Subliminal Talk

Fluffy-your probably going through some deep internal cycle healing/resisting/ and changing around these issues-so your worst fears, upsets, and annoyances can be amplified. In fact I never judge a set by what results I get while I run it-but what results I get from in a month or two after.
I think Benjamin is dead on the money-there are things I know how to do that can make everyone look at me when I walk into a place.especially woman..(I'll post about it in my journal maybe), but its all pretty useless without engaging. You could be the sexiest f--king guy in the world and it wouldn't mean shit if your not feeling good and enjoying yourself whatever you choose to do and especially enjoying yourself when engaging woman. Also sometimes if you come across as to 'hot' or 'confident' girls will ignore you or blow you out simply cause they think your arrogant or a dick-I'll post some stuff in my journal that has helped me out alot-check it out if you like.
Also I don't know whats different in SM 3 than back when I did the OG version of SM-but it was the toughest set I ever did until stage 6-tougher than Alpha or anything else. But in the almost two years since I have finished it...If I kiss a woman on the lips-whatever venue it is-we ending up sleeping together. This was not the case before SM.

AlphaScorpio :
dude i was like wtf when i saw that thing . it was like one of those bright yellow cartoonish type of duck but its actually walking and huge ass... i was like uhhhhh.....what?

RainbowAbyss :
Interesting how u mentioned that. i find it harder then Alpha male 5 . cause i remember i was just half assing it and being in my comfort zone most of am5 until i started school i was on stage 5,6 and i enjoyed the results lol.

i was never like this before... not sure how i became so arrogant or "cool" . thing is i dont enjoy drinking that much. when i get more drunk i get sleepy and quiet. the music never really gets me going that much. and then i base on my fun on girls which is dumb i know...

so there was one time i jumped from one venue to another. first venue was a event not a club. i was just socializing and became god mode. then i jump to second venue the same club. and seduce the most natural beauti girl in like 3 minutes like walk in the park. i havnt seen another girl more beautiful then her in the last 2 months.

then i understood the idea of state and having fun. but it was so hard for me that night to pull out of my bubble . it is so weird. its like theres some huge resistant i got with woman. no wonder the woman probly sense it and therefore cannont be on the same level of energy i was in . therefore i sense zero connections with anything...

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Lol finally guys dream changed hahaha
so i didnt masturbate for 4 days now , i knew if i didnt do it that much my brain will give me a naked woman dream lol. so it did rofl.

weird as fuck is ... i cant believe i did this in my dream .
so i was in this scence where i am seeing a fat girl and i were getting some action...
was actually a fat girl . ( i dont understand.. i would never in real life get close to a girl like that , SM3 is such a bitch made me experience that.) so i think i was licking her body or something . i dont think i went in on her. then it flashed to another scene , this girl was complaining to another guy friend of mine , saying how can i do this to them... as in how can i fuck a girl like that but not her.
guess what guys. next thing i know i was in class sitting next to a girl . dude this girl is actually my classmate in real life who was DTF last time. and the teacher was right beside me .
next thing i know the teacher starts touching the girl. and i started doing too. then next thing i remember was she being naked and i said " i like those" . she said i like them too. and i started sucking on her breasts ...
then i woke up... somehow. ... =_=

weird as fuck cause in real life i didnt want to have sex with that girl too when she hinted it...

conclusion . masturbate a lot u get zombie dreams , dont masturbate u get naked woman dreams HAHAHHA

EDIT: felt better overall today. seem to be opened up a bit more now. also seems like ppl are noticing again.
funny thing i was buying textbooks when i paid with credit card she asid insert all the way in..my first thought was like... dam feels like shes telling my dick to insert all the way in ...

lmao fluffy the image of that duck in my mind I can't get it out! hahaha

Stage 3 Day 15

Cannont recall my dream last night , pretty sure i was dreaming about elders scroll online hahah i was playing the beta test the night before. i think i was just killing stuff in the dream too.

Anyways what i notice today going to class. honestly i feel like im back to like beginner mode when i type this stuff out. whatever...

i was walking to class . this girl coming my way just like detours to the side.... and like literally went around me instead of just cross me. They seem to be looking on the ground until that very last moment before passing you they look up. Seen this like a million times lol.

