I'm wondering how you guys could be on day 13 with 2.5. DMSI 2.5 was released around 14 October.
Day 14 / "2 weeks in" should be around the 28. We are around the 23 depending on where you live.
So that would be around day 10, you are 3 days ahead in the future, that's a lot. Fluxcapacitor techonology again
(10-22-2016, 11:26 PM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ]I'm wondering how you guys could be on day 13 with 2.5. DMSI 2.5 was released around 14 October.
Day 14 / "2 weeks in" should be around the 28. We are around the 23 depending on where you live.
So that would be around day 10, you are 3 days ahead in the future, that's a lot. Fluxcapacitor techonology again
I guess it wasn't 13 days lol. I saw the day I last posted on this journal and did the math that way. I'm not counting days anymore.
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I haven't been able to sleep. The pain is too much. This us horrible. I can't believe I rode through this before, but here I am faced with it, yet again. I couldn't even listen to the full session. I had to turn it off sometime in loop 4. My mind was screaming overload..
I actually feel like a brittle man who's world is about to come crashing down on him.
(10-22-2016, 11:26 PM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ]I'm wondering how you guys could be on day 13 with 2.5. DMSI 2.5 was released around 14 October.
Day 14 / "2 weeks in" should be around the 28. We are around the 23 depending on where you live.
So that would be around day 10, you are 3 days ahead in the future, that's a lot. Fluxcapacitor techonology again
I think it's the difference in Time Zones. I started 2.5 on Oct 13 when it was released during the Eastern Time Zone. Today makes 11 days on 2.5
1 day difference is normal, but 2 or 3 that's another story aka flux-capacitor technology. Also if you started before on the calendar, the 13 for you that means when it's early in the 23 (Sunday) for me you are still on the 22 (Saturday). So it's all the same, doesn't change anything.
(10-23-2016, 11:10 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ]1 day difference is normal, but 2 or 3 that's another story aka flux-capacitor technology. Also if you started before on the calendar, the 13 for you that means when it's early in the 23 (Sunday) for me you are still on the 22 (Saturday). So it's all the same, doesn't change anything.
I'm truly in vacation mode!! It took me this long to wrap my mind around what you wrote. Time Zone aside, 2.5 was released at the same time for all of us!!
(10-23-2016, 12:08 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote: [ -> ] (10-23-2016, 11:10 AM)Alpha360 Wrote: [ -> ]1 day difference is normal, but 2 or 3 that's another story aka flux-capacitor technology. Also if you started before on the calendar, the 13 for you that means when it's early in the 23 (Sunday) for me you are still on the 22 (Saturday). So it's all the same, doesn't change anything.
I'm truly in vacation mode!! It took me this long to wrap my mind around what you wrote. Time Zone aside, 2.5 was released at the same time for all of us!!
That's what I meant actually but it was poorly explained I have to admit so no wonder it took you sometime to understand.
You're gonna need to install a cd player in your delorean or something you can hook your ipod up to because I assume they only have old tape decks.
Or you could sit there and record all of DMSI onto tape haha
You may have said this in an earlier post, why did you go back to 2.4? I assume because of the healing? That's why i'm using it. I know E2 wasn't really finished and most of my huge frustrations coming up were around girls so I thought maybe the more focused healing would help.
Though that could be rationalization for me giving into resistance.
(10-23-2016, 04:30 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]You may have said this in an earlier post, why did you go back to 2.4? I assume because of the healing? That's why i'm using it. I know E2 wasn't really finished and most of my huge frustrations coming up were around girls so I thought maybe the more focused healing would help.
Though that could be rationalization for me giving into resistance.
(10-22-2016, 08:03 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]I MIGHT HAVE IDENTIFIED A POSITIVE LEAD TO WHY I SELF SABOTAGE when it comes to escalation.
well, i was in a deep discussion with L... i started telling her about this bock that i don't really understand why i have. which is my block when it comes to escalation.
the deeper we got into the conversation, i started to realize.... i have the information at my fingertips, as far as "what to do". I have all the knowledge I already need. It's the APPLICATION of the knowledge, which IS BLOCKED by something illusive. and i think it might have something to do with a fear of the power i will have over women, being able to successfully utilize "game techniques" to get into bed with them. OR, it might have something to do with fear of being congruent with the attitude of a player, because i know i would hold in my hand the power to crush a woman to smithereens.
