02-16-2017, 11:37 PM
Introspective shit: no f*cking. Skip to "DMSI effects observed" for my thoughts and experience(s) with V3.01A. Be warned that there ain't no f*cking there either.
Shannon posted something in Mystic Pymp's journal about how even though we consciously want results and we (usually) consciously want to achieve the results of the program our subconscious may not. Furthermore, our subconscious is still "us". A dormant part. So for the past few days me and my subconscious have been having "the talk". Going over things and past hang ups. Excuses I've made. One of those excuses is why I hopped off the Dimsee train in the first place. Of course its due to fear and this fear is the fear of success (or "too much" success in my case).
Being successful has never been a problem. Maintaining it has been a problem and I know why: being successful opens the door up for haters, haters = negative thoughts/opinions. Negative thoughts/opinions = getting bullied. Getting bullied = 5th and 7th grade all over again. Remarkable how only 2 F*CKING years of my life can still hold this much power over me. I remember someone else on this forum (I forget who) had a similar issue. They didn't want to stand out too much which is very similar to my situation. Logically, I haven't had anything close to the shit from 5th or 7th grade since then (9th grade was close but I turned it around) but of course my subconscious doesn't know that. We'll get there though.
/End of Introspective bullshit
DMSI Effects Observed:
No drastic effects from women although I will say this: I understand how some of the guys here managed to get laid. The autopilot is very sneaky. I was working and saw an attractive chick come in (slim, blond, and with yoga pants...drool). BOOM. I feel the aura firing up and then I started making my way over to her (I acted like i was sweeping the store) and smiled and greeted her. She smiled back and said hello but the store manager was there (probably some BS subconscious or conscious excuse). Another cute chick came in but we were in the middle of a late night rush. But again, no apprehension on my part.
What's interesting though is that I did all this with very little thought. This tells me that part of me is executing although its not surprising that its the NSFM script that I'm executing since I've rarely experience resistance to the NSFM standalone product. Will be out and about tomorrow. Hopefully I'll have more for you guys.
Shannon posted something in Mystic Pymp's journal about how even though we consciously want results and we (usually) consciously want to achieve the results of the program our subconscious may not. Furthermore, our subconscious is still "us". A dormant part. So for the past few days me and my subconscious have been having "the talk". Going over things and past hang ups. Excuses I've made. One of those excuses is why I hopped off the Dimsee train in the first place. Of course its due to fear and this fear is the fear of success (or "too much" success in my case).
Being successful has never been a problem. Maintaining it has been a problem and I know why: being successful opens the door up for haters, haters = negative thoughts/opinions. Negative thoughts/opinions = getting bullied. Getting bullied = 5th and 7th grade all over again. Remarkable how only 2 F*CKING years of my life can still hold this much power over me. I remember someone else on this forum (I forget who) had a similar issue. They didn't want to stand out too much which is very similar to my situation. Logically, I haven't had anything close to the shit from 5th or 7th grade since then (9th grade was close but I turned it around) but of course my subconscious doesn't know that. We'll get there though.
/End of Introspective bullshit
DMSI Effects Observed:
No drastic effects from women although I will say this: I understand how some of the guys here managed to get laid. The autopilot is very sneaky. I was working and saw an attractive chick come in (slim, blond, and with yoga pants...drool). BOOM. I feel the aura firing up and then I started making my way over to her (I acted like i was sweeping the store) and smiled and greeted her. She smiled back and said hello but the store manager was there (probably some BS subconscious or conscious excuse). Another cute chick came in but we were in the middle of a late night rush. But again, no apprehension on my part.
What's interesting though is that I did all this with very little thought. This tells me that part of me is executing although its not surprising that its the NSFM script that I'm executing since I've rarely experience resistance to the NSFM standalone product. Will be out and about tomorrow. Hopefully I'll have more for you guys.
