chaosvrgn's REAL results ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (A DMSI v3.1 Exploration)

[apollolux]

Who are you going for? Mayweather or McGregor?

Mayweather, but I'm putting money on McGregor because the odds are going to be crazy against him. XD

...fckin DMSI?

[risingwarrior]

Got five numbers from Tinder in the past 3-4 days. Feel very unmotivated in pursuing them, however. Not sure if it's resistance or if I'm just not that attracted to them. Either way, had a huge realization this morning.

I haven't been posting nearly as much on the forum. Not because I've "outgrown" the community or some other nonsense. I was thinking that I didn't have anything new to present, so I just didn't. Then it dawned on me -- there's never been a time in my life when I was juggling five different women. This problem that I have right now -- so many choices that I'm starting to shut down? That's a new phenomenon. And the other things that happen on a day-to-day basis now -- women constantly smiling at me and acting giddy when I come around. Touching their lips when I speak to them. Sneaking glances at them when they think I can't see. All new phenomenons. However... they seem so natural that I didn't bother to post. It didn't hit me until this morning just how much I've changed from when I started the DMSI journey. Hell, how much I've changed since I started v3.1.

It feels like v3.1 is finally picking up momentum, especially with me blasting my subconscious with 4-7 loops of v3.1a each night. It's BRUTAL on my emotions and psyche, but it's causing so much DEEP identity level change that I'm willing to endure it.

In regards to attraction, I've been following RTBoss's model -- stop fighting the subconscious. There are times when I've said things to women that I thought was "beta," only to see their attraction skyrocket later. I don't know if it's the vulnerability, the boldness in opening up without fear of being hurt or what -- but it's been working. To me, this is proof of the "subconscious knowing things" programming, because it's stuff I'd NEVER say consciously. Now, I'm not professing my love or anything like that, but just... letting my usually high guard down. I went to dinner with the chick from the Muay Thai gym. She was one of the people I opened up to a little bit. First, she complimented me on my manners (which normally, I straight up ignored, but the sub was urging me to show that I at least had them). After our conversation, I caught her looking at me with those weird, "I'm falling for you" glazed eyes and awestruck grin and she told me that I was her "loveable jerk." I'm assuming the sub is adjusting my behavior to show just enough "alpha" and "beta" qualities for her to soften her guard and believe that I'm high status, but attainable.

Interesting.

Yesterday, my manager told me that I was doing absolutely amazing -- so well that she didn't even want to do a 90-day review. No need. Said she appreciated how I hit the ground running from day one and my insights are shaping how the company thinks. There's the ultra success kicking in, among other things. I actually thought my performance was so-so, but I guess that's just me being hard on myself.

Gonna keep running these high loops for at least 2 more weeks. Then onward to MLS. I want to get the clearing surrounding cognitive ability from that one.

Amazing results, man! Keep going

How many weeks into DMSI have you been, btw?

[chaosvrgn]

Like... two months, I think. There's some new developments, but I'm holding back until everything comes to fruition. Long story short, the clearing has broken through and I'm finally manifesting sexual partners.

More details soon.

[ichigo]

Who are you going for? Mayweather or McGregor?

Mayweather, but I'm putting money on McGregor because the odds are going to be crazy against him. XD

Really? Do you think McGregor has a chance in hell?

I'm a boxing guy and don't watch MMA but I wouldn't have thought McGregor had any chance?

How is your boxing training going by the way? There's a good channel on YT of a guy who breaks down fighters techniques, it can be good to learn from, thought you might be interested - https://www.youtube.com/user/LeeWylie1

[Benjamin]

Nah he doesn't.. but he's already 'won' so to speak by being a shit talker and pretending that he has a chance because of the payout he will receive.

[blackwing Z]

Who the Fook is floyd?!

[chaosvrgn]

Who are you going for? Mayweather or McGregor?

Mayweather, but I'm putting money on McGregor because the odds are going to be crazy against him. XD

Really? Do you think McGregor has a chance in hell?

I'm a boxing guy and don't watch MMA but I wouldn't have thought McGregor had any chance?