WOW....... i am blown away by this discovery. however, i still don't think i've locked into the cause of the block. I'm dancing around the edges of it, finally, but I've still yet to discover what's holding me back.
edit: and with that, i think it's my cue to continue 2.4
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Benjamin i switched back to 2.4 to bulldoze the blocks i have concerning escalation. i'm inching closer and closer to the end goal, and that's good. but becoming conscious of that block made me realize i need to get over it, and 2.4 would be far more effective at targeting that block, as opposed to e2 which would derail me in my pursuit of women.
for those who may remember my posts before about escalation, i have this unexplainable paralysis when it comes time to escalate with a woman. every cell of my body stops me from making a move. i'm not sure what it is, nor do i think it's important to know what it is.... as long as it gets removed
i seem to be making QUICK progress, just 1 day back on 2.4. but i will spare the details so i can see if it really is progress and not an illusion
Oh sorry, I did see that. I lose track sometimes as I have to read every journal for moderation.
I understand perfectly and i've gone through that alot. It's NOT a lack of information. Times when it's flowed such as a few times on AM, sometimes during WM and other times randomly i've just done the right things and can access it those times. Then the other bs, like fear or whatever somehow blocks that 'knowing' and that is the issue.
I barely read any 'material' around women any more because more material isn't the issue, it's LESS.. less baggage and such holding me back.
Quote:as opposed to e2 which would derail me in my pursuit of women.
E2 did at one point really start helping with girls. I dated that girl who was 22, and another 20 around the same time who I stopped talking to, and another one who was 21 around the same time who I also stopped talking to cos she had BPD. All significantly younger than me.
But since then it just hasn't flowed like before that. I got to that point, then opened up to a girl for the first time in years and since that didn't work out i'm struggling again. So maybe it just brought into deeper issues. One of the reasons I switched to DMSI 2.4.
(10-23-2016, 08:42 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Oh sorry, I did see that. I lose track sometimes as I have to read every journal for moderation.
I understand perfectly and i've gone through that alot. It's NOT a lack of information. Times when it's flowed such as a few times on AM, sometimes during WM and other times randomly i've just done the right things and can access it those times. Then the other bs, like fear or whatever somehow blocks that 'knowing' and that is the issue.
I barely read any 'material' around women any more because more material isn't the issue, it's LESS.. less baggage and such holding me back.
Quote:as opposed to e2 which would derail me in my pursuit of women.
E2 did at one point really start helping with girls. I dated that girl who was 22, and another 20 around the same time who I stopped talking to, and another one who was 21 around the same time who I also stopped talking to cos she had BPD. All significantly younger than me.
But since then it just hasn't flowed like before that. I got to that point, then opened up to a girl for the first time in years and since that didn't work out i'm struggling again. So maybe it just brought into deeper issues. One of the reasons I switched to DMSI 2.4.
Yes sir I echo your sentiments. I'm banking on the NSFM module being added in 3.0. NSFM alongside autopilot should be unstoppable if all necessary clearing has been accomplished
(10-24-2016, 04:41 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ] (10-23-2016, 08:42 PM)Benjamin Wrote: [ -> ]Oh sorry, I did see that. I lose track sometimes as I have to read every journal for moderation.
I understand perfectly and i've gone through that alot. It's NOT a lack of information. Times when it's flowed such as a few times on AM, sometimes during WM and other times randomly i've just done the right things and can access it those times. Then the other bs, like fear or whatever somehow blocks that 'knowing' and that is the issue.
I barely read any 'material' around women any more because more material isn't the issue, it's LESS.. less baggage and such holding me back.
Quote:as opposed to e2 which would derail me in my pursuit of women.
E2 did at one point really start helping with girls. I dated that girl who was 22, and another 20 around the same time who I stopped talking to, and another one who was 21 around the same time who I also stopped talking to cos she had BPD. All significantly younger than me.
But since then it just hasn't flowed like before that. I got to that point, then opened up to a girl for the first time in years and since that didn't work out i'm struggling again. So maybe it just brought into deeper issues. One of the reasons I switched to DMSI 2.4.
Yes sir I echo your sentiments. I'm banking on the NSFM module being added in 3.0. NSFM alongside autopilot should be unstoppable if all necessary clearing has been accomplished
Yep, I can't wait for that addition either (I think Shannon did say somewhere he's going to be adding NS to 3.0). Especially since what DMSI seems to be doing is my actual natural seduction style. Just being there and being manly, and having good things happen in their natural course.
Back on 2.4 for the clearing.
I had so many women staring me down while I was busting my dance movestoday. I caught a minimum of 5 girls recording me (probably snap chat?). Guys were watching in envy. Afterwards, I find 2 of the people in the room added me on Facebook. Lol.
So that means I'm at a place now where I'm recognizing IOI's for what they are, instead of before where I was completely oblivious to them. I have an amazing presence about me when I'm in large crowds. There's just incongruence with what I show outwardly, and what goes on in my head. There's a lot of insecurity on the inside, a lot of self doubt, fear, pain, and disbelief that abundance can be mine. All of this is holding me back sexually.