10-22-2016, 09:00 AM
10-22-2016, 11:24 AM
A quick question, mate; how many times have you done AM6? I`m asking becasue I consider using AM6 refesher in some time. I`ve finished it twice and now I`m running SM3. Maybe I`ll start writing a journal.
10-22-2016, 11:57 AM
Voytek tell us about your SM experience when a chance comes up
10-22-2016, 12:31 PM
(10-22-2016, 11:57 AM)Big Boss Wrote: [ -> ]Voytek tell us about your SM experience when a chance comes up
Just posted some news, mate.
10-25-2016, 07:06 PM
(10-22-2016, 11:24 AM)Voytek Wrote: [ -> ]A quick question, mate; how many times have you done AM6? I`m asking becasue I consider using AM6 refesher in some time. I`ve finished it twice and now I`m running SM3. Maybe I`ll start writing a journal.
AM6 was my first sub and I ran it twice, back-to-back. Click HERE for my journal. The first run was life-changing; the second not so much, and I think that's because my mind was already conditioned i.e less shock factor.
I'm on my 2nd week of AM refresher and it's growing on me. Might just go the whole month. I'm having that solid feeling you get from AM, and the attraction is still there. I think also that responding so quickly to the refresher means the programming is still alive inside of me. Look forward to round 2 of SM.
11-07-2016, 09:07 PM
Yo I'm alive. I just checked and this is actually week 4 of the AM6 refresher, so Shannon I guess I took your advice.
I almost got laid the other day. Nothing like alcohol to loosen up your inhibitions. She wanted it but she kept it together. Not much I could have done differently. It was nice to get some sugar though. It made me feel human in a way that I haven't in a long time. I had some internal momentum after that, but it fizzled rather quickly.
I'm trying to be diligent about PE, but I've struggled recently with libido and erection quality. I tried twice today and had to walk away. I've noticed my sex drive decline at a snail's pace over the past 1-2 years. It's frustrating now to have the will and the discipline to do something about my size, but my dick won't cooperate. It's troubling too to see an attractive woman and that tingle/desire/urge is faint or absent. I'm going to see my doctor about this. I sometimes think that the training I do at the gym is too hard on my CNS, but I'm not convinced. My gut says there's more to it.
Other than that, I reset my Tinder about a month ago and I've gotten more matches than ever. And we're talking attractive girls here, including some I would consider out of my league. This is surprising because I don't think my pictures are that good. They don't all respond, which is to be expected, but I've gotten some numbers and moved those conversation to text. Thing is, I eventually go radio silent because text is a vehicle for organizing a meet up, which I'm not willing to do. If you're new to my thread, it's because I'm terribly self-conscious about a) small penis and b) premature ejaculation.
I'm starting to feel bad though about leading these girls on. I contemplated texting the last one who unmatched me after I fell off the face of the earth. I'm thinking I should just delete Tinder until I'm down to meet and fuck these girls, instead of using it for some kind of selfish and half-assed validation.
I almost got laid the other day. Nothing like alcohol to loosen up your inhibitions. She wanted it but she kept it together. Not much I could have done differently. It was nice to get some sugar though. It made me feel human in a way that I haven't in a long time. I had some internal momentum after that, but it fizzled rather quickly.
I'm trying to be diligent about PE, but I've struggled recently with libido and erection quality. I tried twice today and had to walk away. I've noticed my sex drive decline at a snail's pace over the past 1-2 years. It's frustrating now to have the will and the discipline to do something about my size, but my dick won't cooperate. It's troubling too to see an attractive woman and that tingle/desire/urge is faint or absent. I'm going to see my doctor about this. I sometimes think that the training I do at the gym is too hard on my CNS, but I'm not convinced. My gut says there's more to it.
Other than that, I reset my Tinder about a month ago and I've gotten more matches than ever. And we're talking attractive girls here, including some I would consider out of my league. This is surprising because I don't think my pictures are that good. They don't all respond, which is to be expected, but I've gotten some numbers and moved those conversation to text. Thing is, I eventually go radio silent because text is a vehicle for organizing a meet up, which I'm not willing to do. If you're new to my thread, it's because I'm terribly self-conscious about a) small penis and b) premature ejaculation.
I'm starting to feel bad though about leading these girls on. I contemplated texting the last one who unmatched me after I fell off the face of the earth. I'm thinking I should just delete Tinder until I'm down to meet and fuck these girls, instead of using it for some kind of selfish and half-assed validation.
11-15-2016, 09:30 PM
I'm baaaacckkk.
Ran a month of AM6 refresher averaging 8h us at night. Nice to be lax about subs for a little while. Didn't 'feel' the program all that much.
So here we are with another round of SM3. As I began to write about what I want from this run, I realized that it's too much to put into words right now. So let me just say that I want this program to continue to push me.
I am going to be diligent about getting 10h per day, with ideally 2h masked and 8h us. As I learned, it's better to get the hours daily than deal with a backlog of make up hours. The latter is not as effective.
