Subliminal Talk

(09-26-2016, 02:20 PM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]How, overall, has it (the healing in DMSI) affected you so far?

I shall revisit this, as some things are making themselves clear.

I can now safely identify my values and what I desire in women.

1) I know surely I do not want a relationship, and I know surely that I won't fake it just to get laid.

2) my intention is to have only friends with benefits, not necessarily random One Night Stands.

3) I firmly believe I will not put up with BS just to get my dicky sticky.

More is being revealed as it goes on.


SO ..... I'm literally 10 min away from boarding the plane. Been running 2.4 for the past half hour, and I have gotten some crazy stares from women. This Thai lady with her husband and daughter are sitting next to me, and the wife gets up, and gives a sneaky butt display.

An older white lady walked past me and we held eye contact for 3 whole seconds. Same story with an Indian girl, held eye contact for 2 seconds. All these obvious IOI's are from women I do not find sexually attractive.

None of the sexy lady's seem affected. =/


Before I played the sub, I was getting basic IOI, nothing worth getting excited over. I'm very used to those. But once I'm listening to the sub actively, it's a whole new world. Just like last time I was at the airport and ran the sub.

Well, I'll update when I get to the other side of the world, where I really hope my aura snipes the living shit out of the two hottest blondes I've ever met in my life who are gonna get me from the airport.

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Safe travels.

Thanks Shannon!

I made it back to h town. Good to be back. So the blonde that came to pick me up (with a couple other friends) : I've never seen anyone twirl their hair talking to someone more than this girl did while talking to me. Constantly saying "I love you" & "I'm so glad you are back", looking deep into my eyes, and me looking deep into hers, not saying anything for a few seconds.... definitely was Magickal. And she basically spammed my Facebook wall with constant update posts like

Post 1: on our way to get "eternitys_child"!
Post 2: picked up eternityschild! +group selfie
Post 3: it's so amazing to have eternitys_child back! +selfie w/ just me and her

What's funny is this girl has a boyfriend, a guy she's been with for 3 months, 2 months of which he's been in jail. Supposedly he's going to marry her when he gets out (I heard this from a friend, not her). We will see lol. Also she has an STD, but when she told me, I didn't really feel any sort of judgment against her. It almost felt irrelevant haha.

So far 2 girls have been insisting I come meet them and their friends. But I don't really feel like doing much of anything lol so I turned them both down in favor of getting my shit together. So I helped my mom move some furniture, and got my car running (which has been sitting idle for 5 months). Maybe in a couple days I'll go visit friends. There's a surprise welcome home party planned for me by a bunch of friends.... but they weren't very good at keeping it a surprise lol. But that's on Wednesday.

Ahhhhhh it's good to be back, where I actually feel like I am important. Lol. Not gonna lie, I really missed all this attention. It's like an addiction. Seriously.

Lol just my luck. So this morning at 7 o clock I get a call from this older woman (6/10) I met 6 months ago after I message her "good morning". She says she just moved into a new place, she's all alone, and she wants me to come over. I was like BET, that sounds like an open invitation to come bang her. Thought my car was good to go but it stopped in the middle of the road, and that set me back lol. Damn.

Anyway now it's pretty much good to go (I hope lol). So I am going to eat lunch. Probably won't make it to her house because I made plans to meet the old fwb at 3 pm. If I play my cards right, I can meet them both today

Murphy's law will soon lose its power over me!

(10-02-2016, 09:32 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]Lol just my luck. So this morning at 7 o clock I get a call from this older woman (6/10) I met 6 months ago after I message her "good morning". She says she just moved into a new place, she's all alone, and she wants me to come over. I was like BET, that sounds like an open invitation to come bang her. Thought my car was good to go but it stopped in the middle of the road, and that set me back lol. Damn.

Anyway now it's pretty much good to go (I hope lol). So I am going to eat lunch. Probably won't make it to her house because I made plans to meet the old fwb at 3 pm. If I play my cards right, I can meet them both today

Murphy's law will soon lose its power over me!

It's always some stupid thing, isn't it?