Later in the day i saw a girl i knew in my first year . she didnt even recognize me been like almost 8 month we havnt seen each other. cause we made eye contact she looks back down or away ... i just got closer and said Hey.
Shes like Hey! and hugs me right away on my neck . i was surprised because she never hugged me before and she did it so fuckin fast felt like i was getting headlock
we just chat about stuff. Christmas this and that and about exchange programs. i wasnt interested in her so i didnt do anything. she seem to want me to get her number or something cause i felt like there is some sort of energy going on about it. and i can tell from her BL and words. I didnt go for it cause i didnt want to . so we part ways afterwards.

After this my state seems to be a little more opened up. then i notice girls checking me out more . like old times...

Then i went to starbucks. to get a drink. while waiting this girl next to me. i find her natural beauty very pretty... and we kinda just stood there next to each other waiting for coffee. then one point she turns and looks at me... so i turn to look at her. my gosh i was surprised on her looks . its not like model type magazine hot type look . She was licking her lips ? i think my conscious mind couldnt handle the idea or was confused about it . Cause i dont recall girls licking their lips before we even start talking... so pretty much at that moment she turn, licked her lips and i looked and realized what she looks like from the front , i got a instant chill or rush of energy through my entire body i was like woah... literally like tingly feeling through my entire body.. im pretty energy sensitive so i was consciously aware of it. i wonder if its my body telling me " this girl is very suitable for u " .

if it was like 2 months ago i woulda told her shes cute and got the number and went no where lol. Right now im just ... sorting things out lol i dont even know what im doing now...

Conclusion ... seems like if i open the girls up ... even the ones that were blocking me out , they seem to be pretty welcoming . How is this even possible. even funnier they block u out AFTER they were welcoming during the conversation... its like shifting back and forth ...

EDIT: somehow i feel like sex magnet 3 became a neediness killer 3 . should be also call Develop an Aura of rapist . jokes aside i feel like my focus on woman have drops quite a bit and i am starting to put my focus on different things in life. which i like a lot... i wonder what it will be like in the next 3 stages. Cause some the fuck how ... im feeling happy at this given moment.. VERY PUMP in energy.. while doing my homework lol. Conclusion #2 Ok it was because of the house music that im listening to atm made me so pump.... jez lol. but my gosh...it feels so good .. like lifes good . wtf? WHY does it feel this way O_O .

Quote:Conclusion ... seems like if i open the girls up ... even the ones that were blocking me out , they seem to be pretty welcoming . How is this even possible. even funnier they block u out AFTER they were welcoming during the conversation... its like shifting back and forth ...

It sounds to me like you're seeing that the program is working so well that it's making them want you more than they can handle in a public place, and they may be feeling uncomfortable with that. If you take a woman from 0 to 60 too fast, something happens to stop her from having sex called the "anti-slut defense". Nobody wants to have a bad reputation, so she slams on the brakes and closes off, basically does a 180. You are, in effect, turning them on too fast. They don't know what is happening because they haven't encountered this before, and they're not in a situation where they can act on it, so to preserve their reputation, they choose to shut down and close off.

This will be dealt with in later stages. Don't worry.

awww yahhh Shannon stop flattering me "blush" haha. i jsut realized not one single girl can hold eye contact with me. probly too sexual for them. and i also realized the way they check me out is incredibly subtle . i had to go into hyper tune mode to figure that out...

seriously i was buying dinner... went in talk to the cashier .. my gosh shes like 30 something. first start off felt like the vibe was totally flirty on her side. i just mirrored it ... moments later... i started talking aka engaging in the conversation and then... she literally looks down and didnt respond back to me at all... and vibe was gone and just finish the payment.. i was like what the fuck?? i was like oh well time to go home lol....

and i just notice a truck load of girls checking me out like they are on a spy mission. or in ninja mode

i got a question about something.

so im thinking about running grow taller 5G after sm3.
and also maximum healing speed 4g .

ima run the at different times of course. i was wondering if i run grow taller first for 1 month . would the effect continue for some time after while i change and run maximum healing speed?

if yes.. i can run grow taller for 1 month first to get things start off. then run healing for 3-4 month and come back running grow taller afterward.

did that make sense ? =.=

btw another side question...

Can we feel other persons energy and in-return we feel it as well? for example i see the fear in some girls eyes . and will i feel that fear too???

Grow Taller needs to be run for 6 to 18 months straight, depending on how much growth you want to achieve. You can't skimp on exposure.

