Shannon's Journal

[Spiral]

Shannon, I notice you do not have a sub for jealousy or envy and i feel like I'm still plagued by these negative emotions. Will disconnect from the negativity within address this head on or is another subliminal much better at dealing with it in a more positive light.. such as deep gratitude and appreciation? Getting rid of all things negative is my main focus after SM. What do you suggest?

Shannon you never got to my previous post. I understand you're busy and resting so answer when most convenient for you.

[ncbeareatingman]

'Spiral'

Ncbear here,Man....
I read a book sevreral times thru,years ago, called" Open Heart Therapy and in it
he gave an intersting example of what jealousy really is,I thot it was more than 'cool',to see n read.
" Jealousy is watching some one from whom you THINK you need attention ,give it to someone else' . For Me the Alpha Male set would create within me the grrreater ability to SOURCE SELF for Love,great acceptance, and appreciated and value myself in even greater ways,without my 'batteries' on those levels feeling soooo depleted so often.
This hangs on the side of MY refrigerator: "People are Like Batteries,Keep the One's that CHARGE YOU and Lose the one who drain you" a whole lotta house clearing goes I've found with ASC and Ultra Success and NO doubt that shall and will continue with Alpha Male 2012
Even still with all of that stated,a good Sub on the subject of jealousy and envy removal certianly would hurt Spiral/Yawl. NcBear.

[ncbeareatingman]

I have heard various ideas about levels or layers to the subconscious mind. I think, personally, that they're way off. Nature tends to follow the KISS principle. So far, I have not found evidence at all yet that the subconscious mind has distinct layers or levels.

In fact it appears to be a smooth gradient from the deep subconscious to until you achieve consciousness, and then you have a small zone of significant change, followed by a distinct area of consciousness. I liken it to a lake: it might be quite deep, and sunlight might not reach the bottom. But as you come closer to the surface, sunlight filters through and then suddenly you have a small zone of drastic change where not only do you shift from water to air (both fluids, but drastically different) and within in a small area, the water and air mix. Oxygen and other gasses get into the water, and water vapor gets into the air.

My recent experiments show that the conscious and subconscious more than likely interact in a similar way, and also suggest that the conscious mind has it's own "database" of beliefs/programming that is apparently fed by the subconscious, apparently to help keep the ship to an even keel, so to speak. This conscious database is probably based in conscious memory of past actions, and the subconscious "database" will be much more vast, stable and complex. But if the subconscious communicates with the conscious about changes it is experiencing, the conscious mind may attempt to defeat them or stop them based on conscious knowledge or memories. It may also resist if and when it notices the "ship" being turned from the old course, as well, depending on the new course of direction.

This is my current model, and explains why certain responses I have seen repeatedly happen. I believe that the subconscious can be likened to a second "person" within you, with whom your conscious mind must work to get things accomplished. There are hints are separate personality traits as well, although so far only hints. The conscious mind appears to be unaware of the subconscious mind because it is "facing the wrong way" to "see" it (focusing very heavily on incoming sensory input from the senses which sense the external world), and is also far too self aware and limited in its awareness. I suggest that the subconscious mind "dreams" all the time, but only when it has complete control of the body do you experience what we know as "dreams". When it has partial control, you get daydreams or visualizations. This suggests that perhaps "dreams" are actually a form of sight, possibly seeing the visual thoughts of the subconscious and/or other aspects of reality, which must be interpreted by the rational conscious mind, and in the translation, become confusing because the rational cannot comprehend the irrational.

But layers of the subconscious, I hesitate to accept more than possibly a smooth gradiation from "deep" to "shallow", with shallow being a poor word and only suggesting easier proximity or interaction with the conscious mind.

It's naturally possible that I'm wrong, but so far this is the model that best fits for explaining what I have observed.

Well thank you for the input Man,thats mighty profound of you,man and mighty caucasoid fo you well. LMAO. appreciate it.NcBearEatingMan

[ncbeareatingman]

Just an update on SM for gay men:

Shortly after finishing SM, my eyes crossed from too much reading and too much exhaustion, so I have been trying to rest, but they have yet to un-cross, which makes it difficult for me to read. I still have 13 pages of key script to go through for the gay version, and so I am trying to do a little a day, but with crossed eyes, I am not getting very far as fast as I'd like to. Still working on it though.

