Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Shannon]

@Shannon

How much is wanting to be in a monogamous relationship based in fear?

My fear is that people choose a monogamous relationship based on unconscious fear, thus when in a LTR I feel like if me or my partner had no fear, we wouldn't choose a monogamous relationship. This leads me to feel that deep down my partner would prefer causal sex, open relationships, and the whole monogamous thing is just really based on a lie.

I don't consiously think this all the time, but when I think about this, I can feel into it. A part of me thinks I could be wrong, so I don't let it complelty take over me, but then I would hate to think what I have with my girlfriend is based on a lie, even if consiously we are not aware of it or even think it.

It would be interesting to hear your thoughts, thanks.

It's going to depend on the people involved, their personalities, their upbringings, their beliefs, their needs, their experiences, their interpretations and responses to those experiences, etc. etc.  For some people there';s a lot of fear going on.  For others, maybe very little or none.  

Monogamy is desirable for some people and not so much for others.

[Shannon]

Shannon, Congradu-Mah-lations on Buidling Over Coming Fear with the new FRM 4.9 in it,DRS and da new way to build da scripts..ect. WOW. it'll be interesting to see the results,over time!!

I recently had an experience,as of last Friday,where I believe the TID effects,from fear Remover/Over coming Fear was
'in action'- but it was many hours there after before I'd made  "the connection" as such. I Have no other reason than that!
what it was,was  Friday I Needed to call a certain Governmental agency about a concern and a a question I had concerned,in relation to some financial things. Never have I been so relaxed and at  ease,doing so,while on the phone(after a 2 hour on hold wait,including got transfer 'cut off' 3 times!) with a most pleasant phone assistant-related person. I mean it was easy,smooth and low key decent,so to speak.  I was sooo relieved,by this I cant tell you.
This has NEVER ever happened before,not that I've had to or want to contact this particular branch of the Government that much in my life anyway. non the less...over all it went really well, I got the info I need and can proceed accordingly,ect.

2ndly ) I dont know what else you're up to Shannon,but I got some clear UMS   TID today and it was so smooth pleasant and 'right in the pocket',I Mean I felt it really 'clearly'!!  This  is some groovy stuff. that is my view and belief on these experience's,I didnt 'go lookin for them' either...they showed up 'on their own'! Lovin' it! Keith

Interesting.  Well, I start building OF tomorrow.  After that I'm building the program for overcoming dependence on drugs.  And then we'll get into the three Big Guns.

[THolt]

Shannon, Congradu-Mah-lations on Buidling Over Coming Fear with the new FRM 4.9 in it,DRS and da new way to build da scripts..ect. WOW. it'll be interesting to see the results,over time!!

I recently had an experience,as of last Friday,where I believe the TID effects,from fear Remover/Over coming Fear was
'in action'- but it was many hours there after before I'd made  "the connection" as such. I Have no other reason than that!
what it was,was  Friday I Needed to call a certain Governmental agency about a concern and a a question I had concerned,in relation to some financial things. Never have I been so relaxed and at  ease,doing so,while on the phone(after a 2 hour on hold wait,including got transfer 'cut off' 3 times!) with a most pleasant phone assistant-related person. I mean it was easy,smooth and low key decent,so to speak.  I was sooo relieved,by this I cant tell you.
This has NEVER ever happened before,not that I've had to or want to contact this particular branch of the Government that much in my life anyway. non the less...over all it went really well, I got the info I need and can proceed accordingly,ect.

2ndly ) I dont know what else you're up to Shannon,but I got some clear UMS   TID today and it was so smooth pleasant and 'right in the pocket',I Mean I felt it really 'clearly'!!  This  is some groovy stuff. that is my view and belief on these experience's,I didnt 'go lookin for them' either...they showed up 'on their own'! Lovin' it! Keith

Interesting.  Well, I start building OF tomorrow.  After that I'm building the program for overcoming dependence on drugs.  And then we'll get into the three Big Guns.

@Shannon

After the three big guns, where does E4 fall in the queue?

[ncbeareatingman]

Shannon, Congradu-Mah-lations on Buidling Over Coming Fear with the new FRM 4.9 in it,DRS and da new way to build da scripts..ect. WOW. it'll be interesting to see the results,over time!!

I recently had an experience,as of last Friday,where I believe the TID effects,from fear Remover/Over coming Fear was
'in action'- but it was many hours there after before I'd made  "the connection" as such. I Have no other reason than that!
what it was,was  Friday I Needed to call a certain Governmental agency about a concern and a a question I had concerned,in relation to some financial things. Never have I been so relaxed and at  ease,doing so,while on the phone(after a 2 hour on hold wait,including got transfer 'cut off' 3 times!) with a most pleasant phone assistant-related person. I mean it was easy,smooth and low key decent,so to speak.  I was sooo relieved,by this I cant tell you.
This has NEVER ever happened before,not that I've had to or want to contact this particular branch of the Government that much in my life anyway. non the less...over all it went really well, I got the info I need and can proceed accordingly,ect.