........what =_= dam . and i cant even run anything else with it ... errrrr that is a long long time..
is there a grow taller 4G =_= ? then if 5g takes 6-18 month wouldnt the 4g take like 10-20months lol...

While you're on the subject of GT 5g, did you include anything in GT 5g related to confidence like you did with IYPS 4g? Even just a few lines would be great, since it requires a lengthy usage time with no other subliminals.

funny question u know how when u grow taller your penis gets bigger too during that growth period.?

will growing taller from the sub maybe naturally make ur penis bigger too? hahaha

As you've seen in my journal, I'm running Develop an Aura of a Rapist 2 as opposed to 3. Hopefully we both penetrate the Anti Sl.ut defense xD

(01-13-2014, 08:07 PM)DGamer Wrote: [ -> ]As you've seen in my journal, I'm running Develop an Aura of a Rapist 2

That gave me a really good laugh

Dgamer :
Talk about anti slut defense.... jez lol read what happen to me today haha. im hoping stage 4 will fix it.. but i cant say anything about it .. Lets just hope i dont become a walking Aphrodite energy generator and girls go into waterfall mode when into my presence . actually i lied i would love to have that.. while balancing out the anti slut defense..

First ima reply to Shannon's post in Afzalg's journal dont wanna take over it :

Yah i notice it too. i didnt take account that they liked me or its on base on what i typed out the other day, i just typed it out cause i noticed them...

i was thinking exactly the same crossing at ankle means nothing i see it all the time. i find crossing above the knee at the thigh is kinda normal too but is hard to indicate. so as u mentioned taking other signed into account makes thing easier...

Alright check out my story today guys, nothing really interesting but what can u type when girls shield you like you got a dick size of king kong .

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First had the most clear zombie dream ever..took out some ugly mofos with spears and threw them off the elevator hahaha. toss a grenade here and there was funny . and funny thing is i masturbate like once a week. and last night i did... and i end up having zombie dreams WTF? the pass 3-4 days i can remember my dreams.... and last night i did. funny stuff

Heres my Day :

so these days i always feel sexy as fuck... but state is up and down. mostly i control at an up state. So theres apparently a game thing at my school today. i literally went feeling sexy and state was high . so there shouldnt be any problem..

Got there 15 min late... the thing mentioned its 1 hour.
it was over ... i was like .. wtf?

i said to girl X (X girl is the one i made a move months ago but have a bf) , what kinda event is this
I swear to god I saw the most serious face I've seen in my life ... She just like looks right into me
Her : what ? Ur late .
And turns away right away ...
Then I was shocked ...
I literally said it in a flirtatious way and fun while I said what kinda event is this ...

So I left the place ... Cause there is 45 more minutes till class ends

went to walk around campus
saw a girl was in my highschool two years older then me..
said hey. funny she blushed when i was talking to her..
left after.

Saw girl from school. funny shes gets a little shy before getting closer to me... looks up when shes close enough to me . i said hey and smile she already prepared for it . happen same thing as last week.

Went back around 12:40 nothing to do...
walked around school , because i was afraid to sit down at the couch ... with them girls.

i saw this blonde girl... when i walk up the stairs... i looked at her she smiled lightly at me. she looks like a little older... probly in her early 20's but i saw her studying so she must be student here too... so proly 20?
shes got a mature air around her... shes pretty . i have seen her twice before..

later i was like fuck it. ima just go sit at the couch this is boring...
holy shit before i got close i was nervous. i said fuck it... kept walking and when i was there...

Girl Y ( the one i made out with her almost had sex) is on one of the couch . Girl X and girl Z ( Z is some girl i just flirt with here and there lol.. ) on another couch.
so the couches are facing each other. theres a empty seat beside girl Y
i sat down . literally 30 seconds after she stood up and left..
i was thinking wtf? i didnt even say a word or look at u ...

