(10-04-2016, 11:18 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: [ -> ]i'm having a difficult time trying to tell what the sub is doing. i'm 3 weeks into this thing, and i'm not seeing anything that would be considered solid profound results of the sub. The situations I described above are easily the result of my existing social status in Houston, pre-dmsi.
no real autopilot experiences (especially in 2 scenarios that WOULD HAVE 100% led to the achievement of the goal had autopilot been switched on)
no real manifestation experiences
no real aura experiences
a little bit of quantifyable healing experiences
what i thought may have been sniping, can easily be chalked up to good old fashioned attraction.
and i say the above with as much objectivity as I possibly can. I have a solid reputation and status in my community way before DMSI was in the picture. and apparently people have been praising me, adoring me, (bordering worship? lol) for the 5 months I was gone, and tonight was a major testament to that. I met so many people tonight that said something along the lines of "OMG UR [eternitys_child]?! I HEARD SO MUCH ABOUT U". so my experiences with women since being back are EASILY due to my existing social status, a known factor women find attractive.
I wish I knew what we were missing here because I feel like there's a chunk of the program that may not be executing. i will need to get speakers and/or new headphones to test that out, as i'm sure these kindle fire speakers are not as efficient as I need them to be.
I mentioned before I would compare results from india vs. results in Houston; and so far they're not showing to be much different. patiently waiting...
The healing is the first part of the sub. It is estimated that it takes 6 weeks for the healing to work, but, that number is not set in stone. It can take longer or a shorter period of time, depending on the person.
I've been on the sub for 31 days now, no noticeable results as far as women are concerned, but it's definitely taken me through a ringer with everything else in my life.
I was wondering about why and then I realized that the sub is designed to make us more attractive to women. So much of my identity is tied into what I do out in the world in terms of work, or my projects outside of work, that I realized my sense of validation and identity is tied to how successful I feel.
That's the area where I have had the greatest amount of conflict over the past few weeks. It was so bad that I literally had to call out sick as I dealt with my emotional turmoil.
Still dealing with it now.
These days I don't even look for the IOI's anymore. I'm going to run the sub for another 14 days and then figure out if I want to move back to 2.3 or if I will wait for 3.0 to be released and give that one a shot and see what happens.
I figure at some point, we'll have lift-off. When and with what version remains to be seen. In the meantime, playing the sub while I sleep isn't costing me any extra effort so I just go with it these days.
(10-05-2016, 04:53 AM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ]The healing is the first part of the sub. It is estimated that it takes 6 weeks for the healing to work, but, that number is not set in stone. It can take longer or a shorter period of time, depending on the person.
Well considering how powerful the healing in dmsi2.4 is, coupled with the healing i've done previously through subs and other methods, i don't subscribe to the notion that the program isn't taking effect due to healing taking priority. If I remember correctly, all the goals of the program are supposed to work simultaneously, not in a 2 step process of "1) heal. 2) execute aura".
(10-05-2016, 04:53 AM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ]I've been on the sub for 31 days now, no noticeable results as far as women are concerned, but it's definitely taken me through a ringer with everything else in my life.
Sure, that means you're going through some massive optimization
. Unfortunately I don't feel i'm going through a ringer with everything else in my life. I felt that during BASE, but not at all during 2.4
(10-05-2016, 04:53 AM)Duke.Togo Wrote: [ -> ]I was wondering about why and then I realized that the sub is designed to make us more attractive to women. So much of my identity is tied into what I do out in the world in terms of work, or my projects outside of work, that I realized my sense of validation and identity is tied to how successful I feel.
you might be onto something here, as being attractive to women is a comprehensive collection of a bunch of things which includes self mastery (in other words, the gend goal of AM6). I started reading The Unchained Man by blackdragon, and I wrote out a code and mission for myself, which I know will act as a set of parameters which are conducive to my long term happiness, and indirectly makes me more attractive to women.
but yeah, at the end fo the day, patience is key. we're all assisting shannon achieve something greater than we can imagine, and i am definitely proud to be amongst the group. I do plan on going to AM6 on January 1st, so I hope DMSI will be finished by then =)
Quote:Well considering how powerful the healing in dmsi2.4 is, coupled with the healing i've done previously through subs and other methods, i don't subscribe to the notion that the program isn't taking effect due to healing taking priority. If I remember correctly, all the goals of the program are supposed to work simultaneously, not in a 2 step process of "1) heal. 2) execute aura".
