Subliminal Talk

day 9

i increased the volume i listen to 5 loops US, and listened while asleep last night. I think i respond better to high volume, as during AM6 and SM3 and E2 I had the volume at basically maximum on my tablet.

so anyway i had an interesting dream where my sister, myself, and a few other people (can't remember if they were known or unknown to me) grouped up to help BatMan defeat an enemy. We each had to select a type of gun from Batman's armory. I had a pistol and a shotgun. The weapons in the dream felt so real, as if I was holding it in real life. I remember sliding my fingers across the metal and feeling the texture. I also remember looking for hte safety button so I can shove it in my pants and run to catch the subway train to where we needed to go. Anyway, the dream changed before we got into the battle.

Other than that dream, nothing worthy of results to report.

When did you change your avatar to Duck Hunt Dog?

(09-22-2016, 10:46 PM)apollolux Wrote: [ -> ]When did you change your avatar to Duck Hunt Dog?

Just a few days ago.


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My IDGAF level is through the roof, and it's partially making me uncomfortable how non needy I am because I'm so used to obsession over women, but now I am having to do some work to obsess over them.

What is sexier to a woman than a man who just doesn't care? I haven't seen much.

hahahaa but there's the catch 22 that I DON'T CARE THAT IT'S SEXY, so i wonder if it'll cause me to pass up on opportunities, and/or not go after girls who show attraction due to the idgaf attitude.

i must say, throughout the course of the day, sometimes i feel there's nothing happening, other times i feel like a lot is changing on the inside`

Do you really think the guys who get laid like Rockstar care that it's sexy to not care? He'll no! That's the point... not caring!

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it's such a paradox! just like during SM3 lol. We run an attraction sub to attract women, but the side effect is that we stop caring about the very thing we chose to run the sub in the first place.

I'm by no means complaining. It's just mind blowing

So i mentioned this on vivekarora's journal, and I will mention it again here.

There might be a social/cultural reason our results are not as obvious as some of the others have been reporting. India's society is such that everybody is watching everybody else, and people are driven to maintain a certain image so as not to "disgrace the family name" so to speak. So I'm starting to give credit to that fact being powerful enough to reduce our results. India is a highly sexually repressed culture. If a man is exuding a sexual presence, what would society say when they see a girl approach, look at, or talk with this guy? GSF is deeply embedded in the culture in this way.

I must note, however, that there is an interesting effect that most of the time, I'm flat out ghosting. No noticeable respect from males, no attention from females. I'm just a regular joe. The important thing to note here, is that the experience I'm having while ON DMSI, is lower than my standard baseline pre-dmsi. With or without pheromones, I would have people staring me down as a standard Modus Operandi. Now, it's completely nonexistant, literally like I don't exist.

But I know something's going on because the way I view relationships, dating, and women in general have all been changing. Sometimes dramatically from one day to the next, sometimes not at all noticeable until I reflect back a few days later and think "hey that wasn't there before!"

This is freaking crazy though - I haven't even hit 14 days using this sub and already there are profound shifts taking place in my head, which will set the precedent for a future that involves an abundance of women in my life.

BTW all 3 of the tinder girls have gone unresponsive on me. BUT IDGAF LOL. a part of me wants to care. like "WTF 2 of these girls said they are down to meet! Why they gonna do us dirty like this?" and find reasons to be hard on myself. but the sub is shifting that style of thinking. into something along the lines of "Whatever, I can spend more time with my friends who actually mean something to me, and who actually took the time out of their lives to be with me when i was feeling suicidal 3 months ago so f*** these bishes who are most likely a waste of time anyway, and most likely sex won't happen ANYWAY". ha.

damn i didn't expect to write this much but i guess there's some stuff to report after all

Sounds like the ghosting effect may be a result of overload sexual presence... maybe they just can't handle the awesomeness and it's an avoidance response out of desperation?

(09-24-2016, 06:36 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like the ghosting effect may be a result of overload sexual presence... maybe they just can't handle the awesomeness and it's an avoidance response out of desperation?

Wouldn't the polymorphic aura respond and reduce it's power in-kind to perfectly maximize their sexual response to you (in theory)?

(09-24-2016, 08:47 AM)RTBoss Wrote: [ -> ]

(09-24-2016, 06:36 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like the ghosting effect may be a result of overload sexual presence... maybe they just can't handle the awesomeness and it's an avoidance response out of desperation?

Wouldn't the polymorphic aura respond and reduce it's power in-kind to perfectly maximize their sexual response to you (in theory)?

It's possible that it wouldn't matter after ASD or whatever it is kicks in...

(09-24-2016, 06:36 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]Sounds like the ghosting effect may be a result of overload sexual presence... maybe they just can't handle the awesomeness and it's an avoidance response out of desperation?

it's a theory, yes. just based on observations of anectodal reports of the other 2 guys in india running 2.4, combined with my own experience.

i'm certainly feeling the shift within me. in fact, the shift is actually happening a bit faster than i can keep up, if i am to be honest. so i know the sub is working on the goal #2 front - and if that's the case, goal #1 must be active as well, but there's something triggering undesirable responses in others. I can't say I truly experienced goal #3 yet. I had passing thoughts that one incident at the airport was guided by autopilot. Another incident i think I mentioned a few days ago in this journal. But other than that, no. And goal #4 I guess is working as far as goal #2 is concerned.... but other than that, I don't know how to tell if/what I've been resisting..

And I've always responded exceptionally well to IML subs, at least in my eyes. so i highly doubt i'm stonewalling, and i highly doubt i'm putting up THAT much resistance, especially that which goal #4 wouldn't be able to overcome, considering the massive improvements in resistance tech you've invented.

so something else is definitely going on. Plain and simple, I don't think Indian culture is ready to accept a human manifestation of the goals of 2.4. I spent about an hour with a famous actor 2 nights ago, who has starred in 300 movies since he was 3 years old. Many girls walked past us while we were sitting outside, talking. None of them showed any signs of groupie-ism or celebrity crush type. Two months ago, I met a couple HOT BOMBSHELL actresses, on separate occasions, and the GUYS didn't display any groupie-ism or celebrity crush. Obviously, what goes on IN THE HEAD of individuals may be the same as mine :angel: but there's no outward display of it.

so if celebs don't even NATURALLY get the responses we desire, why would the common guy running 2.4 expect a completely taboo side of women to magically appear? In such a case, perhaps the quirples and MOAR POWER actually backfired and put us a few steps behind?

Shannon, all this is speculation, but I hope you can use it somehow in your pursuits.

I believe we have one member in china using this sub, i think culture there MAY be similar, so perhaps after cross referencing all these experiences you may get a better understanding.

I suspect that if what you say is true, we need to do more to cause the projected energy to trigger the same healing effects for them as it does for the listener.

(09-24-2016, 11:50 AM)Shannon Wrote: [ -> ]I suspect that if what you say is true, we need to do more to cause the projected energy to trigger the same healing effects for them as it does for the listener.

clever thinking on that one. i made an edit to my post after you replied but i'll copy it again in case you didn't see it.

Quote:I believe we have one member in china using this sub, i think culture there MAY be similar, so perhaps after cross referencing all these experiences you may get a better understanding.

we also used to have a decent indonesian population on this forum, i wonder if any of them are using 2.4? i imagine that culture to also perhaps be similar.

in any case, i fly back to houston on the 30th. so all my experiences up until the 29th will be used against any new experiences i have after the 30th, and if there is any variation in results, we will have a better picture of things.