Subliminal Talk

Random beautiful woman on the street, I usually ignore. If I'm going to try to talk to her, I'll usually come up with something in the moment without thinking about it. If I have to think about it, I might do something like asking if she remembers me, and then tease her for it when she doesn't. Assume we have already met, and then admit I can't remember her name, and let her tease me for that, and away we go. Doesn't always work, but it can be fun regardless. But when it does work, it works because you are jumping right into actions, speech and attitudes that would be the result of pre-existing familiarity, which scrambles her for a bit, and in many cases, makes her feel like she should relax because she already knows you (apparently).

It can get hairy if she starts asking where she knows you from and you don't have an answer, or your answer shows that you don't know her after all, but then you can just transition into, "Well you remind me of a good friend of mine, and you even have her ___" and then lead the conversation into something else as if you still already know her because you're already friends/acquaintances/whatever.

But it's usually better to just play off the moment and that works best when you're in the right state of mind and emotion.

Usually i just walk around on my way to class or whereever im going.
since im on campus there lots and lots of young girls walking around to classes .
A lot less now its probly cause its freezing cold now as well as finals starting to come..
and my goodness its hard to see how they look like now cause of big ass winter coats and hats and scarfs lol.

anyways

usually i go about my ways. then i walk past a cute girl i like.
or when i go library ... or w.e im going

i usually just say hey i just saw u and i think ur cute wanted to say hello.
then we go about our conversation then i get the number at the end..

thing is most of the time my conversations are short...and pretty much surface fluff talk..
im currently working on ... just having longer conversation other then having a flight response and take her number and leave.

i pretty much got my opening down long time ago.... stupid how its been so long and im still only a little better at the other stuff...
although i did see myself in god mode/in the zone once . i pretty much said similar things but my goodness i was in such good state and such strong attitude i had..

other then that.
i had 3 girl over for group project.
1 left...
then 2 stay...chatted
they did talk about their own relationships and their bfs'
the a little bit on gays and lesbian. and sex related stuff
then another girl left..

this girl that stayed i already know she kinda likes me, but im only OK with her....
99.9% sure she wanted me to escalate something lol

anyways other then that i went out to that place i mentioned yesterday.
got there..
was packed...
got my free shot from the bartender...
walked around once
then i left lol .
didnt feel anything ..
people were just in their own groups...
i just decided meh this is too tiring so i came home

EDIT:
one thing i just realized...
i think OGSF. made me not feel shameful about getting an escort ....
cause i was asking myself...why do i not feel like a douchebag having this thought?
although on that first day i had this thought there was a huge emotional mix of stuff in the chest...
of course... i havnt gotten one .

other then that probly gonna stop going out for a month.... gotta study and its way to dam cold outside lol....
gonna just do some self reflections and do some thinking

im also trying to work on building an social circle..
seems like its not working that well....
overall technically u can say i only met that bartender..who knows me now ...

other then that...all the other people was girls from cold approaches that who knows where they are now....

obviously i know most people from my school.... but im talking about like outside of it.

i still think i feel quite needy even though i dont feel it on the surface and its hard to know whats going on..
i think sometimes i actually do feel it on the surface.
still working on this .....too

EDIT2:
one more thing im not quite sure
why i dont feel like jerking off at all ...today
i mean i havnt masturbate for like 3-4 days already. should be horny as fuck and get off fast... but im not feeling it... weird
obviously im getting a boner fast and all but im not excited....
wait...maybe i am excited but SOMEHOW i dont feel like it use to feel like =o=
my conclusion is that.... i think my body thinks if dam boring to do it... and it just feels fuckin boring.... so even when its turned on.. it doesnt feel like getting off...
i think my body just wants to feel the real thing right now.... therefore porn is not doing it at the moment... so i dont get excited much..