Shannon I shure do want for you to be well rested man and for yer eyes to re-set ,re-align themselves and uncross,themselves,all of the abouve.
while yer working on the scripts for Sex Magnet for Gay Men, we dont want a buncha Gay Men walkng around seeing doulbe the number of handsome guys in front of them, and thinkin' thier losing it,cuz your were crossed up for awhile.LMAO
Sorry Shannon,thot I'd throw some levity in there to help you out,perhaps if U laffed hard enuff yer eyes would automatically re-do themselves in right position. Hugs and Light, Ya ever vigilant Leo. NCBear
PS: For goodness sake get some rest you need it Alpha Man.

[Shannon]

Well thank you for the input Man,thats mighty profound of you,man and mighty caucasoid fo you well. LMAO. appreciate it.NcBearEatingMan

Mighty Caucasoid? What are you saying there, Keith? That sounds like it could easily be taken the wrong way.

[Shannon]

Just an update on SM for gay men:

Shortly after finishing SM, my eyes crossed from too much reading and too much exhaustion, so I have been trying to rest, but they have yet to un-cross, which makes it difficult for me to read. I still have 13 pages of key script to go through for the gay version, and so I am trying to do a little a day, but with crossed eyes, I am not getting very far as fast as I'd like to. Still working on it though.

Shannon I shure do want for you to be well rested man and for yer eyes to re-set ,re-align themselves and uncross,themselves,all of the abouve.
while yer working on the scripts for Sex Magnet for Gay Men, we dont want a buncha Gay Men walkng around seeing doulbe the number of handsome guys in front of them, and thinkin' thier losing it,cuz your were crossed up for awhile.LMAO
Sorry Shannon,thot I'd throw some levity in there to help you out,perhaps if U laffed hard enuff yer eyes would automatically re-do themselves in right position. Hugs and Light, Ya ever vigilant Leo. NCBear
PS: For goodness sake get some rest you need it Alpha Man.

My eyes cross when I have been reading too much for too long. Usually they go back after a night's rest, but for some reason it's been a few days now. I just have to work slower, but it's getting there. I am on page 25 of 30 now, and once I am done, it should be back to normal speed for building. Good thing double vision isn't infectious. :-)

[ncbeareatingman]

Just an update on SM for gay men:

Shortly after finishing SM, my eyes crossed from too much reading and too much exhaustion, so I have been trying to rest, but they have yet to un-cross, which makes it difficult for me to read. I still have 13 pages of key script to go through for the gay version, and so I am trying to do a little a day, but with crossed eyes, I am not getting very far as fast as I'd like to. Still working on it though.

Shannon I shure do want for you to be well rested man and for yer eyes to re-set ,re-align themselves and uncross,themselves,all of the abouve.
while yer working on the scripts for Sex Magnet for Gay Men, we dont want a buncha Gay Men walkng around seeing doulbe the number of handsome guys in front of them, and thinkin' thier losing it,cuz your were crossed up for awhile.LMAO
Sorry Shannon,thot I'd throw some levity in there to help you out,perhaps if U laffed hard enuff yer eyes would automatically re-do themselves in right position. Hugs and Light, Ya ever vigilant Leo. NCBear
PS: For goodness sake get some rest you need it Alpha Man.

My eyes cross when I have been reading too much for too long. Usually they go back after a night's rest, but for some reason it's been a few days now. I just have to work slower, but it's getting there. I am on page 25 of 30 now, and once I am done, it should be back to normal speed for building. Good thing double vision isn't infectious. :-)

Aint it the Truth.:-)

[ncbeareatingman]

ON the Absolute Self Confidence Program in 4g is that the entire script,right there,online or is there MORE 'behind the scene's,thats added to it all? I truly dont need to know all of the script but was just wondering, B-cuz its soooo powerful anf effective. thanx.Ncbear. glad yer doing better,eyes wise and other wise. NcBear.

[Shannon]

ON the Absolute Self Confidence Program in 4g is that the entire script,right there,online or is there MORE 'behind the scene's,thats added to it all? I truly dont need to know all of the script but was just wondering, B-cuz its soooo powerful anf effective. thanx.Ncbear. glad yer doing better,eyes wise and other wise. NcBear.

I use a script/meta-script combination. The script is what affects you, and you get to see all of that. The meta-script affects the script, and I keep that to myself.