How is your boxing training going by the way? There's a good channel on YT of a guy who breaks down fighters techniques, it can be good to learn from, thought you might be interested - https://www.youtube.com/user/LeeWylie1

Nah, he doesn't stand a chance. But, he has a hard left hand and Floyd has always had a problem fighting southpaws. Since I do train pretty heavily in Thai Boxing, I know that getting hit with a left hook is potentially a death sentence. It'll only take one lucky shot to knock Floyd out... which probably won't happen. BUT IF IT DOES, I'll be a rich man because the odds are so against Conor that the payouts will be huge. XD

It's just a money thang, man. A money thang.

But, I no longer box. Muay Thai now. Although, I get yelled at a lot because I fight more like Dutch / American kickboxing bc Thai Fighters have shitty footwork and leave their bodies open to side kicks and body shots like you wouldn't believe and I exploit the shit out of that.

[blackwing Z]

Would u recommend focusing on bjj or throwing in some kickboxing/may Thai too. I'm like beginner almost

[chaosvrgn]

Would u recommend focusing on bjj or throwing in some kickboxing/may Thai too. I'm like beginner almost

Originally, I was doing BJJ AND Muay Thai. What I realized was that I wasn't getting better at both. I don't like the BJJ instructor, plus the class is at 7a (meaning I had to get up at damn near 5:30a to make it on time), so I quit BJJ and focused all my energy into Thai Boxing.

In a matter of months, I've gotten soooo much better in Thai because I'm focusing everything on that. Given, I have a lot of kickboxing experience, but still. I'd say get a REALLY good base in either grappling or stand-up striking.

[Catman]

UD to Mayweather I feel. Will land with ease all night long, will close the gap when needed, will create space when needed, amazing ring generalship from him almost always.

I hope he isn't noticeably past it, I worry when pro athletes get up there in years and take absences from the sport and then think "I have another left in me". It often disappoints and makes us wish he didn't go back. Only danger to Floyd I feel is if he believes the skill gap is so vast he can take liberties and half asses the training and/or gets caught during the fight due to thinking he's so above Conor, a la Douglas/Tyson. Once in awhile, I still watch that fight. Amazing upset...

I'm a MMA fan, Conor fan, and a big Floyd fan, it's sad he gets so much crap from people. His demeanor is to self promote, which boxing relies on a lot, those kinds of antics etc. it's just part of the business. It's a shame he gets so much flack from people, he's really special. Conor is entering Floyd's domain, it's clear it's a crossover fight to generate interest in the sport of MMA etc. not a true boxing match. I believe it'll be a big financial success though, both initially and possibly over time for the UFC probably.

Many people will love to see Floyd perform once more, I know I'm excited for it. I thought it'd never happen again after Berto.

[chaosvrgn]

Manifestations are out of control. There are literally too many women across Tinder, OkCupid and POF to deal with and it's causing me to fall into a pattern of avoidance. I'm mean, since this morning, I've received ELEVEN f*cking messages and a bunch of women "liking" me or adding me as a favorite. I don't have the time to sit down and even vet which ones to talk to.

... I wonder if this is what women feel like? lol.

Anyway, I also keep getting these annoying ass flakers, who will agree to a date, even set a time and place but then refuse to confirm or give me their number when I ask. They just ghost. I want to believe in the goodness of humanity and assume that this is affected-side resistance. However... it's most likely just b*tches being b*tches know'misayin'?

v3.1b is DEFINITELY more potent than v3.1a if you get to the point of execution. I'm getting very little resistance from running v3.1b. I mean, it's there in the form of random bouts of anger, but no headaches or exhaustion or wanting to stay in bed all day like it used to. Getting weird looks from women. Some extremely shit testy, b*tchy behavior. Could be a number of issues -- one, I always seem to get this when I'm "shifting" from one level to another on DMSI. Most like a congruence issue, or the fact that I jumped in value seemingly overnight. It settles in about a week or so. Two, celeb vibe is on point and people are testing it. A lot of people don't think celebrities get shit tested, but I've seen that shit go down when I was living out in LA. Celeb would go to a restaurant and some idiot chick would fling shit at him, only for the celeb to roll his eyes and walk away and the chick say something stupid. It happens.

Anyway, staying on v3.1b until probably Sunday before getting some more sweet sweet clearing.