Stage 1 Day 30

Hmmm sometimes about it that i have similar thought with other SM3 runners .
i wanna quite this and run am6 when it comes out...
reason is that i feel not as rock solid as before...
feeling very wishy washy these days.
Maybe its just my head playing games...
because i dont see anyone mistreating me or try to step on me at all.


3-4 nights ago,
2 nights in a row.
i woke up few times.... feeling crazy intensely angry and feel back to sleep woke up later...again feeling same thing then repeats like 3 times lol
funny thing the same night...i had vivid dreams having fun with a porn star haha. Oh i and few of these ... of course only one was a porn star but i remember pleasuring some woman, but i never put my dick in any of them... that kinda shows something about my subconscious . we would do everything like make out , strip , sucking breast.... then i never end up putting my dick inside any girl.
Another night i woke up having a nightmare dream , woke up with some fear, then just ignored it fell back to sleep ...

Thing is i dont feel as strong... of a presence anymore.... (sometimes i do, sometimes i dont. these pass couple days i feel pretty netural i think its cause i have zero girls to look forward to even seeing , i tend to need one girl i like regardless of she likes me or not it makes me feel more alive aka depress sometimes .... aka emotional roller coaster ... )
( i mean theres a girl or two that has obvious interests in me but they arent my type. ) (today i feel very out of balance with myself like i didnt even care whats going on anywhere around me... or girls .. or whatever . interesting enough . i asked cashier one question she goes on by answers me with like shit load of information and then calls herself cheap.. and laughs about it....)
Feels like the AM5 effects have ware off a bit
But the thing is people still treat me pretty good guys and girls.
But also i do see a lot more people try to test me out as well compare to while i was running AM5.
sometimes some random ass dude just tries to gaze into me or stare at me. They use to dont do that when i run AM5. Then when i notice it , i would look at them , they would always look away afterwards.
Sometimes... few retards would hold the gaze then turn their bodies and keep looking at me.
i would stop and turn and look at them funny thing is they just keep walking away...
This didnt happen during AM5. most people dont return my gaze during am5. probly like 1% did
now i say like 5%? fuck knows...

Anyways.... not sure if i should stick to this one
or Run am6 then back to this one.
my current thoughts are . finish sm3 to become more sexual then run am6. while i run am6 i will have foundations of sm3, then after i finish am6 go back and refresh sm3 or run the entire thing i think by that time effects should be pretty good . but thats too far to consider. so im looking forward to see what other users will be going through in stage 3 as im moving forward to stage 2.

Shannon u did say im getting pretty good results for stage 1 , maybe its just cause there so much subtle changes....that im feeling unbalance ????

I would stick through it man, it seems like it's definitely affecting you due to the those dreams and waking up with emotions like that, working on something deep for sure. As for you wanting to quit, that's probably resistance...so again I'd say you're best option is to keep going, Shannon has said that the auras and other fun stuff doesn't even develop fully until like stage 3+ properly so theres fun down the road, no point giving up in stage 1 when its mainly a beginning/introduction stage! It seems like Alignment is also feeling like giving up but he's identified that theres alot of resistance...tbh I think it's good when there's resistance because it means that there is something being worked on... The thing I hate the most is when there doesn't feel like anything happening.

I'm real interested to see where you go, keep going man!

Do not stop in the middle. You're in Stage 1 for goodness sake. How are you gonna know what the program does if you give up in Stage 1? Finish what you start. Then run AM6.

Stage 2 Day 6

Seems to me , Stage two making me hyper tuned towards my surroundings ...

made me notice woman of lower scales showing interests .

also females in school seems to wanna open a conversation with me

one girl i never talk to . i was just walking in the hallway

she comes out of the bathroom. and just says " that was a good debate"
we just had a debate in class...
i was like yah.

kept on walking...

other then that... there few other things im just not gonna mention its not big deal

im guessing the hyper tune is for u to get rid of the scaling issue .

also seems to me a lot more woman seems to be looking at me ...

that i tend to ignore ... a lot now .

i use to look around whereever im walking and search for hot woman.

now i only look ahead where im going. and sometimes from far i can notice woman already that i ignore as i pass....
sometimes i look and check them out if i like it... and gaze entire time... or move up and down the body..

most of these are already what i did.

it just the hyper tune is even more hypered.. plus the girl that opened me i was a little surpriesd
other then that just been studying these days finishing up papers. no approaching for the last 10 days . dont really feel like it ...

