Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[thor2014]

Day 17 - DMSI 3.2 A 9 loops (using silence audios overnight then 2 loops early morning).

Nothing to report

[Shannon]

Day 17 - DMSI 3.2 A 9 loops (using silence audios overnight then 2 loops early morning).

Nothing to report

Why do you keep upping it, Thor?

[Theron]

Shannon,
just wanted to add this bit of my observation. I have been bi curious for a while. But in the past I would have a crazy guilty feeling about my sexuality whenever I get a bit more bi-curious. But while running 3.2, the feelings of guilt have vanished.
I am more at ease with myself and strangely there is no guilt/shame or knot in my stomach after a fleeting thought of bi-curiousness.And even the frequency of that side of sexuality has reduced.
This is one good outcome I've got so far from the sub and it happened even while I was running on single loops.

[thor2014]

Day 17 - DMSI 3.2 A 9 loops (using silence audios overnight then 2 loops early morning).

Nothing to report

Why do you keep upping it, Thor?

Shannon the reason I am upping is I am hoping that additional loops will bring on the results more quickly. Please advise if you feel this is not the ideal course of action.

[thor2014]

Determined mentioned in his journal he was able to see women's energies. This fascinated me has anyone who is currently using DMSI experienced the same ?

[Oversoul]

Does the aura leak into other people? Meaning if there is someone around you or next to you, does that person somehow get the auras effect?

Im asking because my father in his mid 50s was getting more IOIs than me yesterday.

Maybe hes just a sexy MOFO IDK but I was real surprised. I didn't know he was this popular with the ladies.

[Determined]

Does the aura leak into other people? Meaning if there is someone around you or next to you, does that person somehow get the auras effect?

Im asking because my father in his mid 50s was getting more IOIs than me yesterday.

Maybe hes just a sexy MOFO IDK but I was real surprised. I didn't know he was this popular with the ladies.

If you're a sexy man and you're being subordinate to your father out of respect, women will pick up on this cue and in turn see him as a valuable male.

I've encountered this recently where a hot woman was talking to a guy friend and because the guy friend was being subordinate to me through subconscious signals (I personally know the guy and he always gives me respect) she immediately found me attractive.

There is a silent pecking order everywhere you go and the guy at the top is the one who women will find attractive and who men will follow. This is why being Alpha in the truest sense of the word is so important for DMSI

[Oversoul]

Does the aura leak into other people? Meaning if there is someone around you or next to you, does that person somehow get the auras effect?

Im asking because my father in his mid 50s was getting more IOIs than me yesterday.

Maybe hes just a sexy MOFO IDK but I was real surprised. I didn't know he was this popular with the ladies.

If you're a sexy man and you're being subordinate to your father out of respect, women will pick up on this cue and in turn see him as a valuable male.

I've encountered this recently where a hot woman was talking to a guy friend and because the guy friend was being subordinate to me through subconscious signals (I personally know the guy and he always gives me respect) she immediately found me attractive.

There is a silent pecking order everywhere you go and the guy at the top is the one who women will find attractive and who men will follow. This is why being Alpha in the truest sense of the word is so important for DMSI

Yeah, makes sense. Means I need to learn to be respectfully alpha around him.

Or just respectfully alpha in general and not a "drill sergant" alpha

[DarthXedonias]

Hey Shannon, thought I would give a kind of report on things. Will make it short since i'm currently in vacation in the philippines and i'm on a tablet at the moment. I will report on what I how I might have been resisting in ordee to improve things. I had to stop the program due the main reason I will explain though I think I may have gotten a late manifestation after not using it for a while.

The main thing my mind seemed to use to resist was that same attitude of I don't care but it seemed to be worst than I thought. It seemed to evolve into straight up nihilism. "I don't care, nothing matters, its all unimportant". It wasn't just towards women either it was towarda everyrhing and it started to affect my motivation towards anything I needed to get accomplished which is bad since I currently need to search for a new job once I get back. So pretty much the main way it seemed to resist was through complete nihilism and no motivation towards anything. Not sure if this nihilism might be in relation with the idea that I will die if I execute the script.

Another smaller thing that is getting annoying is my inability to "finish" when actually having sex. It's like I will get close to finishing multiple times but every time its like some old program in my mind will come online and totally shut off any pleasure I was feeling at the moment or reset me back to 0 just when I was about to reach 100% if that makes sense. I dont know what is causing this. Also I noticed I don't seem to be able to even be close to finishing if i'm just fucking a chick. Its like I don't have enough sensitivity from the regular act to be pushed over the edge. Though I did notice, on previous versions though not on this one, that whenever I was taking Aniracetam , a nootropic, I seemed to be able to finish even with just intercorse. Aniracetam is known to reduce stress, depression and cause a kind of relaxed feeling. Not sure if that means my subconscious is also highly resisting the anti anxiety and depression scripting.