[SargeMaximus]

Anyway, I also keep getting these annoying ass flakers, who will agree to a date, even set a time and place but then refuse to confirm or give me their number when I ask. They just ghost. I want to believe in the goodness of humanity and assume that this is affected-side resistance. However... it's most likely just b*tches being b*tches know'misayin'?

This made me lol. Word. (Is "word" still a thing?)

A lot of people don't think celebrities get shit tested, but I've seen that shit go down when I was living out in LA. Celeb would go to a restaurant and some idiot chick would fling shit at him, only for the celeb to roll his eyes and walk away and the chick say something stupid. It happens.

I was wondering that the other day. That's crazy. I guess it's good to know tho because now I can relax about it in a weird way.

[chaosvrgn]

Just set up a date for Saturday. Potential date tomorrow night. "Confirmed" date (see my last posting) for Saturday. "Confirmed" date for Tuesday.

Saturday: 6/10 -- Face kinda ugly, but got a slim body with a fat ass.
Tuesday: 6/10 -- Thick in all the right places, soft face, polite, maybe a bit TOO big but I can still work with it. Definitely wanna f*ck every hole on her body.

The Saturday date is most certainly a sexual manifestation. Her profile clearly says she's not looking for dating or anything serious -- this is a euphemism for, "let's meet up and do something fun and if you don't f*ck up, we're f*cking."

She tried to throw this ridiculous sh*t test at me last night. She asked me a question about my "fighter's diet." I asked if she was going to cook for me. She said she'd cook for me if I washed the dishes. I told her, "sure, I'll load the dishes in the dishwasher." She said she didn't use the dishwasher and wasn't going to "allow me to use it either." I told her that we'd cook at my place then, where we embrace the usage of modern technology.

Don't tell me wtf I'm "allowed' to do. Anyway, she became super receptive to messages and now we're SUPPOSED to go out on Saturday. I don't put anything past women anymore. I don't expect any of these dates to go down, that's why I'm scheduling alternative activities for if they don't happen. XD

EDIT: If the dates go down, will then post pix. Gonna try to achieve design goal and record it. I really wanna be the first person to record that shit. FOR SCIENCE!

EDIT EDIT: The date? My favorite -- I invite them to the park under the pretense that I'm going to teach her basic boxing skills. Tell them that I already have gloves and gear, they just need to show up in something comfy (re: form fitting yoga pants or tiny ass booty shorts). It's the perfect date because I can put my hands all over her and when she's sweaty, invite her back to my house for a shower and to watch a movie on the projector and THEN WE F*CKIN' DMSI!!!!

[chaosvrgn]

Okay...

So, potential date tomorrow night -- Friday, the thick Muay Thai chick -- claims she's still down. Saturday says she's down too, but I get this feeling that she's gonna flake. Tuesday is out of town for the weekend, but she confirmed that she was down. That being said, I've been getting crazy manifestations all day. Just literally NON-STOP. Someone liking me, someone favoriting me -- I wouldn't even know how to show you all the sh*t I've gotten today. But, I guess I can show a few random pics of women who hit me up AND initiated. Please don't repost, pics expire in 7 days, don't give a flying f*ck if you're not into black women -- that's who I'm targeting:

#1


#2


#3


#4


#4 is JUST my type. I need more healing because as soon as I got the message from her, I began to feel pangs of anxiety and now I'm writing this post instead of messaging her back. Oh, and for the bullsh*t naysayers who thinks she didn't initiate:

#4 Initiating:


She's mentioning her martial arts history because my Tinder is covered in Muay Thai and fighting shit. XD

Anyway, I've closed a bunch of connections and deleted a bunch of messages from uggos and even pretty chicks I'm just not interested in. Down to about... 10, which I'll either respond to or remove tonight.

Cheers, gents. The age of DMSI is upon us! I'm listening to a song on Spotify that fits how I feel right now PERFECTLY. It's "Sea of Voices" by Porter Robinson:

We'll see creation come undone
These bones that bound us will be gone
We'll stir our spirits 'till we're one
Then soft as shadows we'll become

https://genius.com/Porter-robinson-sea-of-voices-lyrics

EDIT: ROFLMAO! Literally as I was writing this damn post, I get a notification of a "Like" from OKCupid, and ANOTHER POF chick messaged me! Shannon, what did you put in this damn thing: