05-26-2023, 09:18 AM
I kinda failed to get a job that would be perfect for me. I failed the test task. Oh well! You live and you learn. Continuing with my job search. Actually, there's a positive side to it - normally in my post-psychosis state I'd be down in the dumps about it something fierce, but now I got over it within the span of a day.
I have plenty of work, though, as the new translation customer is sending in lots of work - I'm pretty much working at capacity right now. At least I have something to do!
Ran into an old flame today after therapy today ("foxy psychotherapist" from my DMSI journals), we talked a lot about what's up with me and we made plans to maybe get some more Lacanian action going on in the near future. She's engaged now, so I doubt we'd be up to much romantically, but it would always be nice to have something to do and socialize a bit, especially since I'm planning to run DMSI again in the near future.
Been kinda struggling with keeping up with my OGSF regimen - missed another night of listening. But it's one more week and I'm switching programs.
Had a dream recently related to sexuality, erections and masturbation which seemed somewhat positive in its message, as if some fear and shame related to that were being worked on.
I have plenty of work, though, as the new translation customer is sending in lots of work - I'm pretty much working at capacity right now. At least I have something to do!
Ran into an old flame today after therapy today ("foxy psychotherapist" from my DMSI journals), we talked a lot about what's up with me and we made plans to maybe get some more Lacanian action going on in the near future. She's engaged now, so I doubt we'd be up to much romantically, but it would always be nice to have something to do and socialize a bit, especially since I'm planning to run DMSI again in the near future.
Been kinda struggling with keeping up with my OGSF regimen - missed another night of listening. But it's one more week and I'm switching programs.
Had a dream recently related to sexuality, erections and masturbation which seemed somewhat positive in its message, as if some fear and shame related to that were being worked on.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
