at me.
I end up going to sleep during the playlist, but woke up at the final ASRB break of the final loop.
From there, I go to my flight terminal, and I notice any indicator of interest completely disappears. I became just like a normal person after the playlist was done.
While playing the sub, I was in a room full of 80 people, and I got soul-penetrating stares.
While not playing the sub, in a room of 600+ people, I'm back to normal.
*****
It is now day 6 of the sub, and I haven't left my house in 6 days. I've been dealing with gnarly food poisoning that I got in the himalayas. So I've been just chilling and watching ancient aliens for the past few days.
It is now insanely difficult for me to masturbate, even if I want to. I have to force myself to do so.
Porn completely turns me off.
possible one-itis that I may have acquired during my stay in india is completely vanquished.
I believe the healing is working deep. And frankly, all I care about right now is the healing. Plenty of women are waiting for me back home >=D 3 of which even engaged in an active debate on my facebook wall over which one misses me more... lol. but my IDGAF level is through the roof. i feel like i care about ancient aliens more than I care about women right now. (WTF?!)
Shannon, let me know if you need me to look out for anything in particular to help your research.
for the record, i couldn't continue on with BASE anymore for many reasons, which i don't care to expound on here.
Testing Validity
Unknown? I started using v2.4 approximately 20 hours after my latest listening of stage 4 BASE.
I'm most likely valid tester but BASE has polymorphic aura so that might disqualify me.
sub background
AM6 -> SM3 ->OF -> E2
DMSI goal experience
moderate novice, but not inexperienced. Been with total of 3 partners in the past, the latest of which was a manifestation of SM3.
Target testing range
Houston, Texas USA.
preface
I would like to contribute scientific data for Shannon to use, but i recognize my communication style is speculative and vague, so I hope he can use my contributions despite that.
******
I'm currently in india, and I figured I start DMSI 2.4 to get the healing out of the way while I'm here. I return back to houston on the 30th, and I plan to hit all my old friends with the aura. 3 of my most attractive friends plan on picking me up from the airport, so they will receive the impact of the aura first.
When I first ran DMSI 2.4, I was at the airport and I was very angered and upset with the airlines for their operating procedures, which resulted in me having to pay an extra 3000 rupees for a flight for the next day, which was 11 hours away. SO i figured what better place to test this sub than the airport, where beautiful women are always flying? I set up my 5 loops on my kindle fire, set up my headphones, and waited in the lobby with a watchful eye
I didn't notice any physical sensations at all. But I did notice that my rage and anger (levels of which is EXTREMELY RARE for me to experience) had subsided to an eery calm, as if i had no reason to be angry at all. Weird.
At around the 10 minute mark, I saw an early 30's light skinned indian woman with big boobs, covering them with class. I immediately noticed my breath got heavier, my heart started beating faster, my chest got tighter, and space and time seemed to distort. My sexual energy surged. This lasted a few seconds, until I changed the focus of my mind because this lady was obviously married, and was with her husband. She was 30+ feet away, and apparently didn't recognize any aura (which wasn't even in full effect, due to only being 10 min into the first loop).
I didn't seem to get any attention at all from women I wanted to get attention from (early 20's female airline staff) while I was in the lobby. But one cleaning lady asked me to please move from my cozy spot on the floor next to the power outlet so she could clean. and so she cleaned just that one spot, and gave me the most obvious butt display I've ever seen in my life, which grossed me out because she was much older and fat. Then she proceeds to walk away and conveniently not clean the rest of the floor, which was still dirty.
I got good respect hits from the male staff when I was checking in my bag.
I also made a blunder that i will never repeat, and URGE everyone else to be aware of as well, if it's something that didn't take place solely in my head:
As I was going through the metal detector scan, obviously I couldn't wear my headphones and my tablet had to go through the scan. So I unplugged my headphones but left the speakers on (to get uninterrupted ASRB, as best I could). But that means at least 5 other people were exposed to the sub for about 60 seconds. As it got closer to the 60 second mark, I felt like I was about to have a panic attack, and that multiple parallel universes were about to collide with each other. I picked up my tablet, put my headphones back in, and the feeling subsided within a few seconds. If that was a real experience and not all in my head, then it's a real thing to not expose any other person to this sub, even if just for a few seconds!
When I got to the next room, I got into one of the lounging chairs so I could go to sleep until my flight in the early AM. As I looked around, I saw multiple stars from multiple women, which felt outright CREEPY. Why does it feel creepy, when I'm USED to being stared down by all sorts of people in this country? These weren't the stares I am used to in India. This was like a "I see into your soul" stare. Anyway I knew the sub was working, but felt way too awkward due to the circumstance. The stares were coming from married women and their daughters. The dad/husband would look at me like WTF is this guy. Girls from up to 30 feet away would look at me.
I end up going to sleep during the playlist, but woke up at the final ASRB break of the final loop.
From there, I go to my flight terminal, and I notice any indicator of interest completely disappears. I became just like a normal person after the playlist was done.
While playing the sub, I was in a room full of 80 people, and I got soul-penetrating stares.
While not playing the sub, in a room of 600+ people, I'm back to normal.
*****
It is now day 6 of the sub, and I haven't left my house in 6 days. I've been dealing with gnarly food poisoning that I got in the himalayas. So I've been just chilling and watching ancient aliens for the past few days.
It is now insanely difficult for me to masturbate, even if I want to. I have to force myself to do so.
Porn completely turns me off.
possible one-itis that I may have acquired during my stay in india is completely vanquished.
I believe the healing is working deep. And frankly, all I care about right now is the healing. Plenty of women are waiting for me back home >=D 3 of which even engaged in an active debate on my facebook wall over which one misses me more... lol. but my IDGAF level is through the roof. i feel like i care about ancient aliens more than I care about women right now. (WTF?!)
Shannon, let me know if you need me to look out for anything in particular to help your research.