You're misunderstanding how the execution flow works. It looks like this:
Execute Primary Goals:
While not interrupted, do X. If interrupted, jump to Clear_Interruption
End Execute
Clear_Interruptions:
Do WhateverNeedsDoing
Return
So what happens is, the program tries to execute the primary goals, sexiness, projection, etc. If something interrupts it ("On noes! I might have SEX! We're afraid of sex/females/getting caught cheating, etc, so let's just interrupt that.") then it jumps to the section that works on clearing whatever is causing the interruption.
Depending on what is being interrupted, this may result in executing some of the sexiness code an doing some clearing, only executing clearing code or only executing sexiness code. If the first step to sexy is being interrupted, it will appear that all you're getting is clearing. And if you're stonewalling or resisting that, it may not be visible at all what's going on.
i highly doubt i'm stonewalling, but guess I may be resisting it. hard. lol. either that or i'm doing a hell of a lot of clearing :o
day 22
but i'll be honest, i'm getting a bit discouraged since there's seemingly nothing going on. i've always responded extremely well to your subliminals, so i'm confused why i could be resisting or stonewalling this one. especially with the resistance tech in it.
tonight i'm changing my listening setup. laptop speakers with flac, but staying ultrasonic. i guess those kindle fire spekaers aren't very good. laptop speakers aren't much better, but it'll have to do while i transition from being a broke ass joker in the states. hehehe
in other news, this one ugly ass grandma was hitting on me to death today. made me so uncomfortable. she kissed me on the cheek lol. but i knew her from before, and she was always pretty friendly to me, but she got kinda flirty on fb while i was in india. blegh i feel like frosted
i am really enjoying the company of my old friends. i cried a bit today, with joy; all my heroes, and best friends in one room. seeing how much my friends have grown in 5 months + feeling all the love they showed me + a bunch of other things i don't care to get into. it was very moving and healing. and still more people who are coming up to me saying "hey aren't you [eternitys_child]?! I've heard so much about you!" i'm definitely a lucky human being. people who know me did not stop talking about me while i was gone. and the reason i don't attribute this celebrity vibe to 2.4 is because this was going on even before i started dmsi. i'd get messages here and there while using BASE about "hey your name was mentioned today in the meeting." and plus this celebrity type vibe feels the same as it was before i even left.
anyway i better get some stereo speakers soon
or get my sleep phones back from a friend XD
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i have this feeling like SCREW THIS QUEST TO OBTAIN WOMENZ, F*** it all, this is pointless, absurd, and they all just are whores anyway... Feeling that E2 and AM6 are far superior subs to run than dmsi (even if it produced results) because I have so much growth that I need to do and I'm wasting my time and energy on aspects of my personality that are based in my own inner attention W#0R3 personality and unfulfilled sexual desires/fantasies. the feeling is almost physical, in my stomach, as if i'm stirring up some deep sadness.
what does it all mean? resistance.
it also means flac + comp speakers is FAR SUPERIOR to kindle fire. just 1 day of this setup and i am thrusted with major resistance. does that mean i may have wasted 21 days of listening -_______- ??? and also maybe my BASE run was wasted. (not to mention my SM3 run which was mostly on my kindle fire -____- ) and even then, i need separate stereo speakers for max benefit.
That mean you will get better results now.
I think the new 5.5 may need better quality speaker than the usual 5G. Which might be why you got better results with SM3.
