Path to Greatness - Journal

[Shannon]

Yeah I should learn a bit more patience on this one. But there are days that I just want results immediately bro. It's probably because I'm already quite old already at 24 yet still a virgin. That's a bit painful to say.

Why? What's wrong with being a virgin? Virginity isn't a negative thing, although society tries hard to send conflicting messages about this one. You have to understand that it doesn't matter what anyone else says, thinks or does... being a virgin does not say you're less good than any other guy, no matter what your age is. In your case, it just says that you have not had a good environment in which to learn how to deal with women yet. And there's nothing wrong with that.

Thanks for the explanation man! As I have said before I probably have results but only focusing on the negatives. Deep inside my subconscious is still putting up a fight. Like every time I meet up with a girl, I still feel she's too pretty, too hot and I'm just a loser who doesn't deserve her. In the end, I rarely get girls even if I manage to start off great.

What you focus on... you magnify and attract. If you want negatives, focus on them. If you want positives, focus on them. Your subconscious seems to have been well and truly trained to believe a lot of negative things, which seems to have become a feedback loop for you. But that's okay... it can be overcome. You are not alone in having started at this point.

Thanks for reminding me again that you attract someone that is perfect for you right now. That's the reason why I'm trying to improve myself for the better. But everyday it seems I'm trying to exert too much effort and energy and only getting so little. Like in my career, I'm trying my best to get a better high-paying job but I can't land on one. (Yeah it's probably because of the economy today but all my fellow college friends have better jobs than I).

Have you ever heard of trying too hard? Anxiety does that sometimes. Trying too hard can be just as bad as trying not hard enough. Self improvement isn't a race either... you have to work at your own pace. Anxiety tends to be the "second left foot" which trips you up and gets in your way of success.

With that, I guess I'm sticking with using Ultra Success + Aura of Sexiness 3rd Generation from now and dropping the use of Attraction/Manifestation subs until the AM 5.0 gets released. I can't wait for it.

Ah, but you have to. Just as do I.

Another thing though, is the mediocre results I am getting probably because I'm not ready for Alpha Male subs bro? For instance, I don't consider myself as an Alpha guy because I lack the experience with women. But I do want to succeed and become an Alpha Male.

The alpha set is intended for everyone to be able to use it, but as with anything, there will be exceptions. I dare say, however, that using it enough times, you'll see the results just like everyone else does/has. You will probably benefit from using self confidence, remove negativity within, positive thinking/attitude, and a few others as well.

Okay here it goes... I am also listening to other hypnosis tapes to improve my confidence? Is it a conflict to the subs?

It can be. I don't know because I don't know what's in the script. It's not a good idea to try to run programs from different producers at the same time for this reason. The results can be contradictory, nullify eachother, or produce unexpected/negative results.