(10-02-2016, 10:04 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-02-2016, 09:32 AM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]Lol just my luck. So this morning at 7 o clock I get a call from this older woman (6/10) I met 6 months ago after I message her "good morning". She says she just moved into a new place, she's all alone, and she wants me to come over. I was like BET, that sounds like an open invitation to come bang her. Thought my car was good to go but it stopped in the middle of the road, and that set me back lol. Damn.

Anyway now it's pretty much good to go (I hope lol). So I am going to eat lunch. Probably won't make it to her house because I made plans to meet the old fwb at 3 pm. If I play my cards right, I can meet them both today

Murphy's law will soon lose its power over me!

It's always some stupid thing, isn't it?

Lmao! Not for long the way I see it, the universe is giving me last minute resistance and cockblocking me! but it's not like there won't be countless opportunities to come!

Plus I really should have checked my transmission fluid before I started this morning. My own fault. It's an old car, that's been sitting there for 5 months.

But yeah its always something stupid thing lol!

I have a major cock block when it comes to escalating. Is it a fear of rejection? I originally thought so but now Don't think so. It goes deeper than that. This woman offered herself plain as day to me, even a fool would be able to spot that . We got to a certain level of kino, when I experienced the block. I even asked her if she was comfortable and she said yeah. She was open to going all the way, but I sabotaged it. It's aggravating but there's nobody to blame but myself. I need to man the f*** up and take charge. It's not okay for me to be wasting these golden opportunities. This marks 2 incidents within a 7 day span lol. Hey autopilot, I could use your help!!!!!!!!!!

Or healing modules, it's be nice if you can remove this block.

BTW this is day 18. I missed tonight's listening session since I don't want to expose her.


Edit : she displayed body language indicating she was dripping wet. There seems to be a common assumption on this board that the women will only go so far, and the guy has to take control of her. Today's experience and Tuesdays experience align with that assumption. The women are not able to experience an entire disregard of the parameters for standard courtship for some reason or another.

(10-02-2016, 08:55 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]She was open to going all the way, but I sabotaged it.

Can you elaborate on that? Were you kissing at all, and then didn't escalate, or did it remain at touching/talking?

I found the easiest way to escalate is to take her hand and show her the way to your dick.
She will understand what she has to do. And she will do all the work for you. Do it slowly, at first make her touch your belly skin, then kiss, then progress further, and further. She does all the work and you guide her. You take all the pleasure, you don't do anything but guide her.

(10-03-2016, 08:28 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-02-2016, 08:55 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]She was open to going all the way, but I sabotaged it.

Can you elaborate on that? Were you kissing at all, and then didn't escalate, or did it remain at touching/talking?

I had my hands going all over her body including tits, and she was responding very positively, in that she was not opposed to it at all. But every now and again, she grabbed my hands, held them tightly against her body. Couldn't tell if that was "stop you are turning me on too much", or "stop I don't want to do this."

BTW, I joked around with her being a milf, and she responded back saying she felt like she was molesting a kid... so that might have caused some resistance on her end.

Alpha360, thanks for the tips. I had the gut feeling that I should guide her hand down there, but something stopped me -_-. Am I really that afraid of pussy? Lol.

To stop at the point of where you were at would seemingly take more effort than not stopping! :p

(10-03-2016, 12:09 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-03-2016, 08:28 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(10-02-2016, 08:55 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]She was open to going all the way, but I sabotaged it.

Can you elaborate on that? Were you kissing at all, and then didn't escalate, or did it remain at touching/talking?

I had my hands going all over her body including tits, and she was responding very positively, in that she was not opposed to it at all. But every now and again, she grabbed my hands, held them tightly against her body. Couldn't tell if that was "stop you are turning me on too much", or "stop I don't want to do this."

BTW, I joked around with her being a milf, and she responded back saying she felt like she was molesting a kid... so that might have caused some resistance on her end.

Alpha360, thanks for the tips. I had the gut feeling that I should guide her hand down there, but something stopped me -_-. Am I really that afraid of pussy? Lol.

