02-04-2023, 03:51 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-04-2023, 03:52 AM by Have at ye.)
Thanks.
I was thinking recently that while I was experiencing that psychotic episode, among other things what came up was my guilt at using DMSI in the first place. I had these voices telling me that I should be banned from using subliminals and other self-help things of the sort altogether. This may have been the reason why my results on DMSI were inconsistent, perhaps after I've used OGSF this will change and I'll have even more success using various subs.
Also I had a lot of self-recrimination regarding being interested in women at all. I had this voice shaming me for even daring to look at women due to my spell of erectile dysfunction and porn use. Maybe this can get fixed as well.
Interestingly enough, I've been no-fapping and no-porning since August last year, but I can't say I'm noticing much of a difference in my sex drive (it's a bit low right now but maybe that's compared to how it was when I was using DMSI).
In other news, I have a meeting with the guy from that choir-job sometime next week. It's looking good, potential employment-wise.
I was thinking recently that while I was experiencing that psychotic episode, among other things what came up was my guilt at using DMSI in the first place. I had these voices telling me that I should be banned from using subliminals and other self-help things of the sort altogether. This may have been the reason why my results on DMSI were inconsistent, perhaps after I've used OGSF this will change and I'll have even more success using various subs.
Also I had a lot of self-recrimination regarding being interested in women at all. I had this voice shaming me for even daring to look at women due to my spell of erectile dysfunction and porn use. Maybe this can get fixed as well.
Interestingly enough, I've been no-fapping and no-porning since August last year, but I can't say I'm noticing much of a difference in my sex drive (it's a bit low right now but maybe that's compared to how it was when I was using DMSI).
In other news, I have a meeting with the guy from that choir-job sometime next week. It's looking good, potential employment-wise.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
