Shannon's Journal

[ManOfElectricity]

Dear Shannon.

I am very sorry to hear about your loss.

All the best,
Edwin.

[boromir]

i don't know what happened, but it doesn't sound good. All I know is time is the ultimate cure, you'll endure -but, I still worry.

[Ryan]

Shannon, hope you're doing well, I wish you the best!

[Clamshell]

Take care. Hope everything works out for you.

[woceyes]

Hang in there Shannon i hope everything is ok ,a loss is never easy.

[John.E]

I'm really sorry to hear about this Shannon. It's hard to know what to say but just stay strong man and know that whatever you are going through won't last forever. I wish you all the best.

[Malaki]

I wish you all the best Shannon, I hope everything is okay

[smash]

I do also wish you all the best, Shannon! I hope you´ll be back even stronger!

// smash

[Shannon]

Thank you all for the well wishes. I am taking the steps necessary to deal with this on as positive a note as possible. So far I have been very successful in staying on a positive note, but I am still very weak. Everything is different now, no part of my life or my world was not affected by this. So I'm going to come back slowly, and be very careful to stay within my limits until I am back to full strength.

I'll check in here and there, but if you've written me a PM, please be patient, as my limits are still very low yet for getting anything done.

[Shannon]

Having trouble sleeping, but feeling like I can start communicating again, so I'll post and then go back to bed.

Had a dream a few days ago in which I was telling someone how amazing the woman magnet program was, and how much it had changed and affected my life. I woke up surprised, because I only remembered that snippet of that dream, and usually I don't remember any of my dreams, but it was so vivid that it seemed like it was not a dream. When that happens I sometimes wonder if I am not actually talking to someone "on the other side". Oddly, I have a blank hole in my visual memory of where that "other person" would be. Hmmm. But the funny thing is, when I woke up, I realized that everything I said to whomever it was... was true! I hadn't realized how social it was making me. This last week, I have surrounded myself with friends to keep my emotions stable, and it's been very effective.

Also, research on the secret program has been getting results from both of my testers. It does not appear to work quite how I had imagined it would, but the results appear to be rather obvious.

I'll be trying to work on the next phase of the video subliminal experimental programs a little bit, and test the water for how much work I can do. The ideas I have are pushing me, but I also now that keeping myself busy is just hiding the pain I have left to deal with emotionally. I am going to have to try each day to feel, face and purge some of this grief and pain, and hopefully I'll be able to get work done to help me not think about it for the rest of the day. Not sure how much energy I'll have for that though.

[Majordomus]

Having trouble sleeping, but feeling like I can start communicating again, so I'll post and then go back to bed.

Had a dream a few days ago in which I was telling someone how amazing the woman magnet program was, and how much it had changed and affected my life. I woke up surprised, because I only remembered that snippet of that dream, and usually I don't remember any of my dreams, but it was so vivid that it seemed like it was not a dream. When that happens I sometimes wonder if I am not actually talking to someone "on the other side". Oddly, I have a blank hole in my visual memory of where that "other person" would be. Hmmm. But the funny thing is, when I woke up, I realized that everything I said to whomever it was... was true! I hadn't realized how social it was making me. This last week, I have surrounded myself with friends to keep my emotions stable, and it's been very effective.

Also, research on the secret program has been getting results from both of my testers. It does not appear to work quite how I had imagined it would, but the results appear to be rather obvious.

I'll be trying to work on the next phase of the video subliminal experimental programs a little bit, and test the water for how much work I can do. The ideas I have are pushing me, but I also now that keeping myself busy is just hiding the pain I have left to deal with emotionally. I am going to have to try each day to feel, face and purge some of this grief and pain, and hopefully I'll be able to get work done to help me not think about it for the rest of the day. Not sure how much energy I'll have for that though.

I am sorry about your loss, Shannon.
I have lost my brother and all of my grandparents in a range of two years and I think I just shut down from it at the time. I tried to complete the grieving process later, but it never brought me a feeling of resolution.
I suspect that grieving is a time-taking process, as certain amount of time passes before one allows himself to feel fine again. Probably as a token of respect for those who passed away and are not so lucky to be alive...
Anyway, as for your subliminal videos, I have some experience with that and I have to say this (customer-wise):
Putting another channel of input for your brain will most likely immensely speed-up the time needed for reassociation and will definitely work from a different angle activating different parts of the brain.
So it is something that definitely and genuinely deserves your attention, in the end making your product far more powerful.
However, the most beneficial thing, customer-wise, would be to have those messages flashing just on one's LCD without any videos, so that you can use them during work no matter what you are viewing.
Because this is precisely what is so powerful about your subliminals: You can give them time because you can do other things while listening to them!
There is a great program, freeware, called Subliminal Blaster, that allows that and I use it. Anything I put in just flashes on my screen as I go about my work.
On the negative side, using a program like that might mean that your messages would be available for scrutiny and hence some loss of trade secrets.
This is quite a paradox anyway, because after my negative experience with certain video subliminals with wrong affirmations by someone else, I would much rather prefer to see what is being put into me, but I understand you have to make profit and I personally trust your competency and carefulness when designing the messages.
Anyway, just a suggestion.
Keep up, man!

[Andrew]

However, the most beneficial thing, customer-wise, would be to have those messages flashing just on one's LCD without any videos, so that you can use them during work no matter what you are viewing.

I've been pushing to have our visual subliminals be put through by software since we first considered it. It's still an option as Shannon has yet to make the call on whether or not they are a go. If they are, then we'll come back to this question of the best delivery method (video, software, etc). I'm glad you brought it up though, and thanks for the suggestions they are very much welcome.

[Shannon]

Thanks, Majordous.

Software opens a whole new can of worms that needs special consideration. If we could create a single executable file that would allow for this, and make sure the suggestions are safe, I don't have a problem with it. However, I do not at current have the skill at software engineering required to create this. Can you do such a thing, Andrew?

[WildFlower]

Thanks, Majordous.

Software opens a whole new can of worms that needs special consideration. If we could create a single executable file that would allow for this, and make sure the suggestions are safe, I don't have a problem with it. However, I do not at current have the skill at software engineering required to create this. Can you do such a thing, Andrew?

How much of a 12 word affirmation could be understood and processed as it appears and disappears in front of your eyes all within a few hundredths of a second? Is the subconscious that quick and able? It may just be an irrational belief of mine but that is what always kept me from using those flashy affirmation things you can download.