2ndly ) I dont know what else you're up to Shannon,but I got some clear UMS   TID today and it was so smooth pleasant and 'right in the pocket',I Mean I felt it really 'clearly'!!  This  is some groovy stuff. that is my view and belief on these experience's,I didnt 'go lookin for them' either...they showed up 'on their own'! Lovin' it! Keith

Interesting.  Well, I start building OF tomorrow.  After that I'm building the program for overcoming dependence on drugs.  And then we'll get into the three Big Guns.

 Yes!! Double HELL YES!!! hahaha! DMSI, UMS2 and LTU6, bad asses!! IM seeing a long doulbe row of Biker's!! I mean da rough gruff Biker's... biker group named "GRIT!!"( and dont you forgit,kinda dudes!!) = Ass kicking BIG GUN's!!

[Zane]

@Shannon and everyone on this site, are you guys OK?

With all this worse thing happening on global level..

I am so depressed right now..

I see positivity on this forum so I come back here as always.

[lano1106]

Zane,

Yes it is hard and not fun times.

I guess it is in those moments that having faith in whatever you believe in can provide some relief.

Despite the ugliness, by seeing how good people react to the situation, I remain optimist for the future.

[ncbeareatingman]

I get it ,but we're going into  Political stuff,  Rule #4 or one similar. Forum Rules" # 3 actually !!

[lano1106]

 I get it ,but we're going into  Political stuff,  Rule #4 or one similar.

I know that I'm threading with rule limits. I think that only stating that we are in an election year (who doesn't know?) and not discussing politics itself and of course not taking position should respect the rule 3.

If not, I'll remove the last paragraph of my post.

Update: I have removed it. I won't put the moderators into a difficult position on a situation that could easily slide in to rule violation territory.

P.S.: The only copy of my original text is now in your reply :-)

[Shannon]

@Shannon  and everyone on this site, are you guys OK?

With all this worse thing happening on global level..

I am so depressed right now..

I see positivity on this forum so I come back here as always.

Well it's hard times, that's for sure.  Not very fun.  But I am still truckin', as they say.  This whole thing has followed my predictions pretty closely, so I'll tell you that if the rest of it continues to follow what I was predicting, there's good news.  The good news is, things will get better.  It won't happen overnight, but it will get better.  Much better.

[Shannon]

 I get it ,but we're going into  Political stuff,  Rule #4 or one similar.

I know that I'm threading with rule limits. I think that only stating that we are in an election year (who doesn't know?) and not discussing politics itself and of course not taking position should respect the rule 3.

If not, I'll remove the last paragraph of my post.

Update: I have removed it. I won't put the moderators into a difficult position on a situation that could easily slide in to rule violation territory.

P.S.: The only copy of my original text is now in your reply :-)

If what is happening is happening as a result of what I was using to predict it, the events happening right now will not happen again in this manner for more than 500 years, IIRC.  This is a very rare triple-cycle interaction of specific cycles in specific parts of their cycles, and this time it "just happens" to be ideally aligned to affect the United States.  So by 2024, we should be done with the majority of it and the worst of it should be 2020 or possibly into 2021.  But the rest of that is for other parts of the forum.

Chin up.  All things happen in cycles, and change is the only constant!

[Zubrowka]

Shannon,

What do you think the feeling of being disconnected from ones body come from? Fear? Do you think that the new FRM may help with this?

[Shannon]

Shannon,

What do you think the feeling of being disconnected from ones body come from? Fear? Do you think that the new FRM may help with this?

It could come from a number of things.  Some personality types focus more through other aspects of the self than the body.  It could come from experiences long since forgotten, drug use, and other things.  I suppose I can see it being caused by fear, although that would seem a rare circumstance indeed.  I don't know if FRM will help.

[Zubrowka]

Shannon,

What do you think the feeling of being disconnected from ones body come from? Fear? Do you think that the new FRM may help with this?

It could come from a number of things.  Some personality types focus more through other aspects of the self than the body.  It could come from experiences long since forgotten, drug use, and other things.  I suppose I can see it being caused by fear, although that would seem a rare circumstance indeed.  I don't know if FRM will help.

For me the dissociation got triggered by a bad trip on cannabis, and running AM made it even worse. So I think that there is some kind of trauma behind it in my case. I hope that LTU6 help me overcome it.

[ncbeareatingman]

Shannon, I am curious, I had a question come to mind,earlier today.... I'll see if I can form it properly here... since UMS2 is going to be a 6 stage set....will each stage be jammed packed with all kindsa goodies,new stuff,additions,ect or will be
'less is more' or what? Curious. I'm hoping we get 'more bang for our buck' pun intended and meant. thank you. Keith.