12-05-2015, 01:59 AM
Ok guys, I think I got my first real taste of what erpha can do today. I remember having many dreams last night.
I've had issues with my father since I was small. He was always very critical of me and demanded that I be subservient and obedient to him. So whenever it comes to doing things around him there's always some tension and pressure to perform. Today we did some maintenance on my car and we had to drive it to see if the problem was still there. I drive a manual car and I've never driven with him in the car before. I was calm and relaxed the whole time. Driving as smoothly as I always do, even speeding a bit without caring if he was critical of my driving.
Normally, I'm a shy kind of guy especially when it comes to women. Today I was slightly teasing this girl at work whom I find to be exceedingly attractive. Normally around these types of girls I become a complete doormat. Doing whatever I can to try and please them.
Today I was kind of on fire, teasing all the girls at work and asked the exceedingly pretty girl to come join me and some friends bowling after work. She made an excuse and didn't come. But I didn't even care. I know another guy is flirting with her as well and once again I didn't care at all.
I think erpha is unleashing the biatbws programming as well as my own natural charisma and attitude
I've had issues with my father since I was small. He was always very critical of me and demanded that I be subservient and obedient to him. So whenever it comes to doing things around him there's always some tension and pressure to perform. Today we did some maintenance on my car and we had to drive it to see if the problem was still there. I drive a manual car and I've never driven with him in the car before. I was calm and relaxed the whole time. Driving as smoothly as I always do, even speeding a bit without caring if he was critical of my driving.
Normally, I'm a shy kind of guy especially when it comes to women. Today I was slightly teasing this girl at work whom I find to be exceedingly attractive. Normally around these types of girls I become a complete doormat. Doing whatever I can to try and please them.
Today I was kind of on fire, teasing all the girls at work and asked the exceedingly pretty girl to come join me and some friends bowling after work. She made an excuse and didn't come. But I didn't even care. I know another guy is flirting with her as well and once again I didn't care at all.
I think erpha is unleashing the biatbws programming as well as my own natural charisma and attitude