then i just sit there looking at girl Z and X . Z seems like shes gonna freak out .. kept on looking around... lol .she mumbled something i couldnt even hear. i repeated it she mumbled again... i was like wtf? shes was eating her pizza
so i kinda just look at them... and X looked like she starting blushing .. while completely ignoring me ... i was like .... cool lol

no one talks to me... its like im a zombie lol. so i was just kinda entertaining myself just looking at girl Z and girl X talk about stupid shit ... about their pizza =.=... then girl X asks girl Z whos a nice guy around here... girl X was like oh guy Y .
and shes calls out guy Y and asks her to take out the pizza box to recycling ...
i burst out laughing ..
that guy was like why...
girl X said some stupid shit i forgot...
he ends up taking it out .... jez

me: X way to take advantage of ppl like that ( i swear i said it jokingly too so did my vibe WTF)
girl X: well i didnt force him to do it . (was another serious toneish .. )

later ... So they left together... like i was invisible when 1pm hits... they went to class..
im in the same class too =_=

anyways i was typing stuff out on phone. and i looked up ... i saw girl X sneak looking at me .
she saw me looking at her. and tries to pretend shes looking at something my direction .. and ends up making eye contact with me again and she slowly turns back...


then i saw girl to my left and right.. both legs were crossed...
then girl X crossed her legs too...
then .. i think girl X was a little turned on O_O ...
Shes sitting in front of me to my left.

I saw her making her hair into a pony tail and letting it go... like 3 times
next shes swings her hair to the left... so her right neck is all expose to me...
then she turns her torso 90 degrees... so that 90 degrees closer to my direction.. but she cant turn 180 otherwise will be facing me which is backwards...
Then i saw her ... fixing her hair..
then i saw her playing with her hair...
then i saw her take out a bow tie and changed her hair style entirely and put the bow tie on ...
when she changed her hair style i got so.... effected by it my entire.... energy was turned on .. i can feel it vibrating all over my body.. probly sexual energy . that hair style is my favorite on her...i couldnt stop smiling it was overwhelming ...
then it felt like she was touching her neck.. i didnt look quick enough so cant tell exactly . i saw her hand on her neck..
then i saw her gesturing like its temperature hot... cause it look like shes doing something with her shirt..
then i saw put her head down onto the table with each hand in a fist both feeling both of her cheeks .
looked like shes kinda pretending to be hyper...
it did look like she was gonna adjust her bra... but seem like she did , she stopped when she reached into her shirt and her hand kinda just stopped there..

what the fuck?
she has never ever ever done any of these before.... i dont even recall her swinging her hair to the side once for the last 50 times i have sat behind her.. never in my life... i saw anything like that =_= ...maybe im over exaggerating but it didnt look like normal behavior for sure.

later i found myself been radiating such strong energy entire class... i wasnt trying to do it just did... i found myself a little tired... took a minute to bring energy up and felt good again.

and i went up to staple my homework . Girl Y had the staple lol. i walked up to infront of her table she literally just hand me over the staple and touched my hand accidentally and she went full red. lol .
i went back to my seat thinking.... fuck really? u just literally stood up and left after i sat down and u get affected by me this much ? then i laughed at it cause its cute..


Surprised girl beside me actually talked to me first... didnt think any girl in the world would be able to
she was like . do u think the prof will take my homeworkif i told him i forgot to hand in this one.
i was like what?
then she said it more clearly...

anyways class ended...

i walked out...
while walking to my bus
girl X and girl V ( was the literally DTF at me place lol) were walking together..

i was on my earphone... didnt see them coming from behind..
girl V literally grabbed both of my shoulder to scare me...

me: Fuck .
they laughed...
chatted a bit
then ... some the fuck how i just am out of the conversation ... when they talk about which bus to take...
literally its like a blocking war...i wonder how they can switch so fast eh..

they girl V ends up saying shes gonna walk so she said Bye Girl X said bye i waved . girl V smiled at me while i wave...

we are literally at the bus loop when we depart . girl X kept on walking ahead of me
me: is that a new jacket?
she stopped and looked at me .
X: what? looked a litte stun...
me: new jacket?
X: NOOOOO (seriously it was literally like a big ass NOOoo )
me: oh never seen u wore it ..
X: i wore it like last week
me: oh.

we walk for another 1 min in silence.. got to the bus.. stood there..
she like just... goes on her phone looking down...
im thinking ... wow how the fuck many times do i gotta start something before we can even have a conversation ...

