chaosvrgn's REAL results ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (A DMSI v3.1 Exploration)

[chaosvrgn]

Unbelievable. Got a sore throat and I had to switch to MIR -- AGAIN. It's frustrating because DMSI is clearly gaining some INSANE, INSANE momentum. I mean, INSANE. There's a DEEP, DEEP identity level transformation going on, and I'm not sure if any of my past colleagues (outside of a few, you know who you are) will survive. I've been cutting people out left and right, including a friend of 15 years, who has continually made little disrespectful cuts over the course of our entire friendship. Cut him out, with little fanfare. He may not even realize he's cut yet, or perhaps he does and he's "cutting" me first. The fact remains that we haven't spoken in about 2 weeks. No arguments, no discussion... I just stopped contacting him when we usually talk at least once a day.

Manifestations are out of this world. In the last two weeks, I've acquired 38 Tinder matches. I am using the same "optimized" profile that I've used since DMSI 2.5. NO CHANGES. Something cleared about 2 weeks ago and shit has just felt different.

8 of them initiated with me, including this cute little blonde this morning. Some are uggos, some are medium, no 8+ yet -- but still. It's building. The more I use the sub, the better my results. And that's why I'm pissed that this random ass sore throat came out of nowhere and derailed my usage again.

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What pisses me off is how women don't know how to f*cking flirt and expect us to do EVERYTHING. Chicks are always throwing "don't just say hi" on their profile, but look at what they send: "Good morning." "HRU."

Whatevs.

EDIT: In b4 eternity or apollolux clowns me for having a low charge on my battery XD

[Dzemoo]

I wouldnt switch while getting so much manifestation usw meds or Vitamin c but dont throw this awas for a sore throat lol

I cut my friends out constantly i noticed they are leeching from my life energy there are no friends really its all temporarly at the end u only have yourself

[eternity]

Not clowning you but that's just more proof it's not a fake pic Cuz your phone is always dying XD

[Shawn]

What pisses me off is how women don't know how to f*cking flirt and expect us to do EVERYTHING. Chicks are always throwing "don't just say hi" on their profile, but look at what they send: "Good morning." "HRU."

I also noticed this and I also get only "hi", "hello" or a smiley. I mean, I don't mind but it is funny how they cannot fulfill their own expectations.

[Choice]

Manifestations are out of this world. In the last two weeks, I've acquired 38 Tinder matches. I am using the same "optimized" profile that I've used since DMSI 2.5. NO CHANGES. Something cleared about 2 weeks ago and shit has just felt different.

How come we get more matches when we're more cleared, if the profile and pictures are still the same? Clearing makes more sense if they see us in real life...

[eternity]

What pisses me off is how women don't know how to f*cking flirt and expect us to do EVERYTHING. Chicks are always throwing "don't just say hi" on their profile, but look at what they send: "Good morning." "HRU."

I also noticed this and I also get only "hi", "hello" or a smiley. I mean, I don't mind but it is funny how they cannot fulfill their own expectations.

society doesn't expect this from women. that's the paradigm we're up against here....



but i had a 8/10 persian girl open me in an awesome way. granted we knew OF each other for 2 weeks by this point.

a group of 4 of us are talking in the parking lot about an event we're putting together. persian girl slides up next to me all weasel like and says "hey, you're indian right? "

me: yeah i'm indian! are you persian?

her: yeah i'm persian. sooooo i'm needing some curry in my life. you gotta show me a good indian restaurant around houston, i need some curry!!!

I was actually thoroughly impressed by her opening, and she flat out asked me out XD

so yeah some girls CAN open, given the right circumstances and given their desire for a male is strong enough

[apollolux]

Not clowning you but that's just more proof it's not a fake pic Cuz your phone is always dying XD

Truth, but dat lo batry tho

[Shannon]

Manifestations are out of this world. In the last two weeks, I've acquired 38 Tinder matches. I am using the same "optimized" profile that I've used since DMSI 2.5. NO CHANGES. Something cleared about 2 weeks ago and shit has just felt different.

How come we get more matches when we're more cleared, if the profile and pictures are still the same? Clearing makes more sense if they see us in real life...

There's a lot more going on than you realize, even at a "distance". We are all connected, always. Just not consciously aware of it. Plus, there is the manifestation aspect as well. Clearing makes you free to execute instead of hide under the covers and pretend that imaginary ghost isn't going to get you if you lay down in bed normally at night.

[Benjamin]

Yes it's funny how all girls messages are "Hi" "How are you?". Even on POF girls have a button that guys don't where it sends an automated message "Hey there" or something. I found it strange that a few girls sent that and I searched and it turns out it's a button they have so they don't have to think of anything.

I don't mind too much.. thats by far the least retarded thing POF has done, like due to the stupid age limit shit on messaging i've kept my age on there at 27 so I can message the ones I want.

[Shawn]

Yes it's funny how all girls messages are "Hi" "How are you?". Even on POF girls have a button that guys don't where it sends an automated message "Hey there" or something. I found it strange that a few girls sent that and I searched and it turns out it's a button they have so they don't have to think of anything.

I don't mind too much.. thats by far the least retarded thing POF has done, like due to the stupid age limit shit on messaging i've kept my age on there at 27 so I can message the ones I want.