Well sometimes it smells horrible. Believe it or not but after my SM3 run I couldn't stand as well as I used the pussy smell I remember I was disgusted by it during stage 5 or 6. Its a little better now

edit:
Maybe this was her way to tell you I can't hold it anymore, see how my body feels, I feel electricity all over, I want you right now. Try to put yourself in her position and see how you feel, what that position would convey. Every time I don't know what a body language position mean I do that and usually I find the answer after a minute or 2. It's usually symbolic and obvious but we are blind to it, try to concentrate on what you feel when someone does that or what you would feel if you would do that. Usually it's easy to understand but we don't know we can understand the language or we are too lazy to do the first step, you just have to think for a moment on it, the more you do that every time you don't understand the better you get at it. It's like learning a new language but this one you already know the meaning unconsciously.

That's a very helpful reply alpha360, thanks.

Milf central up in here!!!!!! Earlier this blonde milf (easily late 40's, but super sexy) was at a 1 hr meeting I went to. Its possible she was a victim of the sniper effect. She was sitting 15 feet away from me, facing the front of the room while I was facing the side of the room, where she would fall within my vantage point. She gradually started pointing her feet in my general direction, with the only other guys she could be pointing at was two old men, one in his 80's, one in his 70's. Judging by the other gestures she was making made me assume she was demonstrating that she was single. She flipped her hair in an exaggerated way. Turned her head in my direction (no eye contact tho), revealed some neck skin.... seriously, I don't think she was giving the old men these displays. Anyway, I just had to bank on this opportunity to see how she reacts... so after the meeting, I saw her sitting with one of the old guys (married, 70 years old, missing some teeth) and another old woman, of about 70 as well. So I came and sat with them. I didn't contribute much to the conversation lol. Just sat there. Anyway I start saying my goodbyes and so does she. We end up walking out together, then we're standing face to face in the middle of the road engaged in some deep conversation lol. I think she dropped some hints too, but I'm still learning the game so I couldn't tell for sure. But damnit she was so fine in her businessy dress, blonde hair deep blue eyes.

Another milf (but married lol) blonde hair brown eyes waved me down from 100 feet away in the parking lot so I went to say hi. Our interaction was nice, but I think it was more of a "welcome back, good to see you" type of interaction, and little attraction whatsoever (unless I missed it).

Then I met with the fwb from before I left Houston, who also happens to be a FINE blonde hair blue eyes personal trainer MILF (age 47, extremely sexy body, amazing face) but I used pheromones before she came over to my new house, so our interaction is invalid for testing purposes as far as results go. But it went well; she said she is going to remove a lot of the other guys from her life now that I'm back, but it might have just been her way of saying she is glad for my friendship, as that is the basis of our relationship - guiding each other in our lives, despite the age difference. She was also showing a little bit of her belly skin, and , she was giving me an arm display which is a very conclusive IOI from what I read by chaos.

So I guess you can say 2.4 is making it quite apparent that I really like blonde milfs! Even if they're taller than me lol which used to be an insecurity of mine, but I'm confident 2.4 dealt with that already :-)

Lol, it's so glad to be back and interacting with multiple beautiful women per day! !!!!!!

i'm having a difficult time trying to tell what the sub is doing. i'm 3 weeks into this thing, and i'm not seeing anything that would be considered solid profound results of the sub. The situations I described above are easily the result of my existing social status in Houston, pre-dmsi.

no real autopilot experiences (especially in 2 scenarios that WOULD HAVE 100% led to the achievement of the goal had autopilot been switched on)

no real manifestation experiences

no real aura experiences

a little bit of quantifyable healing experiences

what i thought may have been sniping, can easily be chalked up to good old fashioned attraction.

and i say the above with as much objectivity as I possibly can. I have a solid reputation and status in my community way before DMSI was in the picture. and apparently people have been praising me, adoring me, (bordering worship? lol) for the 5 months I was gone, and tonight was a major testament to that. I met so many people tonight that said something along the lines of "OMG UR [eternitys_child]?! I HEARD SO MUCH ABOUT U". so my experiences with women since being back are EASILY due to my existing social status, a known factor women find attractive.

I wish I knew what we were missing here because I feel like there's a chunk of the program that may not be executing. i will need to get speakers and/or new headphones to test that out, as i'm sure these kindle fire speakers are not as efficient as I need them to be.

I mentioned before I would compare results from india vs. results in Houston; and so far they're not showing to be much different. patiently waiting...