me: hows Christmas
X: it was alright... (kinda sounded disappointing or annoyed)
me: got anything u want?
X: eh idk got like XX tickets (forgot wtf it is)
me: oh never heard of them
we got on the bus....
FINALLY conversation , yo guys i got a conversation going . pad on my shoulder , my ass.... lol ... this is hilarious
her: what courses are u taking this term

holy shit then we had a conversation about school courses.... jez
i saw her looking at me when we talk... cause one point when i turn to look at her she was looking right at me.. i just checked her face out again.. or u say enjoy it lol

wow took 4 times to get a conversation going hahahahah. whatttttttttttttttt . theeeeeeeeeeee helllllllllllllllllllllll . W.e ... wasnt hard at all anyways...

really hope stage 4 can balance this out ... its not helping atm..
pretty sure i overcame some fear... but how were they even fears... i dont understand.. i can literally do 100X more with a hot stranger girl .. and go even further..
must be some old personal stuff... hmmm . still havnt approach a random girl in like almost 2 months already.. just didnt feel the urge or need at all not sure why.

A night out . Its impossible to determine if any girl is even noticing my presence its such a high energy environment and so dark is almost impossible to notice.. cant even tell whats going on or girl showing interests

First i went out with my buddies from high school 3 of them. had dinner and chatted at a bar for 2-3 hours. that was good times spend . they give me a ride back at 9:30

pre drank with my roommate and her gf. they are chill and nice people , had fun with them. so we went to this garbage bag all age party at my university..

Check lists
- Im kinda tipsy
- i got high a bit... smoke some joints from my roommate . it was funny i still felt kinda serious and uptight ...
later i just relax a bit ... still i laughed at a lot of thing .
- State , good was dancing and having fun
- Sexiness ... great
- confident , great as usual

so idk what the fuck is the problem.

anyways heres the story.

literally no one is off the dance floor cause theres no bar or anywhere to get drinks. cause its all age. so everyone is just crowded around the dance floor.

miracle i end up going around it to pick up girls . honestly i dont even remember how many i did or wtf ....
im kinda tipsy atm i type this out ... man i cant believe im typing so good...

before approaching i was dancing with my roommates and just having fun ... wasnt too bad actually lol

Girl 1
Made a decision fuck this shit lets go pick up girls. this one happened on dacne floor so did them all i know its not a good place to pick them up but its the fuckin only place
saw this girl who her friends blonde 7
me: hey i think ur sexy as fuck
her: smiles ( i honestly forgot wtf she said... )
so..... wasnt like a no .. or i think she shook her head...
or said no thanks
i really forgot...

so alright god mode is open LOL
so i started walking around

Girl 2
....fuck i dont even remember..
Me: i went up to one and held her waists
she turn quickly and backed off and gesture no

Girl 3 .

saw a set of two.
walked right in put my arms around both of their waists
i put my head in a tiny bit in the middle both of them lean in from the side towards me .
me: you girls are sexy tonite
them: smile ( i think they said thanks cause its fuck loud )
me: lets dance together and im in the middle
the blonde girl i like : no i want to dance with just two sweeties
me: ahahahah so shes a sweetie (point at her friend ) and im the other sweetie.
her: she smiles . and said no its me and her ( i was thinking no fuckin shit im kidding around )
me: alright ( so i left)

Girl 4 - i couldnt read and understand her....

saw a cute girl in pink duct tape LOL
i walked up put my hand on her waist.
me: hey i think ur sexy and we should dance together. or we should be dancing...
her: im leaving and going home.
me: oh
her: but go kill it.
me: what?
her: go kill it ..(as in go dance on the dance floor to kill it
me: oh
then we started talkign about her going home.
me: i said something alone the lines of me coming alone with them.
me: alright ill come with u guy
her: something about her waiting for friend.
she didnt say No to me coming thouhg.... just didnt say yes either...
then i said come to my place to drink.
she said something like no we're going home.
then i think i said ..i think this is when i said ill come with u guys =_=
then ... randomly they walked away when i looked away for a second... i think she went ot find her friend.
cause i did kinda she her afterwards at the door exit...

confused as fuck...


Girl 5

i think its just another one i got rejected ...from the get go...

Conclusion
but i mean all these i went in right away ... no hesitation . i wasnt like shy or nervous or bad state.. or w.e the fuck it is..
These girls were mostly all first years so 18 y/o . seems like most of them came with a guy..
So really not sure what extra i could of doen this night... i didnt make any mistakes or anything at all. they seem to just said no ... is there something i could of done differently?

it was a high energy environment and just everyone dancing . and dark lighting .
fuck ima go shower and sleep =_=