Hahaha, I didn't know about the button, gave me a laugh.

[chaosvrgn]

Didn't know about the button, but that makes sense. I kept getting that shit on POF too. I'd get get a "Hi," then when I started responding, they'd never really chat and I'd wonder wtf they messaged me for.

Anyway -- switched to MIR to get rid of that sore throat. F*ck you, subconscious, if that was an attempt to derail me. Forgot that I had other tools, hunh? Ran 7 loops last night to get myself back on track. Get this:

Ran MIR for a few days, lost ALL manifestations. Women on Tinder wouldn't even respond. Ran 7 loops? Manifestations are back. Getting matches again and the women that didn't respond are now hitting me up. This isn't coincidence or placebo. You don't go from non-results / non-contact to suddenly everyone's messaging and matching again. Crazy sh*t.

Again, deep identity level change going on here. Can't quite put my finger on it, but there's ever present anxiety about who I'm becoming -- it's almost like... I'm afraid of myself. Anyone else feeling this sh*t?

[RTBoss]

Didn't know about the button, but that makes sense. I kept getting that shit on POF too. I'd get get a "Hi," then when I started responding, they'd never really chat and I'd wonder wtf they messaged me for.

Anyway -- switched to MIR to get rid of that sore throat. F*ck you, subconscious, if that was an attempt to derail me. Forgot that I had other tools, hunh? Ran 7 loops last night to get myself back on track. Get this:

Ran MIR for a few days, lost ALL manifestations. Women on Tinder wouldn't even respond. Ran 7 loops? Manifestations are back. Getting matches again and the women that didn't respond are now hitting me up. This isn't coincidence or placebo. You don't go from non-results / non-contact to suddenly everyone's messaging and matching again. Crazy sh*t.

Again, deep identity level change going on here. Can't quite put my finger on it, but there's ever present anxiety about who I'm becoming -- it's almost like... I'm afraid of myself. Anyone else feeling this sh*t?

Lol, yes. And I've said the same to myself. I think what's helping me, though, is that the more my subconscious resists and tries to pull stunts, the more conscious resolve I get. My subconscious can't argue with that. The more it wants me to do something else, the more I resolve not to - no matter what. I'm going to win. That kinda resolve has been dissolving resistance issues fast.

[chaosvrgn]

Got five numbers from Tinder in the past 3-4 days. Feel very unmotivated in pursuing them, however. Not sure if it's resistance or if I'm just not that attracted to them. Either way, had a huge realization this morning.

I haven't been posting nearly as much on the forum. Not because I've "outgrown" the community or some other nonsense. I was thinking that I didn't have anything new to present, so I just didn't. Then it dawned on me -- there's never been a time in my life when I was juggling five different women. This problem that I have right now -- so many choices that I'm starting to shut down? That's a new phenomenon. And the other things that happen on a day-to-day basis now -- women constantly smiling at me and acting giddy when I come around. Touching their lips when I speak to them. Sneaking glances at them when they think I can't see. All new phenomenons. However... they seem so natural that I didn't bother to post. It didn't hit me until this morning just how much I've changed from when I started the DMSI journey. Hell, how much I've changed since I started v3.1.

It feels like v3.1 is finally picking up momentum, especially with me blasting my subconscious with 4-7 loops of v3.1a each night. It's BRUTAL on my emotions and psyche, but it's causing so much DEEP identity level change that I'm willing to endure it.

In regards to attraction, I've been following RTBoss's model -- stop fighting the subconscious. There are times when I've said things to women that I thought was "beta," only to see their attraction skyrocket later. I don't know if it's the vulnerability, the boldness in opening up without fear of being hurt or what -- but it's been working. To me, this is proof of the "subconscious knowing things" programming, because it's stuff I'd NEVER say consciously. Now, I'm not professing my love or anything like that, but just... letting my usually high guard down. I went to dinner with the chick from the Muay Thai gym. She was one of the people I opened up to a little bit. First, she complimented me on my manners (which normally, I straight up ignored, but the sub was urging me to show that I at least had them). After our conversation, I caught her looking at me with those weird, "I'm falling for you" glazed eyes and awestruck grin and she told me that I was her "loveable jerk." I'm assuming the sub is adjusting my behavior to show just enough "alpha" and "beta" qualities for her to soften her guard and believe that I'm high status, but attainable.

Interesting.

Yesterday, my manager told me that I was doing absolutely amazing -- so well that she didn't even want to do a 90-day review. No need. Said she appreciated how I hit the ground running from day one and my insights are shaping how the company thinks. There's the ultra success kicking in, among other things. I actually thought my performance was so-so, but I guess that's just me being hard on myself.

Gonna keep running these high loops for at least 2 more weeks. Then onward to MLS. I want to get the clearing surrounding cognitive ability from that one.

[4Kingdoms]

Then it dawned on me -- there's never been a time in my life when I was juggling five different women. This problem that I have right now -- so many choices that I'm starting to shut down? That's a new phenomenon.

I feel your burden... juggling 3 at the moment. Not sure if willing to take on more. (Sigh) Attraction isn't a choice...

I say this now. The truth is... next girl that comes along that fits "my type" more than likely I'll go for it!!