Tao's Journal (Multiple Subs)

[Tao374]

LTU 5 is much smoother than 4.  Things just seem to happen naturally.  Also, the 4 days on and 2 days off ratio seem to be working well.  I remember a mentor once telling me to not use subliminal messages as they put your brain into a trance like state.  He said people are already in a trance and need to wake up from it.  This person suggested listening to mantras at night while sleeping but there was one catch.  You have to listen for nine nights in a row and if you listen longer you actually start to have the opposite effect of what you want, as we live in a world of duality.  I'm not sure how much truth there is to this statement but I feel like only listening for four days in a row prevents burn out and unwanted resistance while still pushing forward at and acceptable pace.  I'm currently on a rest day, I don't feel on fire motivated and blissful like in the beginning using version 4 but things are good.  I'm doing deep cleaning of my condo, something I have been putting off for a while.  As I said I'm not super driven to do it right now but at the same time having no problems getting it done.  My brain is like if you weren't doing it you would just be sitting on the couch and that seems boring so you might as well do it as it would be more rewarding.  It just feels natural to get more done, maybe a result of the tidy up module and ultra success.  On another note my dreams have stayed completely crazy and intense almost the entire time that I have been running the programs.  I've had too many lucid, awesome and exciting dreams to talk about.  However, one of the recent and recurring ones involves me dancing.  Something I've never had interest, ability or confidence in.  I think it may be a result of the self-esteem module and the dreams seem like they trying to liberate me from something very deep inside of myself.  Also, I have had very little interest in drinking alcohol, I often drink way too much on the weekends and have had drug/alcohol problems in my past.  This is probably a good change for me and it like everything else is happening at a deep level.  So far this sub has been worth every penny and for the most part I'm still only using one loop per day.  I tend to listen to extra loops if Friday is an on day because I don't have to go to work the next day and I usually sleep alone on Friday nights but not Saturdays.  I'm very excited to see where this sub takes me and plan on using if for a year, with maybe a short break in between each three months block.