08-20-2015, 10:59 PM
(08-18-2015, 09:53 PM)Superman Wrote: Well me and my on and off gf/ex just ended things for good. It affected me more than I thought it would. I was feeling OK about it when I thought I was the one moving on and ending it, but since she ended it before I could I felt some sort of emotions. Like she was abandoning me for something else.
I would have preferred if I had remained the upper hand and ended it. Although I suppose having her end it reduces the collateral damage. If she feels like she won and it went her way she won't be angry or upset, won't start rumours or cause hardships for me. This kind of important because she's a coworker and mostly everyone know her except for the new people.
Speaking of which I'm not sure if I'm emotionally ready for this but I'm gonna ask one of the new girls out, hopefully she can keep things quiet and not blab about it at work.
These stupid emotions really emphasize how much I need to run am6 again. A one week break is required between subs before starting am6 right? I'm considering starting am6 next week
I think that it doesn't matter who break up, it only matter because you are afraid people will ask you which one break up and that you might feel stupid.
It's even more stupid when a girl break up because she is afraid that you will break up first.
If you look deep enough you will see that it's just a lack of confidence. Like when a kid attack another because he is afraid the other might attack first, it's immature.