Still using a kindle fire for sub, that's not a good idea. You can still stir some benefit. I have a friend who used LTU on his HTC one (first gen) and I did see him change for the best, from his posture to his behavior and even the amount of women looking at him.
Edit: with the new 5.5 listening requirement you can put some earbub listening time pretty easily. Earbud will give one of the best quality results for the cheapest price. Around 12 dollar for a good Sony earbud where I live.
This used to be hard when you had to listen 8hours a day but now even with my tinnitus I can almost make it full headset time, yesterday I listened 4 loops with headset. The other part with stereo speaker.
Is there a specific reason you don't run subs with headphones or earbuds?
I'm going through a financial crisis right now lmao. I have headphones but the wire gets loose if it turns while plugged in, and it doesn't play proper sound.
I can't use ear buds because they always fall out of my ears. I think my ears are misshapen
My sleep phones are with my friend, I will ask for them back. That will be the best way to get my loops in.
There is one type of earbud that need a good ear shape but there are others that just need a hole to hold tight as far as I know. Did you tried the new shape that is common. It's the form I hate the most because it goes too deep inside the ear and since I have a sensitive hearing I avoid it. There is so many earbud type now that I have a hard believing none stick to your ears.
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resistance is starting to get heavy. feeling it in my intestines still. guess i do have some deep running resentment towards women after all. UGH.
feels like i can never reach sexual abundance, no matter how awesome of a man i may be or may become... and that's a shitty feeling. like what's the point of even developing myself with subs, if the goal of sexual abundance isn't even possible? i should just give up, right?
lolollololo. nice try SubC, but i'm not falling for it!
guess i just have to ride out this emotional storm.
Who the hell is this guy sitting inside my skin? I think I'm going through a major identity crisis. I have major shit being stirred up inside me. I'm glad, in a sick way, because I know I'm finally processing some DEEP stuff.
I guess I really am capable of resisting the sub for 3 weeks lol. 3 weeks during which I put up the best defense I possibly could to stonewall the program. And now the stone walls are crumbling
I'm excited actually, since that means the reality bending should start soon. So yeah Shannon, about 3 weeks until something starts happening seems about right, at least for me. I started off dmsi at 2.4 so that might explain why I'm a late bloomer. Anyway it's too early to tell.
i'm starting to open up about my emotional state with the FWB from earlier this year -- let's call her L from now on... We're definitely what shannon refers to as Mirror Souls, and our relationship as of now has been mutually beneficial in so many levels, despite not being sexual as it was before. I told her about the identity crisis, about the new shit i'm starting to feel. She's a very perceptive person, and knows me to see sexual freedom as a positive thing, but she said tonight she sees me changing into being more sexually reserved. that caught me off guard. i'm either regressing to heal on the inside so that i can come back in a positive way, OR she's seeing me the way
she wants to see me which is clouding her perception... which is possible if i'm becoming too sexy too fast for her to handle, considering she's strictly not wanting to date younger guys anymore (20 year age gap between her and myself)
anyway i don't know if i necessarily healed any from our conversation but she did pick my brain which allowed me to consciously see various things that are hidden in my subconscious that contribute to my belief systems.
so i do see sex as a physical, emotional, and spiritual act. ideally, abundant sexual relationships for me incorporate all 3 elements. not one night stands, not monogamous LTR's, but abundant sexal relationships -- now that'll be a satisfying life to live.
now to just get from here to there
i'm currently on loop 1 of v2.4. i did 2.5 for a total of 13 days.
after a major eureka moment i discussed briefly in my 2.5 journal, i realized a specific block that's likely contributing to self sabotage. if i can get over this block, I will be an unstoppable force that women can't avoid.
unfortunately, the depression of 2.4 was QUICK to return, so I feel like shit, emotionally. questioning again why i am even on this journey to acquire sexual abundance, when it seems so impossible. i almost want to cry because it feels so hopeless like a lost cause. i just gotta power through this for a week or two, maybe 3.
bring on the pain, 2.4