03-27-2016, 08:08 AM
Day 1
1. Didn’t feel tired from AM6. (Woooo) :3
2. Beginning stages of getting my shit together
• Using my planner app to record all my work.
Day 2
1. More tired from working out than the sub.
2. If i want to be productive i can't be at home.
3. My posture closes off when I see people.
• I hunch over and I start looking down.
Day 3
Dreams
1. Some weird ass dream. Stuck in some island and i have to investigate a woman. When she found out I was supposed to do that then she knocked me out and then did some kind of ritual. I see a familiar female friend and was basically "raped". When she was done, it was like our souls literally bonded into one like a spiritual sex event,
IRL
1. Today I had an event and bonded with new friends that had similar interests. In this case, we all went hiking. We all went to the top of the mountain and was treated to an amazing view. This event made me think about my past friends and how incompatible we are. I love physical activity even though it doesn't always feel good.
2. I was attracted to this girl in this group but I was floundering around because I literally don’t know how to act and "Game".
Day 4
Dreams
1. I was in a house and I tried to get inside my cousin's room but I was constantly being blocked. It turns out that he has a woman inside there and it set off some kind of jealous emotions. He was the model child because he had good grades and I was often compared and felt inferior to him. I usually suppress these emotions but this set it off because he is also good with women.
2. Ice skating on a path but the ice is melting. Eventually it just becomes water and I'm running across it like a holy man (LOL).
IRL
1. Started listening to Audiobooks such as "No More Mr Nice Guy" and "The Way of Men" even though The Way of Men is quite a bleak book. I started to understand him though as I felt very alive on top of the mountain.
1. Didn’t feel tired from AM6. (Woooo) :3
2. Beginning stages of getting my shit together
• Using my planner app to record all my work.
Day 2
1. More tired from working out than the sub.
2. If i want to be productive i can't be at home.
3. My posture closes off when I see people.
• I hunch over and I start looking down.
Day 3
Dreams
1. Some weird ass dream. Stuck in some island and i have to investigate a woman. When she found out I was supposed to do that then she knocked me out and then did some kind of ritual. I see a familiar female friend and was basically "raped". When she was done, it was like our souls literally bonded into one like a spiritual sex event,
IRL
1. Today I had an event and bonded with new friends that had similar interests. In this case, we all went hiking. We all went to the top of the mountain and was treated to an amazing view. This event made me think about my past friends and how incompatible we are. I love physical activity even though it doesn't always feel good.
2. I was attracted to this girl in this group but I was floundering around because I literally don’t know how to act and "Game".
Day 4
Dreams
1. I was in a house and I tried to get inside my cousin's room but I was constantly being blocked. It turns out that he has a woman inside there and it set off some kind of jealous emotions. He was the model child because he had good grades and I was often compared and felt inferior to him. I usually suppress these emotions but this set it off because he is also good with women.
2. Ice skating on a path but the ice is melting. Eventually it just becomes water and I'm running across it like a holy man (LOL).
IRL
1. Started listening to Audiobooks such as "No More Mr Nice Guy" and "The Way of Men" even though The Way of Men is quite a bleak book. I started to understand him though as I felt very alive on top of the mountain.