Stage 2 Day 15

hmmm not much new going on other then the previous effects i have mentioned.

Im trying to dig deeper and think what changed...

well first of all its finals seasons and im mostly focused on school and recently i got stupid ass bed bugs in my place. its making me really tired...

other then that im quite not focused on girls...

Couple things i do notice like i mentioned before. is that one im more tuned to seeing what other girls are doing. most of the time now i just look at girls in a way like im just trying to find something funny about them or just trying to figure them out. i sometimes just sit there and watch two girls talk and i crack a smirk once here and there. then sometimes i just make a comment about something ..

I already did have many girls showing interests..
after running sm3 . hmmm i say its a bit more obvious now .

i dont even know .... its very hard to say. but it does feel like deep down there is changes but i just cant figure out what they all are besides from the things i have already mentioned .

most of stage two i have been home. like i mentioned above . and have been doing school stuff.
the things i mentioned i notice is when i go to school and walk around campus.

Whats with the other users running stage 3? you guys arent reporting anything ... ?

ah i did notice one girl . who ive just "know her" and we talk here and there. i already know shes kinda interested in me already.
she seems to find ways to touch me .
once on bus she laid on my shoulder
when i said " ima sleep" and she said ok and she laid on my shoulder . that was in stage one...

but i mean these are just normal everyday stuff... its common stuff i except from them.
other then that. i am not sure whats gonna happen in other stages.

ill post back when i notice some new effects.

EDIT:

Ah forgot to mention the comfortableness around woman...
i swear this sm3 is so subtle that i have to think quite deep to figure out whats the effects.
i find myself to be a little above average in energy sensitiveness compare to other people so i usually can sense some stuff and read people moods/vibes to a certain extent.
so i do notice very subtly how girls are a tiny bit different around me . but its VERY hard to say....
they seem to dont mind being around me.. as in they are more comfortble around me ... but also not like totally comfortable .
its probly the auras...
i on the other hand usually just dont have things to say to them so i just enjoy myself just kinda BEING there.... and they dont mind it either...

hmmm we will see... as i might venture out a bit .. when its warmer outside... which is in two month hahahaha
meh. idk maybe ill go out January my goodness its like freezing then .
oh well at least for now ima rest for 2 weeks on during Christmas break.

EDIT2:

oh yah i gotta say.. my fuckable scale have widen...
my goodness now i find girls i use to think "No" , after running sm3 , for 1.5 month , now i find them a little sexy. specially the tight ass .
and while im walking on campus i see random girls that i probly wont consider while running am5. i notice i would always somehow find something sexy or hot about the girls these days =_= . which is probly what Shannon intend to do...cause this will i bet sooner or later... create a abundance for me .

Stage 2 Day 18

Ok seriously im starting to like zone into all the girls that comes into my proximity and i feel sexual towards every single each and one of them. i would enjoy their ass or hair. or face or their body figure. or their energy....

somehow... its starting to drive me nuts.

ok there other things going on thats stressing me out crazy
like finals and i just kinda lost nearly 6000$ .
need to think of a way to get that in 4 months and dont have time to get a full time job. =_=

and i think the sub is bringing some deep stuff up too
with these 3 combine im like stressed the hell out .
feeling really intense in chests.

and the desire to put my dick in something sky rocked ... but it doesnt seem like it did because it killed the neediness.

its like im looking at a girl and i feel all sexual about it but i dont feel the need towards it...
but when u have days like this times that by the last 15 days. it builds up. so now its like ARG I need to feel one ...

