Ryu's Bad Ass Journal AM 5.0

[Ryu]

Day 1 starts tomorrow. :idea:

I'm just having a small warm up today, will listen too AM 5.0 from now on.

What i want from this program:

Is Confidence, Self esteem, Assertivness, Motivation too do stuff, More social and be cool and more!

I'm confident i will get big results like always.

Let the Alpha Male begin.

[Ryu]

Just had an old AM5 lying around, but your right, AM6 is a better choice, , i think i will go with AM6 instead.

Yeah i will do that.

Thanks Frosted for motivating me,

I just bought AM6.

Now, let the transformation start.

Starting playing stage 1 now.

So far i noticed i became very calm, some kind of anxiety relief in here also i can tell, nice.

Have a nice day everyone, i will try update later today when i have listen some more.

[Ryu]

Day 1:

Listening too masked version tickling stream at day then i will play silent version at night.

My motivation is on top atm, i've been cleaning my house like a champ.
This sub is pushing me, just what my lazy ass needed.

Dont know if this is AM but last few hours i've been thinking of getting a new job, have a clean home, freshing my self up, cutting my hair, maybe i want too start workout when i have motivation.
Become better at my games, and i feel i need too contact my best friend, cause i havent been talking too him latley.

My baby/son have been less needy/clinging too me, he have been playing with his toys when im cleaning.
I feel more in control, good.

For day 1, i give this sub 10/10.

Now i feel i need too plan and do more.
Going too apply for a job i found later today when i can write on my computer.

[Ryu]

Day 1 of AM5.0.

I'm going too use AM 5.0 first and after i finish, i probably go for AM6.0.

Ok, now that i have a plan i need too stick too it.
I have gotten a few loops in and have been too a party today.

I felt powerful, and my lust for woman have increased alot.

My confidence is trough the roof, i was talking many people there and i felt strong in conversation.

I've been playing some games also today, felt strong and steady in aim, this is good.
If you ever played FPS games and you feel kinda weak and dont know if you can hit your target this is lack of confidence, this sub is also affecting my game play in a Alpha way, lol.

Good shit, im enjoying this sub.
Have fun guys.

[Ryu]

Day 2.

Confidence keeps growing and growing.

I am feeling Alpha, strong, confident, relaxed, calm.

My face is really strong confident, almost like a serious face, but on the inside im posetive, my voice is feels stronger.

My posture is improving, keep chest out and head up.

People want too talk with me, i meet a lady down the street and she was wondering what me and my son was looking at, we saw a nice bird, then she started asking who i am and were i live and yeah then we talked about 20min and had a nice chat.

Feels like people are attractive too me, i dont do shit, i have good confidence when i walk, and a powerful aura.

I'm liking this progress.

I might update later if something happend, going out later today.

[Ryu]

Day 3.

Confidence keeps getting stronger.

I'm feeling rock solid.

Went too a friend too get some help with my car today, he is pretty lazy, normally he would have just told me what too do and dont give a shit, but today he was alot more friendly, got all the tools for me and followed me around, showed me all the things. very respectful.

Also notice that my mother was more positive and helping me.

Was at at store later today, this lady helped me find what im looking for, i notice we kept eye contact and speaking for a very long time without thinking about it, i was very calm and it felt very normal.

I'm speaking alot louder and express my self easy, i say what i mean, i feel like im in charge, i can now speak up for my self much better, no one is putting me down god dammit.

Yeah i'm feeling Alpha.

Alot of change is happening, and most of them are good.

People seems too be interested in me, friendly and almost like they want me too accept them.

And i got alot of stuff done home also, wich is good, so this was a good day for me.

[Ryu]

Day 4.
Confident, assertiveness, calm, fearless.
Lazy/tired early then later motivation energy came back.
Masculinity, anger fuels my drive too do stuff in a positive way, I'm in control.
Haven't been depressed or feeling down.

[Ryu]

Day 5-6

Self secure
Less negative self talk, more focus on posetive.
Confident.
Masculinity

[Ryu]

Day 7-8

Respect, i notice people respect me more, but im also friendly at the same time im expressing my self to the fullest.
Social, I like too talk and joke more.
Friendly, Yeah.
Confident, keeps growing my balls, and i believe more in my self.
Stand my ground, even if something scares the heck out of me i have the courage to do what i want or say, thats something i wouldnt do before.
Lust for women, they look more attractive, hehe, very nice.

[Ryu]

Day 9,10,11 OK

[Leo1990]

Wish you the best!

[Ryu]

Leo1990, Thank you.

Day 12, 13, 14, 15 OK

My power, confidence is growing, my vains feels like its filled with power, thanks.

Have a nice day everyone.

[Ryu]

Day 1

Around 16 hours listen.
Went on a job interview, think i got the job.

Aggression is felt, respect i demanded.
Feeling powerful, got some looks from hot lady in store today, she was like really flirty with me.

My temper is not the best, i think it help with me being assertive, i kind of like it, i feel i am controlling the anger so its no problem really.

I hope i get the job tomorrow, that would be awsome.

[Shannon]

I'm baffled why you would buy AM6 and then decide to run AM5 for 6 months before using it...