[ncbeareatingman]

Got cha ,Man, thank you and right damn so, please keep the meta script to yourself, I for one while curious as hell sometimes about yer secret receipe's & your highly secret suaces that ONLY you and the THe Colonel(KFC) know about,dont want ot know about it, becuz its not nessasary for me personally to know. IM just thankful,its working the way it does.

Secondly here: IM doing a cleanse/de-tox and restoration with my body,specifcally a candida cleanse,with a product known as "Syntol",one can look it up if curious,but let it be known Im ONLY sharing here, not promoting,selling nor pushing it, IM also using some seriously good addtional pro-biotics, from another company,the 'syntol' has pre-botics-pro-biotics- and a unique Syntol blend to make for an ass kicking combination,for eating UP the candisis in through out the entire intenstine ,as well in other areas of the body,but mostly focuing on the intestinal ,G.I.trac and related,along with a good dose of MSM/TGM, sterol-max, and some wonderfully powerful and effective adrenial complex, IM balacing and restoring the system back to homiostasis.
IN short the Syntol is one of the best products for destroying candida which is a royal bitch to kick and royal pain in da ass to kill- NO JOKE. I've looked fer years and tried many a product,s but for me this one's the best for such ale-ment,as this. Like a Shrimp the candisis has a sheilf/shell around it and it makes it hard to 'get to' much less remove it all. the syntol blend removes the protective layer and then eats up/dissolves the candida,there for the 'die of symptoms'- healing crisis symptoms are far far less. though I am spacey as a loon,Im still coherant for and 'here' for the most part....3rdly)
Well the Alpha Male 2012 set, Looks like it'll be its OWN version of CLEANSING and De-TOXING
the "garbage removal' is exaclty what IM dong phsycially, the Alpha program,does it mentally and emotionally, and maybe even spiritually,too? yet over the period of time with all the 6 levels,and refresher program,it too restores a Man back to homiostais over time, as in a run thru once a year for several years. THis cleanse IM doing nOW is another step in preparation for when I begin the up coming Gay Alpha Male training Set. Listening to ASC 4g on a regular basis as well as Ultra Success 4g, Helps also as well MY own practices of clearing 'stuff' out of the subsconious Mind and putting back in the more desirable 'scripts' ,affrirmations,ect I dont wanna be on a major detox/cleanse for my body while simultatniously purging and cleansing with the Alpha Set. That'd simply be waaaay too much to handel. Man is this a STRONG CLEANSE,t'ant fer da weak of Heart, nor is the Alpha set in my humble opionion. NcBear.

[Shannon]

Alpha Male isn't about returning a man to homeostasis, really, because in this case homeostasis is "what is", and we want it to be "what Alpha is" instead. Alpha is designed to emotionally and mentally detoxify a man, make him strong and healthy in himself, and then build him back up again. And it does take several run-throughs for some people, but that depends on where you are starting from. Natrually, not everyone will need that, and not everyone will require the same number of times running through the program to achieve the goal.

[The GK]

Shannon,
For AM you recommended to listen at least 1-2 hours during the user being awake. Does that apply to SM 2.0 as well? The instructions doesn't mention anything about it.

For SM 2.0 it won't make a big difference due to the way its built, but if you do use it during the day, get ready to feel some interesting physical side effects. I feel slightly sunburned on my face and chest all the time...

Sunburned, literally? Sounds scary, I'll hold on to listening to it during night then.

[Shannon]

It causes me to feel the same way as I feel after getting slightly too much sun, but before it develops into a painful experience. I usually feel it about the face, and sometimes it causes my chest to feel hot. It's not scary, it's just the manifestation of more energy than the body can handle. This is intentional, although the feeling is a side effect. It's intended to help power the manifestations and produce a very powerful aura of sexual energy around the user.

[ncbeareatingman]

Wow!
Shannon's quote,from 'abouve' so to speak;-)
It's not scary, it's just the manifestation of more energy than the body can handle. This is intentional, although the feeling is a side effect. It's intended to help power the manifestations and produce a very powerful aura of sexual energy around the user.
NcBear:
Dang Man this must be part of the new manifestation techniques you;ve been 'given' ,revealed to you as well as the discoveries you've recently made. I can ONLY assume such is so.
MY Other guest-a-mantion is that such and/or slightly tweaked techniques will be incorperated into other programs,with a variation on a theme according to the Theme of a particualar Titled Program,of course.