10-23-2020, 01:19 PM
Stage 3 Day 13 (0)
Somewhere I must have screwed up day count, thankfully I have a proper one on a spreadsheet. So yesterday was day 12, not 13.
Anyhow I feel kinda better today. Morning was terrible because I was hangover - I decided to indulge myself to kill off some of the anxiety. It worked, but again it was hard to get up. Still, I was productive and happy. And today, despite the urge to buy myself some beer again, it was very easy to disregard such thoughts. Waste of money, calories and morning. Not worth it category.
Interestingly today a new career path may well opened before me. I don't wanna talk about this here and now, but tomorrow I'm gonna update my CV and apply for a scholarship which is timed extremely well to my current work plans. When (with my credentials I'm almost sure to get it) I get it and if they keep me after the scholarship this would be a complete change in my career trajectory while keeping my skills and interests. And even if I keep the old one this will be an excellent learning opportunity and something to add to my CV.
Somewhere I must have screwed up day count, thankfully I have a proper one on a spreadsheet. So yesterday was day 12, not 13.
Anyhow I feel kinda better today. Morning was terrible because I was hangover - I decided to indulge myself to kill off some of the anxiety. It worked, but again it was hard to get up. Still, I was productive and happy. And today, despite the urge to buy myself some beer again, it was very easy to disregard such thoughts. Waste of money, calories and morning. Not worth it category.
Interestingly today a new career path may well opened before me. I don't wanna talk about this here and now, but tomorrow I'm gonna update my CV and apply for a scholarship which is timed extremely well to my current work plans. When (with my credentials I'm almost sure to get it) I get it and if they keep me after the scholarship this would be a complete change in my career trajectory while keeping my skills and interests. And even if I keep the old one this will be an excellent learning opportunity and something to add to my CV.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