Ok. other then that.... ahem currently working on getting the money ...

oh... didnt mention this before... but i had one girl DTF in every way at my place alone...
was like during stage 1 i think .
the thing is she has interest pre-sm3 . but i think the interests just grew and the time was right for it.
reason i didnt do it... i already knew she was pulling something off lol.... already knew weeks ago she would be DTF... shes alright .

guses what guys fucked up thing is. right now i nail the shit out of her. =O= . funny eh?
the past week i realized every girls just automatically became sexier ... and i can find nice features about them thats a postie reaction.

other then that i think ima go shot myself and go to bed....for now

Always interested to read your results as you are one of the few people posting on the forum about this sub. Good job on keeping your commitment to the sub man. How you're describing that energy sounds awesome. I'm sure you're going to find a way to make that money back. who knows maybe you'll attract a woman with great financial means haha. That's an awesome mindstate to be in; ready to pick up a girl based on your desire but not needing it either. You could also find a female student stressed out with exams and needs a release like you lol just something to think about. Man sounds like you're taking in the sub really well, more time being exposed to it can help too. Funny aha maybe you should give that girl pre-sm3 a call now that you thought of it. Yeah after I know I can get a girl in bed I get more interest from other ones i'm attracted to seduce. Yeah I applaud you're positive reaction about noticing girls becoming more sexier. Appreciation for women and being grateful for what you have will definitely improve your results in that area. Looking forward to read the rest of your results FB.

Thanks

Fonzy

im pretty sure the aura of masculinity is working.
it didnt just create an aura it almost build on my previous alphaness...
its like sm3 is enhancing alpha qualities too . pretty good tool for growing .

i wanna use Emotional Pain Relief & Healing Aid . as i have pretty bad back pain but cant for now, also i have some ligaments and tendons pain. i had teared them when i was younger..

Fonzy , yah thanks . seems to me stage 1,2 has lots of foundations .
in total . i have 2 girls for sure , that would of bed with me , pre sm3.
after sm3 .. i had an extra one .
these are the 100%'s .
the other girls i am not quite sure.

one thing is that i have my mindsets packed down pretty down well.
its been the thing i have been working on past two years before am5 and sm3.

and touching was already starting to become natural to me ...
sm3 seem to make me hyper tune to see more opportunity to touch or take forward...
currently pretty dam low right now , so much things on the plate atm .

Emotional pain relief and healing aid is for emotional healing... not physical healing.

I'm enjoying reading about your journey.

oh. yah i read it wrong that night it was like 2am.
i guess the only physical healing is the 3G maximum healing speed?
i wanted to run it with sm3 . but i would overload myself so i cant for the next 4 month...

btw are u going to upgrade the maximum healing to 4g or 5G or add in some other content that promotes physical healing or help like more chronic injuries to heal faster... etc?
cause thats the only one on physical health..

Maximum Healing Speed is going to be upgraded, yes.

Okok sounds good..

man after SM3. ima run overcoming procrastination + maximum healing + maximum learning speed for 2 month then go to AM6. thats the plan for now

funny thing is i kept on wanting to quite SM3 and start running these 3 right now .
during AM5 i never had the thought of quiting , but i was also less informed about the other subs and i was just playing AM5 for fun. but i still finished it and used it as instructed . i only started to get more serious around stage 5-6 , 10h+ .

anyways being at home for Christmas , not much to write about other then getting that feeling to just quit sm3 and run above 3.

funny thing i tried overcoming procrastination for 2h one day then ran 10h+ sm3, for hte rest of the day and the follow day i had a light headache ...

i was like da hell.... dat guy must be serious when he said not to run another program with it ...
but i probly woulda gotten use to it , if i kept on running it ... then i thought about sm3 being less effective if i do more programs... then im like meh ill just stick to one i guess...

oh well stage 3 in like 5-6 days... back to school in like 2 weeks