Anyway thought I would report on that for now.

[Shannon]

Hey Shannon, thought I would give a kind of report on things. Will make it short since i'm currently in vacation in the philippines and i'm on a tablet at the moment. I will report on what I how I might have been resisting in ordee to improve things. I had to stop the program due the main reason I will explain though I think I may have gotten a late manifestation after not using it for a while.

The main thing my mind seemed to use to resist was that same attitude of I don't care but it seemed to be worst than I thought. It seemed to evolve into straight up nihilism. "I don't care, nothing matters, its all unimportant". It wasn't just towards women either it was towarda everyrhing and it started to affect my motivation towards anything I needed to get accomplished which is bad since I currently need to search for a new job once I get back. So pretty much the main way it seemed to resist was through complete nihilism and no motivation towards anything. Not sure if this nihilism might be in relation with the idea that I will die if I execute the script.

Another smaller thing that is getting annoying is my inability to "finish" when actually having sex. It's like I will get close to finishing multiple times but every time its like some old program in my mind will come online and totally shut off any pleasure I was feeling at the moment or reset me back to 0 just when I was about to reach 100% if that makes sense. I dont know what is causing this. Also I noticed I don't seem to be able to even be close to finishing if i'm just ***** a chick. Its like I don't have enough sensitivity from the regular act to be pushed over the edge. Though I did notice, on previous versions though not on this one, that whenever I was taking Aniracetam , a nootropic, I seemed to be able to finish even with just intercorse. Aniracetam is known to reduce stress, depression and cause a kind of relaxed feeling. Not sure if that means my subconscious is also highly resisting the anti anxiety and depression scripting.

Anyway thought I would report on that for now.

Very interesting report, thank you. Do you have any idea what is so scary to your subconscious that this would be a way it would react? I'm taking it past hurts?

It would seem the wall is working for you, but your subconscious found and maximally capitalized on the IDGAF loophole.

[Shannon]

Day 17 - DMSI 3.2 A 9 loops (using silence audios overnight then 2 loops early morning).

Nothing to report

Why do you keep upping it, Thor?

Shannon the reason I am upping is I am hoping that additional loops will bring on the results more quickly. Please advise if you feel this is not the ideal course of action.

Just stick with 7 loops for the time being.

[KingDavid93]

Shannon,

I believe that the ARA needs to be supremely beefed up.

I’ve noticed that when I’m very close to closing, like when it’s a sure thing and I’m 99% there I go into this state of anxiety/fear which doesn’t seem logical to me in the least bit, it’s very annoying and has been going on for a while now (I’ve had this even before DMSI). It usually involves stomach pains, the runs and/or feelings of constipation, sometimes my body will begin to shake involuntarily as if it’s freezing cold even when it’s very warm. When I push through this it usually leads me to ejaculating much earlier than I’d like- as if my body is screaming at me to finish and get out of there ASAP (even with a condom).

But when I’m drunk (and not even that drunk- think 4-6 shots or so) this all completely evaporates. I feel strong and in control and can go as long as I like- I actually hit a PR the other night at about 3 hrs in one round (around 5-7 shots of rum).


What is this? The reasoning/cause behind this has long eluded me and I just need to get rid of it already

Any input you can give me will be well appreciated.

What you're seeing is that alcohol is physically disabling the part of your brain that is responsible for your anxiety being physically expressed. ARA is apparently being overridden by fear based resistance. Why, I don't know; you'll have to ask your subconscious what it fears and why. How many loops are you using it for?

I’m working my way up to an average of 7 loops a day, I’m averaging 3-4 a day but have done upwards of 8-9 loops in a day.

I am currently on A, but will start doing A and B back and forth (2 weeks each).

[SargeMaximus]

sometimes my body will begin to shake involuntarily as if it’s freezing cold even when it’s very warm.

I've had this as well. whenever things look like they're going somewhere I tend to get shaky till I can calm down.

[Darwinn]

Shannon!

Don’t even worry about answering if it’s the obvious answer - any chance of sneaking these new teachnogies you’ve got into a cheeky MLS update just for me?

No? Okkaythenthankyoubye