12-10-2015, 10:17 PM
Had another dream today about being at a church and there was a function going on. Except this function was a bunch of people playing video games. Later I went to a different area of the church and there was a girl who used to babysit me when I was small. She was studying or doing homework and I was talking to her and she started to have an asthma attack and I gave her her inhaler and she got better. That's all I can remember. Not very eventful.
I'm still very mellow and chilled out. I feel like a lot of my anxiety, fear, guilt and shame are being eroded away. Other people noticed how mellow I am and tell me that I'm so emotionless, and how I need to show more emotion. Just because I'm neutral they think I'm emotionless. I actually tried to be emotionless when I was younger. I ended up not being emotionless but being negative all the time and negating the positive emotions.
Onward with erpha!
I'm still very mellow and chilled out. I feel like a lot of my anxiety, fear, guilt and shame are being eroded away. Other people noticed how mellow I am and tell me that I'm so emotionless, and how I need to show more emotion. Just because I'm neutral they think I'm emotionless. I actually tried to be emotionless when I was younger. I ended up not being emotionless but being negative all the time and negating the positive emotions.
Onward with erpha!