Ran a month of AM6 refresher averaging 8h us at night. Nice to be lax about subs for a little while. Didn't 'feel' the program all that much.
So here we are with another round of SM3. As I began to write about what I want from this run, I realized that it's too much to put into words right now. So let me just say that I want this program to continue to push me.
I am going to be diligent about getting 10h per day, with ideally 2h masked and 8h us. As I learned, it's better to get the hours daily than deal with a backlog of make up hours. The latter is not as effective.
11-19-2016, 03:23 PM
Went to the mall today and noticed the kind of attention I was getting on the first run of SM. Is that possible only a few days into Stage 1 R2?
I know the AM6 refresher has the SM tie in, but I didn't observe the same thing.
I know the AM6 refresher has the SM tie in, but I didn't observe the same thing.
Frosted
11-19-2016, 05:26 PM
It is definitely possible. I was shocked looking back at my first few days of my first AM6 run and it was already having a noticeable effect on my outer behavior.
11-19-2016, 08:22 PM
I was just looking at IG and this girl who I added from Tinder months ago was at the top of my feed. We didn't match, I just added her cuz she's hot. And I just unfollowed her ass for the same reason. I'm not gonna sit here and creep. We're not acquainted and until we are her pretty face doesn't cut it.
11-19-2016, 10:01 PM
(11-19-2016, 03:23 PM)Dubls Wrote: [ -> ]Went to the mall today and noticed the kind of attention I was getting on the first run of SM. Is that possible only a few days into Stage 1 R2?
I know the AM6 refresher has the SM tie in, but I didn't observe the same thing.
It is possible, the first stages were the most obvious in effect for me.
11-23-2016, 08:57 PM
Penis enlargement is my #1 goal. I wrote out my goal, how I'm going to achieve it, and how I'm going to overcome the challenges that I will face. I read or recite what I wrote several times per day and I execute.
I haven't been goal oriented like this in a long time. I like the direction it adds to my life. The more singular and specific, the better.
The most beneficial thing for me is the overcoming challenges part. Patience is the biggest one, and tied to that is consistency. After that it's perception, because it's easy to get discouraged when your dick looks pathetic the day after you train. So basically I took all the negative self talk that stopped me before and crafted statements that reframe things in a positive and empowering light.
I have a hunch that my stamina will improve with size. That part of the issue may be physiological. You don't really hear about hung guys suffering from PE. But i need to figure out how I'm going to deal with the problem directly.
I haven't been goal oriented like this in a long time. I like the direction it adds to my life. The more singular and specific, the better.
The most beneficial thing for me is the overcoming challenges part. Patience is the biggest one, and tied to that is consistency. After that it's perception, because it's easy to get discouraged when your dick looks pathetic the day after you train. So basically I took all the negative self talk that stopped me before and crafted statements that reframe things in a positive and empowering light.
I have a hunch that my stamina will improve with size. That part of the issue may be physiological. You don't really hear about hung guys suffering from PE. But i need to figure out how I'm going to deal with the problem directly.
11-24-2016, 12:40 AM
Dubls
I read earlier in your journal that your short term goal was 6.5x5.5 so I would imagine you're at least hovering within 1 inch of both of those? If so you've got nothing to worry about in terms of size. I think porn has warped too many guys into thinking you need a 10 incher when the reality is most male porn stars don't even reach 7 inches:
http://pornmeasurements.tumblr.com (NSFW)
Also this interesting correlation:
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/04/23...00248.html
I read earlier in your journal that your short term goal was 6.5x5.5 so I would imagine you're at least hovering within 1 inch of both of those? If so you've got nothing to worry about in terms of size. I think porn has warped too many guys into thinking you need a 10 incher when the reality is most male porn stars don't even reach 7 inches:
http://pornmeasurements.tumblr.com (NSFW)
Also this interesting correlation:
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/04/23...00248.html
11-24-2016, 10:20 AM
(11-24-2016, 12:40 AM)bits Wrote: [ -> ]Dubls
I read earlier in your journal that your short term goal was 6.5x5.5 so I would imagine you're at least hovering within 1 inch of both of those? If so you've got nothing to worry about in terms of size. I think porn has warped too many guys into thinking you need a 10 incher when the reality is most male porn stars don't even reach 7 inches:
http://pornmeasurements.tumblr.com (NSFW)
Also this interesting correlation:
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/04/23...00248.html
Thanks for this. I saw that pornmeasurements website a while ago and you reminded me about it. Good stuff. And the other article is interesting too.
6.5x5.5 is something I would be confident about and something I think the majority of women would enjoy. I need to gain 1.25x0.75 which I consider realistic.
I'd go up a little in length from there and maybe girth, but I might not care to make it my primary focus at that point.
This is one pretty cool: http://www.thevisualiser.net/index.php?rt=home (NSFW)