Tao's Journal (Multiple Subs)

[Tao374]

So my ASC run didn't last all of the long. Upon switching to ASC from LTU V5 I had a lot of emotions come to the surface that I think LTU was helping me to deal with. I believe my breakup at the end of last year was effecting me more that I realized. However, using ASC for a bit aloud LTU to get out of my system. I've dusted of AM V6 refresher after 3.5 years of not using. So far this has been a great idea. I'm building back up my confidence while still clearing out emotions. I'm having floods of memories come back from the year of exposure that I previous had with with AM. This sub just changes you and I think it is perfect for me wanting to get back into the dating world. I seem to be getting more respect from everyone. A pretty girl at my local supermarket went out of her way to talk to me two days ago and had a complete starstruck look in her eyes that I hadn't seen in a long time. My cat seems to be listening to me when I tell her not to do stuff, my parents dog came and hid behind me when he got hurt instead of my dad. I'm laser focused at work getting stuff done like the last time I ran this sub and people are noticing. I was laying in bed the other night by myself and my whole body felt like it remembered what it was like to lay next to my ex the last time I ran AM and things were good. LTU is a great sub but I felt like it made me way to passive and maybe as a side effect needy. AM is killing this right now. I probably wouldn't be feeling the way I am or be having such quick results after only a week if I hadn't done the original 6 stages plus at least 6 months of the refresher in the past. Regardless I'm really excited to see what happens. I remember during my initial run I used to think to my self that I would benefit and grow a lot more from this sub if I was single. Now I have the opportunity. I just hope this keeps up because if seems like all eyes are on me right now everywhere I go.