Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Quick update:

Got my final paper back for a 2nd time for revision. Some of the stuff mentioned that needed correction was already included in the paper so I didn't change those things because obviously whoever was grading it was paying attention. I do admit this is getting tiresome given how many time I have to correct this and how close I am to graduating. Either way I did get it back this morning and then I literally worked on it for hours and hours until it was done and met every requirement I could think of. That kind of behavior is not something normal for me. So I think I might be getting to some kind of break-thru where these new behaviors are consistent. Its like I just get motivated to actually get work done.

I did notice another thing that is related to something else I reported before but a new has occurred with it. Some of you might have recalled my situation with when I'm about to go to sleep and when I get into some kind of lucid state. Well I had it happen at least 1 time this week (that I remember anyway) but something different happened as well. Before If I get into this state or a state of being half asleep its like I can "hear" or "feel" this conversation going on in a lower level of my subconscious. I have no idea which level it is though I have a feeling I might have been dealing with a different level this time. It was like I was hearing a conversation and I would get a flash of insight of what was going on but as soon as that happened the understanding of what was going on was just ripped away from me for some reason. The new thing I experience as well though was some kind of hallucinations while half asleep. Like I would be staring at something in my room while half asleep then see a hallucination of something. That something would be like a symbol or something like that which held great significance I felt like but then as soon as I saw it it just disappeared from my minds eye and I wouldn't even remember what I had seen.

This experience seems to be on a different level than before so I wonder if now I'm dealing with some other level of the subconscious that maybe is more difficult to understand possibly? Either way, thought I would mention it because it was just strange as hell. Also, I have decided on something else I will pursue a Masters in English so I could get better pay and such in different countries. I won't start the program till probably in September though once I have my current debt paid off. I figure I can just work on getting that so I have extra money that I can spend on investing. I think when I eventually UMS I will just work on getting very wealthy with investing and then later on if I run BAMM there is still the choice that I can make a very successful business with the Proceeds that I get from investing while running UMS.

I think if UMS does its job and even more so if my idea for it gets put in then I could see myself making pretty good money in the stock option market. Granted, if I'm able to predict trends correctly I could make even more money in the Forex market. Though I will admit the Forex Market can be pretty risky but with big risk comes big rewards. So, that is another option for me and it might even be better. I have dealt with Forex trading before and one of the benefits is that the Forex markets are open 24 hours a day 6 days a week. With me being in a different time zone and everything that would actually workout better for me than if I need to be up during a certain time when the stock market is open in New York. I might start reading up on Forex trading again once I have all my other business taken care of to get ready for when I start trading on UMS (whenever that might be).

Anyway, that is about it for now.