Shannon's DMSI V2.3 Journal

[Shannon]

I can't Beleive you put out this program for the reason of proving that point Shannon...

I hear my mother's voice when I read this.

I did that because two things were true.

1. I needed to prove to myself that my ideas were either right or wrong, and
2. I needed you guys to see what the difference was so you would understand where I am coming from and why I am doing what I am doing.

There's nothing wrong with what I did. I was about 90% sure I was right, and I need to make that 99% or higher. I also got tired of you guys complaining because there was healing in place FOR YOUR BENEFIT, and you were attacking me for putting it there. You needed to see the difference just as much as I did. So don't give me "I can't believe you did that, Shannon." Mom played out the guilt trip value of that decades ago.

There's nothing wrong with what I did. The goal is still the same and nobody got hurt, maimed or killed. I would have done the same thing even if you guys weren't in need of seeing the difference, as long as I needed to understand the difference for the purpose of understanding why the goals are not being met yet. It just happened in this case that it was easy to kill two birds with one stone.